white lies-第27节
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sed her。 〃Bravo; generous soul!〃 she cried; with her arms round his neck。 〃God protect you; and send you back safe to us!〃
〃Amen!〃 cried all present by one impulse; even the cold notary。
Raynal's mustache quivered。 He kissed Josephine hastily on the brow; the baroness on both cheeks; shook the men's hands warmly but hastily; and strode out without looking behind him。 He was moved for once。
They all followed him to the door of the house。 He was tightening his horse's girths。 He flung himself with all the resolution of his steel nature into the saddle; and; with one grand wave of his cocked hat to the tearful group; he spurred away for Egypt。
CHAPTER IX。
The baroness took the doctor a…shopping; she must buy Rose a gray silk。 In doing this she saw many other tempting things。 I say no more。
But the young ladies went up to Beaurepaire in the other carriage; for Josephine wished to avoid the gaze of the town; and get home and be quiet。 The driver went very fast。 He had drunk the bride's health at the mayor's; item the bridegroom's; the bridesmaid's; the mayor's; etc。; and 〃a spur in the head is worth two in the heel;〃 says the proverb。 The sisters leaned back on the soft cushions; and enjoyed the smooth and rapid motion once so familiar to them; so rare of late。
Then Rose took her sister gently to task for having offered to go to Egypt。 She had forgotten her poor sister。
〃No; love;〃 replied Josephine; 〃did you not see I dared not look towards you? I love you better than all the world; but this was my duty。 I was his wife: I had no longer a feeble inclination and a feeble disinclination to decide between; but right on one side; wrong on the other。〃
〃Oh! I know where your ladyship's strength lies: my force isinmy inclinations。〃
〃Yes; Rose;〃 continued Josephine thoughtfully; 〃duty is a great comfort: it is so tangible; it is something to lay hold of for life or death; a strong tower for the weak but well disposed。〃
Rose assented; and they were silent a minute; and when she spoke again it was to own she loved a carriage。 〃How fast we glide! Now lean back with me; and take my hand; and as we glide shut your eyes and think: whisper me all your feelings; every one of them。〃
〃Well; then;〃 said Josephine; half closing her eyes; 〃in the first place I feel a great calm; a heavenly calm。 My fate is decided。 No more suspense。 My duties are clear。 I have a husband I am proud of。 There is no perfidy with him; no deceit; no disingenuousness; no shade。 He is a human sun。 He will make me a better; truer woman; and I him a happier man。 Yes; is it not nice to think that great and strong as he is I can teach him a happiness he knows not as yet?〃 And she smiled with the sense of her delicate power; but said no more; for she was not the one to talk much about herself。 But Rose pressed her。 〃Yes; go on; dear;〃 she said; 〃I seem to see your pretty little thoughts rising out of your heart like a bubbling fountain: go on。〃
Thus encouraged; Josephine thought on aloud; 〃And then; gratitude!〃 said she。 〃I have heard it said; or read it somewhere; that gratitude is a burden: I cannot understand that sentiment; why; to me gratitude is a delight; gratitude is a passion。 It is the warmest of all the tender feelings I have for dear Monsieur Raynal。 I feel it glow here; in my bosom。 I think I shall love him as I ought long before he comes back。〃
〃BEFORE?〃
〃Yes;〃 murmured Josephine; her eyes still half closed。 〃His virtues will always be present to me。 His little faults of manner will not be in sight。 Good Raynal! The image of those great qualities I revere so; perhaps because I fail in them myself; will be before my mind; and ere he comes home I shall love him dearly。 I'll tell you one reason why I wished to go home at once wasnoyou must guess。〃
〃Guess?〃 said Rose; contemptuously。 〃As if I did not see it was to put on your gray silk。〃
Josephine smiled assent; and said almost with fervor; 〃Good Raynal! I feel prouder of his honest name than of our noble one。 And I am so calm; dear; thanks to you; so tranquil; so pleased that my mother's mind is at rest; so convinced all is for the best; so contented with my own lot; so happy。〃
A gentle tear stole from beneath her long lashes。 Rose looked at her wistfully: then laid her cheek to hers。 They leaned back hand in hand; placid and silent。
The carriage glided fast。 Beaurepaire was almost in sight。
Suddenly Josephine's hand tightened on Rose's; and she sat up in the carriage like a person awakened from a strange dream。
〃What is it?〃 asked Rose。
〃Some one in uniform。〃
〃Oh; is that all? Ah! you thought it was a message from Raynal。〃
〃Oh! no! on footwalking very slowly。 Coming this way; too。 Coming this way!〃 and she became singularly restless; and looked round in the carriage。 It was one of those old chariots with no side windows; but a peep hole at the back。 This aperture; however; had a flap over it。 Josephine undid the flap with nimble though agitated fingers; and sawnothing。 The road had taken a turn。 〃Oh;〃 said Rose; carelessly; 〃for that matter the roads are full of soldiers just now。〃
〃Ay; but not of officers on foot。〃
Rose gave her such a look; and for the first time this many a day spoke sternly to her; and asked her what on earth she had to do with uniforms or officers except one; the noblest in the world; her husband。
A month ago that word was almost indifferent to Josephine; or rather she uttered it with a sort of mild complacency。 Now she started at it; and it struck chill upon her。 She did not reply; however; and the carriage rolled on。
〃He seemed to be dragging himself along。〃 This was the first word Josephine had spoken for some time。 〃Oh; did he?〃 replied Rose carelessly; 〃well; let him。 Here we are; at home。〃
〃I am glad of it;〃 said Josephine; 〃very glad。〃
On reaching Beaurepaire she wanted to go up…stairs at once and put on her gray gown。 But the day was so delightful that Rose begged her to stroll in the Pleasaunce for half an hour and watch for their mother's return。 She consented in an absent way; and presently began to walk very fast; unconscious of her companion。 Rose laid a hand upon her playfully to moderate her; and found her skin burning。
〃Why; what is the matter?〃 said she; anxiously。
〃Nothing; nothing;〃 was the sharp reply。
〃There's a fretful tone; and how excited you look; and feel too。 Well; I thought you were unnaturally calm after such an event。〃
〃I only saw his back;〃 said Josephine。 〃Did not you see him?〃
〃See who? Oh; that tiresome officer。 Why; how much more are we to hear about him? I don't believe there WAS one。〃
At this moment a cocked hat came in sight; bobbing up and down above the palings that divided the park from the road。 Josephine pointed to it without a word。
Rose got a little cross at being practically confuted; and said coldly; 〃Come; let us go in; the only cocked hat we can see is on the way to Paris。〃
Josephine assented eagerly。 But she had not taken two steps towards the house ere she altered her mind; and said she felt faint; she wanted air; no; she should stay out a little longer。 〃Look; Rose;〃 said she; in a strangely excited way; 〃what a shame! They put all manner of rubbish into this dear old tree: I will have it all turned out。〃 And she looked with feigned interest into the tree: but her eyes seemed turned inward。
Rose gave a cry of surprise。 〃He is waving his hat to me! What on earth does that mean?〃
〃Perhaps he takes you for me;〃 said Josephine。
〃Who is it? What do you mean?〃
〃IT IS HE! I knew his figure at a glance。〃 And she blushed and trembled with joy; she darted behind the tree and peered round at him unseen: turning round a moment she found Rose at her back pale and stern。 She looked at her; and said with terrible simplicity; 〃Ah; Rose; I forgot。〃
〃Are you mad; Josephine? Into the house this moment; if it IS he; I will receive him and send him about his business。〃
But Josephine stood fascinated; and pale as ashes; for now the cocked hat stopped; and a pale face with eyes whose eager fire shone even at that distance; rose above the palings。 Josephine crouched behind Rose; and gasped out; 〃Something terrible is coming; terrible! terrible!〃
〃Say something hateful;〃 said Rose; trembling in her turn; but only with anger。 〃The heartless selfish traitor! He never notices you till you are married to the noblest of mankind; and then he comes here directly to ruin your peace。 No; I have altered my mind。 He shall not see you; of course; but YOU shall hear HIM。 I'll soon make you know the wretch and loathe him as I do。 There; now he has turned the corner; hide in the oak while he is out of sight。 Hide; quick; quick。〃 Josephine obeyed mechanically; and presently; through that very aperture whence her sister had smiled on her lover she hissed out; in a tone of which one would not have thought her capable; 〃Be wise; be shrewd; find out who is the woman that has seduced him from me; and has brought two wretches to this。 I tell you it is some wicked woman's doing。 He loved me once。〃
〃Not so loud!one word: you are a wife。 Swear to me you will not let him see you; come what