little novels-第27节
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you。 If not； I shall prove myself to be your friend。
〃Your excuse is 'pressure of business。' The truth （as I have good reason to believe） is 'want of money。' I heard a stranger； at that public meeting； say that you were seriously embarrassed by some failure in the City。
〃Let me tell you what my own pecuniary position is in two words。 I am the childless widow of a rich man〃
Ernest paused。 His anticipated discovery of Mrs。 Callender's 〃charming daughter〃 was in his mind for the moment。 〃That little romance must return to the world of dreams；〃 he thoughtand went on with the letter。
〃After what I owe to you； I don't regard it as repaying an obligationI consider myself as merely performing a duty when I offer to assist you by a loan of money。
〃Wait a little before you throw my letter into the wastepaper basket。
〃Circumstances （which it is impossible for me to mention before we meet） put it out of my power to help youunless I attach to my most sincere offer of service a very unusual and very embarrassing condition。 If you are on the brink of ruin； that misfortune will plead my excuseand your excuse； too； if you accept the loan on my terms。 In any case； I rely on the sympathy and forbearance of the man to whom I owe my life。
〃After what I have now written； there is only one thing to add。 I beg to decline accepting your excuses； and I shall expect to see you tomorrow evening； as we arranged。 I am an obstinate old womanbut I am also your faithful friend and servant；
MARY CALLENDER。〃
Ernest looked up from the letter。 〃What can this possibly mean？〃 he wondered。
But he was too sensible a man to be content with wonderinghe decided on keeping his engagement。
V。
WHAT Doctor Johnson called 〃the insolence of wealth〃 appears far more frequently in the houses of the rich than in the manners of the rich。 The reason is plain enough。 Personal ostentation is； in the very nature of it； ridiculous。 But the ostentation which exhibits magnificent pictures； priceless china； and splendid furniture； can purchase good taste to guide it； and can assert itself without affording the smallest opening for a word of depreciation； or a look of contempt。 If I am worth a million of money； and if I am dying to show it； I don't ask you to look at meI ask you to look at my house。
Keeping his engagement with Mrs。 Callender； Ernest discovered that riches might be lavishly and yet modestly used。
In crossing the hall and ascending the stairs； look where he might； his notice was insensibly won by proofs of the taste which is not to be purchased； and the wealth which uses but never exhibits its purse。 Conducted by a man…servant to the landing on the first floor； he found a maid at the door of the boudoir waiting to announce him。 Mrs。 Callender advanced to welcome her guest； in a simple evening dress perfectly suited to her age。 All that had looked worn and faded in her fine face； by daylight； was now softly obscured by shaded lamps。 Objects of beauty surrounded her； which glowed with subdued radiance from their background of sober color。 The influence of appearances is the strongest of all outward influences； while it lasts。 For the moment； the scene produced its impression on Ernest； in spite of the terrible anxieties which consumed him。 Mrs。 Callender； in his office； was a woman who had stepped out of her appropriate sphere。 Mrs。 Callender； in her own house； was a woman who had risen to a new place in his estimation。
〃I am afraid you don't thank me for forcing you to keep your engagement；〃 she said； with her friendly tones and her pleasant smile。
〃Indeed I do thank you；〃 he replied。 〃Your beautiful house and your gracious welcome have persuaded me into forgetting my troublesfor a while。〃
The smile passed away from her face。 〃Then it is true；〃 she said gravely。
〃Only too true。〃
She led him to a seat beside her； and waited to speak again until her maid had brought in the tea。
〃Have you read my letter in the same friendly spirit in which I wrote it？〃 she asked； when they were alone again。
〃I have read your letter gratefully； but〃
〃But you don't know yet what I have to say。 Let us understand each other before we make any objections on either side。 Will you tell me what your present position isat its worst？ I can and will speak plainly when my turn comes； if you will honor me with your confidence。 Not if it distresses you；〃 she added； observing him attentively。
He was ashamed of his hesitationand he made amends for it。
〃Do you thoroughly understand me？〃 he asked； when the whole truth had been laid before her without reserve。
She summed up the result in her own words。
〃If your overdue ship returns safely； within a month from this time； you can borrow the money you want； without difficulty。 If the ship is lost； you have no alternative （when the end of the month comes） but to accept a loan from me or to suspend payment。 Is that the hard truth？〃
〃It is。〃
〃And the sum you require istwenty thousand pounds？〃
〃Yes 〃
〃I have twenty times as much money as that； Mr。 Lismore； at my sole disposalon one condition。〃
〃The condition alluded to in your letter？〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Does the fulfillment of the condition depend in some way on any decision of mine？〃
〃It depends entirely on you。〃
That answer closed his lips。
With a composed manner and a steady hand she poured herself out a cup of tea。
〃I conceal it from you；〃 she said； 〃but I want confidence。 Here〃 （she pointed to the cup） 〃is the friend of women； rich or poor； when they are in trouble。 What I have now to say obliges me to speak in praise of myself。 I don't like itlet me get it over as soon as I can。 My husband was very fond of me： he had the most absolute confidence in my discretion； and in my sense of duty to him and to myself。 His last words； before he died； were words that thanked me for making the happiness of his life。 As soon as I had in some degree recovered； after the affliction that had fallen on me； his lawyer and executor produced a copy of his will； and said there were two clauses in it which my husband had expressed a wish that I should read。 It is needless to say that I obeyed。〃
She still controlled her agitationbut she was now unable to conceal it。 Ernest made an attempt to spare her。
〃Am I concerned in this？〃 he asked。
〃Yes。 Before I tell you why； I want to know what you would doin a certain case which I am unwilling even to suppose。 I have heard of men； unable to pay the demands made on them； who began business again； and succeeded； and in course of time paid their creditors。〃
〃And you want to know if there is any likelihood of my following their example？〃 he said。 〃Have you also heard of men who have made that second effortwho have failed againand who have doubled the debts they owed to their brethren in business who trusted them？ I knew one of those men myself。 He committed suicide。〃
She laid her hand for a moment on his。
〃I understand you；〃 she said。 〃If ruin comes〃
〃If ruin comes；〃 he interposed； 〃a man without money and without credit can make but one last atonement。 Don't speak of it now。〃
She looked at him with horror。
〃I didn't mean _that！_〃 she said。
〃Shall we go back to what you read in the will？〃 he suggested。
〃Yesif you will give me a minute to compose myself。〃
VI。
IN less than the minute she had asked for； Mrs。 Callender was calm enough to go on。
〃I now possess what i s called a life…interest in my husband's fortune；〃 she said。 〃The money is to be divided； at my death； among charitable institutions； excepting a certain event〃
〃Which is provided for in the will？〃 Ernest added； helping her to go on。
〃Yes。 I am to be absolute mistress of the whole of the four hundred thousand pounds〃 her voice dropped； and her eyes looked away from him as she spoke the next words〃on this one condition； that I marry again。〃
He looked at her in amazement。
〃Surely I have mistaken you；〃 he said。 〃You mean on this one condition； that you do _not_ marry again？〃
〃No； Mr。 Lismore； I mean exactly what I have said。 You now know that the recovery of your credit and your peace of mind rests entirely with yourself。〃
After a moment of reflection he took her hand and raised it respectfully to his lips。 〃You are a noble woman！〃 he said。
She made no reply。 With drooping head and downcast eyes she waited for his decision。 He accepted his responsibility。
〃I must not； and dare not； think of the hardship of my own position；〃 he said； 〃I owe it to you to speak without reference to the future that may be in store for me。 No man can be worthy of the sacrifice which your generous forgetfulness of yourself is willing to make。 I respect you； I admire you； I thank you with my whole heart。 Leave me to my fate； Mrs。 Callenderand let me go。〃
He rose。 She stopped him by a gesture。
〃A _young_ woman；〃 she answered； would shrink from sayingwhat I； as an old woman； mean to say now。 I refuse to leave you to your fate。 I ask you to prove that you respect me； admire me； and thank me with your whole heart。 Take one day to thinkand let me hear the result。 You promise me this？〃
He promised。 〃Now go；〃 she said。
VII。
NEXT morning Ernest received a
