cabin fever-第21节
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then took down the little square baking pan； greased from the last baking of bread； and in that he fried his hot cakes。 As if that were not sufficiently exasperating； he gave absolutely no sign of being conscious of the frying pan any more than he was conscious of Bud。 He did not overdo it by whistling； or even humming a tunewhich would have given Bud an excuse to say something almost as mean as his mood。 Abstractedness rode upon Cash's lined brow。 Placid meditation shone forth from his keen old blue…gray eyes。
The bacon came from the oven juicy…crisp and curled at the edges and delicately browned。 The cakes came out of the baking pan brown and thick and light。 Cash sat down at his end of the table； pulled his own can of sugar and his own cup of sirup and his own square of butter toward him； poured his coffee； that he had made in a small lard pail； and began to eat his breakfast exactly as though he was alone in that cabin。
A great resentment filled Bud's soul to bursting； The old hound！ Bud believed now that Cash was capable of leaving that frying pan dirty for the rest of the day！ A man like that would do anything！ If it wasn't for that claim； he'd walk off and forget to come back。
Thinking of that seemed to crystallize into definite purpose what had been muddling his mind with vague impulses to let his mood find expression。 He would go to Alpine that day。 He would hunt up Frank and see if he couldn't jar him into showing that he had a mind of his own。 Twice since that first unexpected spree； he had spent a good deal of time and gold dust and consumed a good deal of bad whisky and beer； in testing the inherent obligingness of Frank。 The last attempt had been the cause of the final break between him and Cash。 Cash had reminded Bud harshly that they would need that gold to develop their quartz claim； and he had further stated that he wanted no 〃truck〃 with a gambler and a drunkard； and that Bud had better straighten up if he wanted to keep friends with Cash。
Bud had retorted that Cash might as well remember that Bud had a half interest in the two claims； and that he would certainly stay with it。 Meantime； he would tell the world he was his own boss； and Cash needn't think for a minute that Bud was going to ask permission for what he did or did not do。 Cash needn't have any truck with him； either。 It suited Bud very well to keep on his own side of the cabin； and he'd thank Cash to mind his own business and not step over the dead line。
Cash had laughed disagreeably and asked Bud what he was going to dodraw a chalk mark； maybe？
Bud； half drunk and unable to use ordinary good sense； had said yes； by thunder； he'd draw a chalk line if he wanted to； and if he did； Cash had better not step over it either； unless he wanted to be kicked back。
Wherefore the broad； black line down the middle of the floor to where the table stood。 Obviously； he could not well divide the stove and the teakettle and the frying pan and coffeepot。 The line stopped abruptly with a big blob of lampblack mixed with coal oil； just where necessity compelled them both to use the same floor space。
The next day Bud had been ashamed of the performance； but his shame could not override his stubbornness。 The black line stared up at him accusingly。 Cash； keeping scrupulously upon his own side of it； went coldly about his own affairs and never yielded so much as a glance at Bud。 And Bud grew more moody and dissatisfied with himself； but he would not yield； either。 Perversely he waited for Cash to apologize for what he had said about gamblers and drunkards； and tried to believe that upon Cash rested all of the blame。
Now he washed his own breakfast dishes； including the frying pan； spread the blankets smooth on his bunk； swept as much of the floor as lay upon his side of the dead line。 Because the wind was in the storm quarter and the lowering clouds promised more snow； he carried in three big armfuls of wood and placed them upon his corner of the fireplace； to provide warmth when he returned。 Cash would not touch that wood while Bud was gone； and Bud knew it。 Cash would freeze first。 But there was small chance of that； because a small； silent rivalry had grown from the quarrel； a rivalry to see which kept the best supply of wood； which swept cleanest under his bunk and up to the black line； which washed his dishes cleanest； and kept his shelf in the cupboard the tidiest。 Before the fireplace in an evening Cash would put on wood； and when next it was needed； Bud would get up and put on wood。 Neither would stoop to stinting or to shirking； neither would give the other an inch of ground for complaint。 It was not enlivening to live together that way； but it worked well toward keeping the cabin ship shape。
So Bud； knowing that it was going to storm； and perhaps dreading a little the long monotony of being housed with a man as stubborn as himself； buttoned a coat over his gray； roughneck sweater； pulled a pair of mail…order mittens over his mail…order gloves； stamped his feet into heavy； three…buckled overshoes； and set out to tramp fifteen miles through the snow； seeking the kind of pleasure which turns to pain with the finding。
He knew that Cash； out by the woodpile； let the axe blade linger in the cut while he stared after him。 He knew that Cash would be lonesome without him； whether Cash ever admitted it or not。 He knew that Cash would be passively anxious until he returnedfor the months they had spent together had linked them closer than either would confess。 Like a married couple who bicker and nag continually when together； but are miserable when apart； close association had become a deeply grooved habit not easily thrust aside。 Cabin fever might grip them and impel them to absurdities such as the dead line down the middle of their floor and the silence that neither desired but both were too stubborn to break； but it could not break the habit of being together。 So Bud was perfectly aware of the fact that he would be missed； and he was ill…humored enough to be glad of it。 Frank； if he met Bud that day； was likely to have his amiability tested to its limit。
Bud tramped along through the snow； wishing it was not so deep； or else deep enough to make snow…shoeing practicable in the timber； thinking too of Cash and how he hoped Cash would get his fill of silence； and of Frank； and wondering where ho would find him。 He had covered perhaps two miles of the fifteen； and had walked off a little of his grouch； and had stopped to unbutton his coat； when he heard the crunching of feet in the snow； just beyond a thick clump of young spruce。
Bud was not particularly cautious； nor was he averse to meeting people in the trail。 He stood still though； and waited to see who was coming that waysince travelers on that trail were few enough to be noticeable。
In a minute more a fat old squaw rounded the spruce grove and shied off startled when she glimpsed Bud。 Bud grunted and started on； and the squaw stepped clear of the faintly defined trail to let him pass。 Moreover； she swung her shapeless body around so that she half faced him as he passed。 Bud's lips tightened； and he gave her only a glance。 He hated fat old squaws that were dirty and wore their hair straggling down over their crafty； black eyes。 They burlesqued womanhood in a way that stirred always a smoldering resentment against them。 This particular squaw had nothing to commend her to his notice。 She had a dirty red bandanna tied over her dirty； matted hair and under her grimy double chin。 A grimy gray blanket was draped closely over her squat shoulders and formed a pouch behind； wherein the plump form of a papoose was cradled； a little red cap pulled down over its ears。
Bud strode on； his nose lifted at the odor of stale smoke that pervaded the air as he passed。 The squaw； giving him a furtive stare； turned and started on； bent under her burden。
Then quite suddenly a wholly unexpected sound pursued Bud and halted him in the trail； the high； insistent howl of a child that has been denied its dearest desire of the moment。 Bud looked back inquiringly。 The squaw was hurrying on； and but for the straightness of the trail just there； her fat old canvas…wrapped legs would have carried her speedily out of sight。 Of course； papooses did yell once in awhile； Bud supposed； though he did not remember ever hearing one howl like that on the trail。 But what made the squaw in such a deuce of a hurry all at once？
Bud's theory of her kind was simple enough： If they fled from you； it was because they had stolen something and were afraid you would catch them at it。 He swung around forthwith in the trail and went after herwhereat she waddled faster through the snow like a frightened duck。
〃Hey！ You come back here a minute！ What's all the rush？〃 Bud's voice and his long legs pursued； and presently he overtook her and halted her by the simple expedient of grasping her shoulder firmly。 The high…keyed howling ceased as suddenly as it had begun； and Bud； peering under the rolled edge of the red stocking cap； felt his jaw go slack with surprise。
The baby was smiling at him delightedly； with a quirk of the lips and a twinkle lodged deep somewhere in its eyes。 It worked one hand free of its odorous wrappings； sprea
