white lies-第9节
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the groupstarted; made a slight apology; and was mooning off; lost in his book again。 Then the baroness; who had eyed him with grim suspicion all the time; said with well…affected nonchalance; 〃Doctor; you dropped your purse; we have just picked it up。〃 And she handed it to him。 〃Thank you; madame;〃 said he; and took it quietly without looking at it; put it in his pocket; and retired; with his soul in his book。 They stared comically at one another; and at this cool hand。 〃It's no more his than it's mine;〃 said Jacintha; bluntly。 Rose darted after the absorbed student; and took him captive。 〃Now; doctor;〃 she cried; 〃be pleased to come out of the clouds。〃 And with the word she whipped the purse out of his coat pocket; and holding it right up before his eye; insisted on his telling her whether that was his purse or not; money and all。 Thus adjured; he disowned the property mighty coolly; for a retired physician; who had just pocketed it。
〃No; my dear;〃 said he; 〃and; now I think of it; I have not carried a purse this twenty years。〃
The baroness; as a last resource; appealed to his honor whether he had not left a purse and paper on the knights' bough。 The question had to be explained by Josephine; and then the doctor surprised them all by being rather affrontedfor once in his life。
〃Baroness;〃 said he; 〃I have been your friend and pensioner nearly twenty years; if by some strange chance money were to come into my hands; I should not play you a childish trick like this。 What! have I not the right to come to you; and say; 'My old friend; here I bring you back a very small part of all I owe you?'〃
〃What geese we are;〃 remarked Rose。 〃Dear doctor; YOU tell us who it is。〃
Dr。 Aubertin reflected a single moment; then said he could make a shrewd guess。
〃Who? who? who?〃 cried the whole party。
〃Perrin the notary。〃
It was the baroness's turn to be surprised; for there was nothing romantic about Perrin the notary。 Aubertin; however; let her know that he was in private communication with the said Perrin; and this was not the first friendly act the good notary had done her in secret。
While he was converting the baroness to his view; Josephine and Rose exchanged a signal; and slipped away round an angle of the chateau。
〃Who is it?〃 said Rose。
〃It is some one who has a delicate mind。〃
〃Clearly; and therefore not a notary。〃
〃Rose; dear; might it not be some person who has done us some wrong; and is perhaps penitent?〃
〃Certainly; one of our tenants; or creditors; you mean; but then; the paper says 'a friend。' Stay; it says a debtor。 Why a debtor? Down with enigmas!〃
〃Rose; love;〃 said Josephine; coaxingly; 〃think of some one that mightsince it is not the doctor; nor Monsieur Perrin; might it not befor after all; he would naturally be ashamed to appear before me。〃
〃Before you? Who do you mean?〃 asked Rose nervously; catching a glimpse now。
〃He who once pretended to love me。〃
〃Josephine; you love that man still。〃
〃No; no。 Spare me!〃
〃You love him just the same as ever。 Oh; it is wonderful; it is terrible; the power he has over you; over your judgment as well as your heart。〃
〃No! for I believe he has forgotten my very name; don't you think so?〃
〃Dear Josephine; can you doubt it? Come; you do doubt it。〃
〃Sometimes。〃
〃But why? for what reason?〃
〃Because of what he said to me as we parted at that gate; the words and the voice seem still to ring like truth across the weary years。 He said; 'I am to join the army of the Pyrenees; so fatal to our troops; but say to me what you never yet have said; Camille; I love you: and I swear I will come back alive。' So then I said to him; 'I love you;'and he never came back。〃
〃How could he come here? a deserter; a traitor!〃
〃It is not true; it is not in his nature; inconstancy may be。 Tell me that he never really loved me; and I will believe you; but not that he is a traitor。 Let me weep over my past love; not blush for it。〃
〃Past? You love him to…day as you did three years ago。〃
〃No;〃 said Josephine; 〃no; I love no one。 I never shall love any one again。〃
〃But him。 It is that love which turns your heart against others。 Oh; yes; you love him; dearest; or why should you fancy our secret benefactor COULD be that Camille?〃
〃Why? Because I was mad: because it is impossible; but I see my folly。 I am going in。〃
〃What! don't you care to know who I think it was; perhaps?〃
〃No;〃 said Josephine sadly and doggedly; she added with cold nonchalance; 〃I dare say time will show。〃 And she went slowly in; her hand to her head。
〃Her birthday!〃 sighed Rose。
The donor; whoever he was; little knew the pain he was inflicting on this distressed but proud family; or the hard battle that ensued between their necessities and their delicacy。 The ten gold pieces were a perpetual temptation: a daily conflict。 The words that accompanied the donation offered a bait。 Their pride and dignity declined it; but these bright bits of gold cost them many a sharp pang。 You must know that Josephine and Rose had worn out their mourning by this time; and were obliged to have recourse to gayer materials that lay in their great wardrobes; and were older; but less worn。 A few of these gold pieces would have enabled the poor girls to be neat; and yet to mourn their father openly。 And it went through and through those tender; simple hearts; to think that they must be disunited; even in so small a thing as dress; that while their mother remained in her weeds; they must seem no longer to share her woe。
The baroness knew their feeling; and felt its piety; and yet could not bow her dignity to say; 〃Take five of these bits of gold; and let us all look what we areone。〃 Yet in this; as in everything else; they supported each other。 They resisted; they struggled; and with a wrench they conquered day by day。 At last; by general consent; Josephine locked up the tempter; and they looked at it no more。 But the little bit of paper met a kinder fate。 Rose made a little frame for it; and it was kept in a drawer; in the salon: and often looked at and blessed。 Just when they despaired of human friendship; this paper with the sacred word 〃friend〃 written on it; had fallen all in a moment on their aching hearts。
They could not tell whence it came; this blessed word。
But men dispute whence comes the dew?
Then let us go with the poets; who say it comes from heaven。
And even so that sweet word; friend; dropped like the dew from heaven on these afflicted ones。
So they locked the potent gold away from themselves; and took the kind slip of paper to their hearts。
The others left off guessing: Aubertin had it all his own way: he upheld Perrin as their silent benefactor; and bade them all observe that the worthy notary had never visited the chateau openly since the day the purse was left there。 〃Guilty conscience;〃 said Aubertin dryly。
One day in his walks he met a gaunt figure ambling on a fat pony: he stopped him; and; holding up his finger; said abruptly; 〃We have found you out; Maitre Perrin。〃
The notary changed color。
〃Oh; never be ashamed;〃 said Aubertin; 〃a good action done slyly is none the less a good action。〃
The notary wore a puzzled air。
Aubertin admired his histrionic powers in calling up this look。
〃Come; come; don't overdo it;〃 said he。 〃Well; well; they cannot profit by your liberality; but you will be rewarded in a better world; take my word for that。〃
The notary muttered indistinctly。 He was a man of moderate desires; would have been quite content if there had been no other world in perspective。 He had studied this one; and made it pay: did not desire a better; sometimes feared a worse。
〃Ah!〃 said Aubertin; 〃I see how it is; we do not like to hear ourselves praised; do we? When shall we see you at the chateau?〃
〃I propose to call on the baroness the moment I have good news to bring;〃 replied Perrin; and to avoid any more compliments spurred the dun pony suddenly; and he waddled away。
Now this Perrin was at that moment on the way to dine with a character who plays a considerable part in the taleCommandant Raynal。 Perrin had made himself useful to the commandant; and had become his legal adviser。 And; this very day after dinner; the commandant having done a good day's work permitted himself a little sentiment over the bottle; and to a man he thought his friend。 He let out that he had a heap of money he did not know what to do with; and almost hated it now his mother was gone and could not share it。
The man of law consoled him with oleaginous phrases: told him he very much underrated the power of money。 His hoard; directed by a judicious adviser; would make him a landed proprietor; and the husband of some young lady; all beauty; virtue; and accomplishment; whose soothing influence would soon heal the sorrow caused by an excess of filial sentiment。
〃Halt!〃 shouted Raynal: 〃say that again in half the words。〃
Perrin was nettled; for he prided himself on his colloquial style。
〃You can buy a fine estate and a chaste wife with the money;〃 snapped this smooth personage; substituting curt brutality for honeyed prolixity。
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