white lies-第71节
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and she replied; all in tears; 〃My poor sister is blessing you; sir。 We all bless you。〃
〃She does not understand my position;〃 said Raynal。 He then walked up to Josephine; and leaning over her arm; and speaking rather loud; under the impression that her senses were blunted by grief; he said; 〃Look here: Colonel Dujardin; your husband; deliberately; and with his eyes open; sacrificed his life for me; and for his own heroic sense of honor。 Now; it is my turn。 If that hero stood here; and asked me for all the blood in my body; I would give it him。 He is gone; but; dying for me; he has left me his widow and his child; they remain under my wing。 To protect them is my pride; and my only consolation。 I am going to the mayor to annul our unlucky contract in due form; and make us brother and sister instead。 But;〃 turning to the baroness; 〃don't you think to escape me as your daughter has done: no; no; old lady; once a mother; always a mother。 Stir from your son's home if you dare!〃
And with these words; in speaking which his voice had recovered its iron firmness; he strode out at the door; superb in manhood and principle; and every eye turned with wonder and admiration after him。 Even when he was gone they gazed at the door by which a creature so strangely noble had disappeared。
The baroness was about to follow him without taking any notice of Josephine。 But Rose caught her by the gown。 〃O mother; speak to poor Josephine: bid her live。〃
The baroness only made a gesture of horror and disgust; and turned her back on them both。
Josephine; who had tottered up from her seat at Rose's words; sank heavily down again; and murmured; 〃Ah! the grave holds all that love me now。〃
Rose ran to her side。 〃Cruel Josephine! what; do not I love you? Mother; will you not help me persuade her to live? Oh! if she dies; I will die too; you will kill both your children。〃
Stern and indignant as the baroness was; yet these words pierced her heart。 She turned with a piteous; half apologetic air to Edouard and Aubertin。 〃Gentlemen;〃 said she; 〃she has been foolish; not guilty。 Heaven pardons the best of us。 Surely a mother may forgive her child。〃 And with this nature conquered utterly; and she held out her arms; wide; wide; as is a mother's heart。 Her two erring children rushed sobbing violently into them; and there was not a dry eye in the room for a long time。
After this; Josephine's heart almost ceased to beat。 Fear and misgivings; and the heavy sense of deceit gnawing an honorable heart; were gone。 Grief reigned alone in the pale; listless; bereaved widow。
The marriage was annulled before the mayor; and; three days afterwards; Raynal; by his influence; got the consummated marriage formally allowed in Paris。
With a delicacy for which one would hardly have given him credit; he never came near Beaurepaire till all this was settled; but he brought the document from Paris that made Josephine the widow Dujardin; and her boy the heir of Beaurepaire; and the moment she was really Madame Dujardin he avoided her no longer; and he became a comfort to her instead of a terror。
The dissolution of the marriage was a great tie between them。 So much that; seeing how much she looked up to Raynal; the doctor said one day to the baroness; 〃If I know anything of human nature; they will marry again; provided none of you give her a hint which way her heart is turning。〃
They; who have habituated themselves to live for others; can suffer as well as do great things。 Josephine kept alive。 A passion such as hers; in a selfish nature; must have killed her。
Even as it was; she often said; 〃It is hard to live。〃
Then they used to talk to her of her boy。 Would she leave him Camille's boywithout a mother? And these words were never spoken to her quite in vain。
Her mother forgave her entirely; and loved her as before。 Who could be angry with her long? The air was no longer heavy with lies。 Wretched as she was; she breathed lighter。 Joy and hope were gone。 Sorrowful peace was coming。 When the heart comes to this; nothing but Time can cure; but what will not Time do? What wounds have I seen him heal! His cures are incredible。
The little party sat one day; peaceful; but silent and sad; in the Pleasaunce; under the great oak。
Two soldiers came to the gate。 They walked feebly; for one was lame; and leaned upon the other; who was pale and weak; and leaned upon a stick。
〃Soldiers;〃 said Raynal; 〃and invalided。〃
〃Give them food and wine;〃 said Josephine。
Rose went towards them; but she had scarcely taken three steps ere she cried out;
〃It is Dard! it is poor Dard! Come in; Dard; come in。〃
Dard limped towards them; leaning upon Sergeant La Croix。 A bit of Dard's heel had been shot away; and of La Croix's head。
Rose ran to the kitchen。
〃Jacintha; bring out a table into the Pleasaunce; and something for two guests to eat。〃
The soldiers came slowly to the Pleasaunce; and were welcomed; and invited to sit down; and received with respect; for France even in that day honored the humblest of her brave。
Soon Jacintha came out with a little round table in her hands; and affected a composure which was belied by her shaking hands and her glowing cheek。
After a few words of homely welcomenot eloquent; but very sincere she went off again with her apron to her eyes。 She reappeared with the good cheer; and served the poor fellows with radiant zeal。
〃What regiment?〃 asked Raynal。
Dard was about to answer; but his superior stopped him severely; then; rising with his hand to his forehead; he replied; with pride; 〃Twenty…fourth brigade; second company。 We were cut up at Philipsburg; and incorporated with the 12th。〃
Raynal instantly regretted his question; for Josephine's eye fixed on Sergeant La Croix with an expression words cannot paint。 Yet she showed more composure; real or forced; than he expected。
〃Heaven sends him;〃 said she。 〃My friend; tell me; were youah!〃
Colonel Raynal interfered hastily。 〃Think what you do。 He can tell you nothing but what we know; not so much; in fact; as we know; for; now I look at him; I think this is the very sergeant we found lying insensible under the bastion。 He must have been struck before the bastion was taken even。〃
〃I was; colonel; I was。 I remember nothing but losing my senses; and feeling the colors go out of my hand。〃
〃There; you see; he knows nothing;〃 said Raynal。
〃It was hot work; colonel; under that bastion; but it was hotter to the poor fellows that got in。 I heard all about it from Private Dard here。〃
〃So; then; it was you who carried the colors?〃
〃Yes; I was struck down with the colors of the brigade in my hand;〃 cried La Croix。
〃See how people blunder about; everything; they told me the colonel carried the colors。〃
〃Why; of course he did。 You don't think our colonel; the fighting colonel; would let me hold the colors of the brigade so long as he was alive。 No; he was struck by a Prussian bullet; and he had just time to hand the colors to me; and point with his sword to the bastion; and down he went。 It was hot work; I can tell you。 I did not hold them long; not thirty seconds; and if we could know their history; they passed through more hands than that before they got to the Prussian flag…staff。〃
Raynal suddenly rose; and walked rapidly to and fro; with his hands behind him。
〃Poor colonel!〃 continued La Croix。 〃Well; I love to think he died like a soldier; and not like some of my poor comrades; hashed to atoms; and not a volley fired over him。 I hope they put a stone over him; for he was the best soldier and the best general in the army。〃
〃O sir!〃 cried Josephine; 〃there is no stone even to mark the spot where he fell;〃 and she sobbed despairingly。
〃Why; how is this; Private Dard?〃 inquired La Croix; sternly。
Dard apologized for his comrade; and touching his own head significantly told them that since his wound the sergeant's memory was defective。
〃Now; sergeant; didn't I tell you the colonel must have got the better of his wound; and got into the battery?〃
〃It's false; Private Dard; don't I know our colonel better than that? Would ever he have let those colors out of his hand; if there had been an ounce of life left in him?〃
〃He died at the foot of the battery; I tell you。〃
〃Then why didn't we find him?〃
Here Jacintha put in a word with the quiet subdued meaning of her class。 〃I can't find that anybody ever saw the colonel dead。〃
〃They did not find him; because they did not look for him;〃 said Sergeant La Croix。
〃God forgive you; sergeant!〃 said Dard; with some feeling。 〃Not look for OUR COLONEL! We turned over every body that lay there; full thirty there were;and you were one of them。〃
〃Only thirty! Why; we settled more Prussians than that; I'll swear。〃
〃Oh! they carried off their dead。〃
〃Ay! but I don't see why they should carry our colonel off。 His epaulets was all the thieves could do any good with。 Stop! yet I do; Private Dard; I have a horrible suspicion。 No; I have not; it is a certainty。 What! don't you see; ye ninny? Thunder and thousands of devils; here's a disgrace。 Dogs of Prussians! they have got our colonel; they have taken him prisoner。〃
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