little novels-第37节
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know by their own unpleasant sensations when a cat is in the room。 It goes a little further than that with me。 The 'antipathy；' as the gentlefolks call it； tells me in what part of the room the cat is。〃
My aunt turned to her husband； without attempting to conceal that she took no sort of interest in the groom's antipathies。
〃Haven't you done with the man yet？〃 she asked。
The General gave the groom his dismissal。
〃You shall hear from me in three days' time。 Good…morning。〃
Michael Bloomfield seemed to have noticed my aunt's ungracious manner。 He looked at her for a moment with steady attention before he left the room。
V。
〃You don't mean to engage that man？〃 said Lady Claudia as the door closed。
〃Why not？〃 asked my uncle。
〃I have taken a dislike to him。〃
This short answer was so entirely out of the character of my aunt that the General took her kindly by the hand； and said：
〃I am afraid you are not well。〃
She irritably withdrew her hand。
〃I don't feel well。 It doesn't matter。〃
〃It does matter； Claudia。 What can I do for you？〃
〃Write to the man〃 She paused and smiled contemptuously。 〃Imagine a groom with an antipathy to cats！〃 she said； turning to me。 〃I don't know what you think； Mina。 I have a strong objection； myself； to servants who hold themselves above their position in life。 Write；〃 she resumed； addressing her husband； 〃and tell him to look for another place。〃
〃What objection can I make to him？〃 the General asked； helplessly。
〃Good heavens！ can't you make an excuse？ Say he is too young。〃
My uncle looked at me in expressive silence walked slowly to the writing…tableand glanced at his wife； in the faint hope that she might change her mind。 Their eyes metand she seemed to recover the command of her temper。 She put her hand caressingly on the General's shoulder。
〃I remember the time；〃 she said； softly； 〃when any caprice of mine was a command to you。 Ah； I was younger then！〃
The General's reception of this little advance was thoroughly characteristic of him。 He first kissed Lady Claudia's hand； and then he wrote the letter。 My aunt rewarded him by a look； and left the library。
〃What the deuce is the matter with her？〃 my uncle said to me when we were alone。 〃Do you dislike the man； too？〃
〃Certainly not。 As far as I can judge； he appears to be just the sort of person we want。〃
〃And knows thoroughly well how to manage horses； my dear。 What _can_ be your aunt's objection to him？〃
As the words passed his lips Lady Claudia opened the library door。
〃I am so ashamed of myself；〃 she said； sweetly。 〃At my age； I have been behaving like a spoiled child。 How good you are to me； General！ Let me try to make amends for my misconduct。 Will you permit me？〃
She took up the General's letter； without waiting for permission； tore it to pieces； smiling pleasantly all the while； and threw the fragments into the waste…paper basket。 〃As if you didn't know better than I do！〃 she said； kissing him on the forehead。 〃Engage the man by all means。〃
She left the room for the second time。 For the second time my uncle looked at me in blank perplexityand I looked back at him in the same condition of mind。 The sound of the luncheon bell was equally a relief to both of us。 Not a word more was spoken on the subject of the new groom。 His references were verified； and he entered the General's service in three days' time。
VI。
ALWAYS careful in anything that concerned my welfare； no matter how trifling it might be； my uncle did not trust me alone with the new groom when he first entered our service。 Two old friends of the General accompanied me at his special request； and reported the man to be perfectly competent and trustworthy。 After that； Michael rode out with me alone； my friends among young ladies seldom caring to accompany me； when I abandoned the park for the quiet country roads on the north and west of London。 Was it wrong in me to talk to him on these expeditions？ It would surely have been treating a man like a brute never to take the smallest notice of himespecially as his conduct was uniformly respectful toward me。 Not once； by word or look； did he presume on the position which my favor permitted him to occupy。
Ought I to blush when I confess （though he was only a groom） that he interested me？
In the first place； there was something romantic in the very blankness of the story of his life。
He had been left； in his infancy； in the stables of a gentleman living in Kent； near the highroad between Gravesend and Rochester。 The same day； the stable…boy had met a woman running out of the yard； pursued by the dog。 She was a stranger； and was not well…dressed。 While the boy was protecting her by chaining the dog to his kennel； she was quick enough to place herself beyond the reach of pursuit。
The infant's clothing proved； on examination； to be of the finest linen。 He was warmly wrapped in a beautiful shawl of some foreign manufacture； entirely unknown to all the persons present； including the master and mistress of the house。 Among the folds of the shawl there was discovered an open letter； without date； signature； or address； which it was presumed the woman must have forgotten。
Like the shawl； the paper was of foreign manufacture。 The handwriting presented a strongly marked character； and the composition plainly revealed the mistakes of a person imperfectly acquainted with the English language。 The contents of the letter； after alluding to the means supplied for the support of the child； announced that the writer had committed the folly of inclosing a sum of a hundred pounds in a banknote； 〃to pay expenses。〃 In a postscript； an appointment was made for a meeting in six months' time； on the eastward side of London Bridge。 The stable…boy's description of the woman who had passed him showed that she belonged to the lower class。 To such a person a hundred pounds would be a fortune。 She had； no doubt； abandoned the child； and made off with the money。
No trace of her was ever discovered。 On the day of the appointment the police watched the eastward side of London Bridge without obtaining any result。 Through the kindness of the gentleman in whose stable he had been found； the first ten years of the boy's life were passed under the protection of a charitable asylum。 They gave him the name of one of the little inmates who had died； and they sent him out to service before he was eleven years old。 He was harshly treated and ran away； wandered to some training…stables near Newmarket； attracted the favorable notice of the head…groom； was employed among the other boys； and liked the occupation。 Growing up to manhood； he had taken service in private families as a groom。 This was the story of twenty…six years of Michael's life。
But there was something in the man himself which attracted attention； and made one think of him in his absence。
I mean by this； that there was a spirit of resistance to his destiny in him； which is very rarely found in serving…men of his order。 I remember accompanying the General 〃on one of his periodical visits of inspection to the stable。〃 He was so well satisfied that he proposed extending his investigations to the groom's own room。
〃If you don object； Michael？〃 he added； with his customary consideration for the self…respect of all persons in his employment。 Michael's color rose a little； he looked at me。 〃I am afraid the young lady will not find my room quite so tidy as it ought to be；〃 he said as he opened the door for us。
The only disorder in the groom's room was produced； to our surprise； by the groom's books and papers。
Cheap editions of the English poets； translations of Latin and Greek classics； handbooks for teaching French and German 〃without a master；〃 carefully written 〃exercises〃 in both languages； manuals of shorthand； with more 〃exercises〃 in that art； were scattered over the table； round the central object of a reading…lamp； which spoke plainly of studies by night。 〃Why； what is all this？〃 cried the General。 〃Are you going to leave me； Michael； and set up a school？〃 Michael answered in sad； submissive tones。 〃I try to improve myself； sirthough I sometimes lose heart and hope。〃 〃Hope of what？〃 asked my uncle。 〃Are you not content to be a servant？ Must you rise in the world； as the saying is？〃 The groom shrank a little at that abrupt question。 〃If I had relations to care for me and help me along the hard ways of life；〃 he said； 〃I might be satisfied； sir； to remain as I am。 As it is； I have no one to think about but myselfand I am foolish enough sometimes to look beyond myself。〃
So far； I had kept silence； but I could no longer resist giving him a word of encouragementhis confession was so sadly and so patiently made。 〃You speak too harshly of yourself；〃 I said； 〃the best and greatest men have begun like you by looking beyond themselves。〃 For a moment our eyes met。 I admired the poor lonely fellow trying so modestly and so bravely to teach himselfand I did not care to conceal it。 He was the first to look away； some suppressed emotion turned him deadly pale。 Was I the cause of it？ I felt myself tremble as that bold question came into my mind。 The General； with one sharp glance at me； diverted the talk （not very delicately； as I thought
