white lies-第44节
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CHAPTER XVI。
Dr。 Aubertin received one day a note from a publishing bookseller; to inquire whether he still thought of giving the world his valuable work on insects。 The doctor was amazed。 〃My valuable work! Why; Rose; they all refused it; and this person in particular recoiled from it as if my insects could sting on paper。〃
The above led to a correspondence; in which the convert to insects explained that the work must be published at the author's expense; the publisher contenting himself with the profits。 The author; thirsting for the public; consented。 Then the publisher wrote again to say that the immortal treatise must be spiced; a little politics flung in: 〃Nothing goes down; else。〃 The author answered in some heat that he would not dilute things everlasting with the fleeting topics of the day; nor defile science with politics。 On this his Mentor smoothed him down; despising him secretly for not seeing that a book is a matter of trade and nothing else。 It ended in Aubertin going to Paris to hatch his Phoenix。 He had not been there a week; when a small deputation called on him; and informed him he had been elected honorary member of a certain scientific society。 The compliment was followed by others; till at last certain ladies; with the pliancy of their sex; find out they had always secretly cared for butterflies。 Then the naturalist smelt a rat; or; in other words; began to scent that entomology; a form of idiocy in a poor man; is a graceful decoration of the intellect in a rich one。
Philosopher without bile; he saw through this; and let it amuse; not shock him。 His own species; a singularly interesting one in my opinion; had another trait in reserve for him。
He took a world of trouble to find out the circumstances of his nephew's nephews and nieces: then he made arrangements for distributing a large part of his legacy among them。 His intentions and the proportions of his generosity transpired。
Hitherto they had been silent; but now they all fell…to and abused him: each looking only to the amount of his individual share; not at the sum total the doctor was giving way to an ungrateful lot。
The donor was greatly amused; and noted down the incident and some of the remarks in his commonplace book; under the general head of 〃Bestiarium;〃 and the particular head of 〃Homo。〃
Paris with its seductions netted the good doctor; and held him two or three months; would have detained him longer; but for alarming accounts the baroness sent of Josephine's health。 These determined him to return to Beaurepaire; and; must I own it; the announcement was no longer hailed at Beaurepaire with universal joy as heretofore。
Josephine Raynal; late Dujardin; is by this time no stranger to my intelligent reader。 I wish him to bring his knowledge of her character and her sensibility to my aid。 Imagine; as the weary hours and days and weeks roll over her head; what this loving woman feels for her lover whom she has dismissed; what this grateful wife feels for the benefactor she has unwittingly wronged; but will never wrong with her eyes open; what this lady pure as snow; and proud as fire; feels at the seeming frailty into which a cruel combination of circumstances has entrapped her。
Put down the book a moment: shut your eyes: and imagine this strange and complicated form of human suffering。
Her mental sufferings were terrible; and for some time Rose feared for her reason。 At last her agonies subsided into a listlessness and apathy little less alarming。 She seemed a creature descending inch by inch into the tomb。 Indeed; I fully believe she would have died of despair: but one of nature's greatest forces stepped into the arena and fought on the side of life。 She was affected with certain bilious symptoms that added to Rose's uneasiness; but Jacintha assured her it was nothing; and would retire and leave the sufferer better。 Jacintha; indeed; seemed now to take a particular interest in Josephine; and was always about her with looks of pity and interest。
〃Good creature!〃 thought Rose; 〃she sees my sister is unhappy: and that makes her more attentive and devoted to her than ever。〃
One day these three were together in Josephine's room。 Josephine was mechanically combing her long hair; when all of a sudden she stretched out her hand and cried; 〃Rose!〃
Rose ran to her; and coming behind her saw in the glass that her lips were colorless。 She screamed to Jacintha; and between them they supported Josephine to the bed。 She had hardly touched it when she fainted dead away。 〃Mamma! mamma!〃 cried Rose in her terror。
〃Hush!〃 cried Jacintha roughly; 〃hold your tongue: it is only a faint。 Help me loosen her: don't make any noise; whatever。〃 They loosened her stays; and applied the usual remedies; but it was some time before she came…to。 At last the color came back to her lips; then to her cheek; and the light to her eye。 She smiled feebly on Jacintha and Rose; and asked if she had not been insensible。
〃Yes; love; and frightened usa littlenot muchoh; dear! oh; dear!〃
〃Don't be alarmed; sweet one; I am better。 And I will never do it again; since it frightens you。〃 Then Josephine said to her sister in a low voice; and in the Italian language; 〃I hoped it was death; my sister; but he comes not to the wretched。〃
〃If you hoped that;〃 replied Rose in the same language; 〃you do not love your poor sister who so loves you。〃
While the Italian was going on; Jacintha's dark eyes glanced suspiciously on each speaker in turn。 But her suspicions were all wide of the mark。
〃Now may I go and tell mamma?〃 asked Rose。
〃No; mademoiselle; you shall not;〃 said Jacintha。 〃Madame Raynal; do take my side; and forbid her。〃
〃Why; what is it to you?〃 said Rose; haughtily。
〃If it was not something to me; should I thwart my dear young lady?〃
〃No。 And you shall have your own way; if you will but condescend to give me a reason。〃
This to some of us might appear reasonable; but not to Jacintha: it even hurt her feelings。
〃Mademoiselle Rose;〃 she said; 〃when you were little and used to ask me for anything; did I ever say to you; 'Give me a REASON first'?〃
〃There! she is right;〃 said Josephine。 〃We should not make terms with tried friends。 Come; we will pay her devotion this compliment。 It is such a small favor。 For my part I feel obliged to her for asking it。〃
Josephine's health improved steadily from that day。 Her hollow cheeks recovered their plump smoothness; and her beauty its bloom; and her person grew more noble and statue…like than ever; and within she felt a sense of indomitable vitality。 Her appetite had for some time been excessively feeble and uncertain; and her food tasteless; but of late; by what she conceived to be a reaction such as is common after youth has shaken off a long sickness; her appetite had been not only healthy but eager。 The baroness observed this; and it relieved her of a large portion of her anxiety。 One day at dinner her maternal heart was so pleased with Josephine's performance that she took it as a personal favor; 〃Well done; Josephine;〃 said she; 〃that gives your mother pleasure to see you eat again。 Soup and bouillon: and now twice you have been to Rose for some of that pate; which does you so much credit; Jacintha。〃
Josephine colored high at this compliment。
〃It is true;〃 said she; 〃I eat like a pig;〃 and; with a furtive glance at the said pate; she laid down her knife and fork; and ate no more of anything。 The baroness had now a droll misgiving。
〃The doctor will be angry with me;〃 said she: 〃he will find her as well as ever。〃
〃Madame;〃 said Jacintha hastily; 〃when does the doctor come; if I may make so bold; that I may get his room ready; you know?〃
〃Well thought of; Jacintha。 He comes the day after to…morrow; in the afternoon。〃
At night when the young ladies went up to bed; what did they find but a little cloth laid on a little table in Josephine's room; and the remains of the pate she had liked。 Rose burst out laughing。 〃Look at that dear duck of a goose; Jacintha! Our mother's flattery sank deep: she thinks we can eat her pates at all hours of the day and night。 Shall I send it away?〃
〃No;〃 said Josephine; 〃that would hurt her culinary pride; and perhaps her affection: only cover it up; dear; for just now I am not in the humor: it rather turns me。〃
It was covered up。 The sisters retired to rest。 In the morning Rose lifted the cover and found the plate cleared; polished。 She was astounded。
The large tapestried chamber; once occupied by Camille Dujardin; was now turned into a sitting…room; and it was a favorite on account of the beautiful view from the windows。
One day Josephine sat there alone with some work in her hand; but the needle often stopped; and the fair head drooped。 She heaved a deep sigh。 To her surprise it was echoed by a sigh that; like her own; seemed to come from a heart full of sighs。
She turned hastily round and saw Jacintha。
Now Josephine had all a woman's eye for reading faces; and she was instantly struck by a certain gravity in Jacintha's gaze; and a flutter which the young woman was suppressing with tolerable but not complete success。
Disguising the uneasiness this discovery ga