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for Stella's sake alone that they were penned。〃  Not so。  〃MD〃 never

stands for Stella alone。  And the editor does not yet live who shall

persuade one honest reader; against the word of Swift; that Swift

loved Stella only; with an ordinary love; and not; by a most

delicate exception; Stella and Dingley; so joined that they make the

〃she〃 and 〃her〃 of every letter。  And this shall be a paper of

reparation to Mrs。 Dingley。



No one else in literary history has been so defrauded of her

honours。  In love 〃to divide is not to take away;〃 as Shelley says;

and Dingley's half of the tender things said to MD is equal to any

whole; and takes nothing from the whole of Stella's half。  But the

sentimentalist has fought against Mrs。 Dingley from the outset。  He

has disliked her; shirked her; misconceived her; and effaced her。

Sly sentimentalisthe finds her irksome。  Through one of his most

modern representatives he has but lately called her a 〃chaperon。〃  A

chaperon!



MD was not a sentimentalist。  Stella was not so; though she has been

pressed into that character; D certainly was not; and has in this

respect been spared by the chronicler; and MD together were 〃saucy

charming MD;〃 〃saucy little; pretty; dear rogues;〃 〃little monkeys

mine;〃 〃little mischievous girls;〃 〃nautinautinautidear girls;〃

〃brats;〃 〃huzzies both;〃 〃impudence and saucy…face;〃 〃saucy noses;〃

〃my dearest lives and delights;〃 〃dear little young women;〃 〃good

dallars; not crying dallars〃 (which means 〃girls〃); 〃ten thousand

times dearest MD;〃 and so forth in a hundred repetitions。  They are;

every now and then; 〃poor MD;〃 but obviously not because of their

own complaining。  Swift called them so because they were mortal; and

he; like all great souls; lived and loved; conscious every day of

the price; which is death。



The two were joined by love; not without solemnity; though man; with

his summary and wholesale ready…made sentiment; has thus obstinately

put them asunder。  No wholesale sentiment can do otherwise than

foolishly play havoc with such a relation。  To Swift it was the most

secluded thing in the world。  〃I am weary of friends; and

friendships are all monsters; except MD's;〃 〃I ought to read these

letters I write after I have done。  But I hope it does not puzzle

little Dingley to read; for I think I mend:  but methinks;〃 he adds;

〃when I write plain; I do not know how; but we are not alone; all

the world can see us。  A bad scrawl is so snug; it looks like PMD。〃

Again:  〃I do not like women so much as I did。  MD; you must know;

are not women。〃  〃God Almighty preserve you both and make us happy

together。〃  〃I say Amen with all my heart and vitals; that we may

never be asunder ten days together while poor Presto lives。〃

〃Farewell; dearest beloved MD; and love poor; poor Presto; who has

not had one happy day since he left you; as hope saved。〃



With themwith herhe hid himself in the world; at Court; at the

bar of St。 James's coffee…house; whither he went on the Irish mail…

day; and was 〃in pain except he saw MD's little handwriting。〃  He

hid with them in the long labours of these exquisite letters every

night and morning。  If no letter came; he comforted himself with

thinking that 〃he had it yet to be happy with。〃  And the world has

agreed to hide under its own manifold and lachrymose blunders the

grace and singularitythe distinctionof this sweet romance。

〃Little; sequestered pleasure…house〃it seemed as though 〃the many

could not miss it;〃 but not even the few have found it。



It is part of the scheme of the sympathetic historian that Stella

should be the victim of hope deferred; watching for letters from

Swift。  But day and night Presto complains of the scantiness of MD's

little letters; he waits upon 〃her〃 will:  〃I shall make a sort of

journal; and when it is full I will send it whether MD writes or

not; and so that will be pretty。〃  〃Naughty girls that will not

write to a body!〃  〃I wish you were whipped for forgetting to send。

Go; be far enough; negligent baggages。〃  〃You; Mistress Stella;

shall write your share; and then comes Dingley altogether; and then

Stella a little crumb at the end; and then conclude with something

handsome and genteel; as ‘your most humble cumdumble。'〃  But Scott

and Macaulay and Thackeray are all exceedingly sorry for Stella。



Swift is most charming when he is feigning to complain of his task:

〃Here is such a stir and bustle with this little MD of ours; I must

be writing every night; O Lord; O Lord!〃  〃I must go write idle

things; and twittle twattle。〃  〃These saucy jades take up so much of

my time with writing to them in the morning。〃  Is it not a stealthy

wrong done upon Mrs。 Dingley that she should be stripped of all

these ornaments to her name and memory?  When Swift tells a woman in

a letter that there he is 〃writing in bed; like a tiger;〃 she should

go gay in the eyes of all generations。



They will not let Stella go gay; because of sentiment; and they will

not let Mrs。 Dingley go gay; because of sentiment for Stella。  Marry

come up!  Why did not the historians assign all the tender passages

(taken very seriously) to Stella; and let Dingley have the jokes;

then?  That would have been no ill share for Dingley。  But no;

forsooth; Dingley is allowed nothing。



There are passages; nevertheless; which can hardly be taken from

her。  For now and then Swift parts his dear MD。  When he does so he

invariably drops those initials and writes 〃Stella〃 or 〃Ppt〃 for the

one; and 〃D〃 or 〃Dingley〃 for the other。  There is no exception to

this anywhere。  He is anxious about Stella's 〃little eyes;〃 and

about her health generally; whereas Dingley is strong。  Poor Ppt; he

thinks; will not catch the 〃new fever;〃 because she is not well;

〃but why should D escape it; pray?〃  And Mrs。 Dingley is rebuked for

her tale of a journey from Dublin to Wexford。  〃I doubt; Madam

Dingley; you are apt to lie in your travels; though not so bad as

Stella; she tells thumpers。〃  Stella is often reproved for her

spelling; and Mrs。 Dingley writes much the better hand。  But she is

a puzzle…headed woman; like another。  〃What do you mean by my fourth

letter; Madam Dinglibus?  Does not Stella say you had my fifth;

goody Blunder?〃  〃Now; Mistress Dingley; are you not an impudent

slut to except a letter next packet?  Unreasonable baggage!  No;

little Dingley; I am always in bed by twelve; and I take great care

of myself。〃  〃You are a pretending slut; indeed; with your ‘fourth'

and ‘fifth' in the margin; and your ‘journal' and everything。  O

Lord; never saw the like; we shall never have done。〃  〃I never saw

such a letter; so saucy; so journalish; so everything。〃  Swift is

insistently grateful for their inquiries for his health。  He pauses

seriously to thank them in the midst of his prattle。  Both women

MDare rallied on their politics:  〃I have a fancy that Ppt is a

Tory; I fancy she looks like one; and D a sort of trimmer。〃



But it is for Dingley separately that Swift endured a wild bird in

his lodgings。  His man Patrick had got one to take over to her in

Ireland。  〃He keeps it in a closet; where it makes a terrible

litter; but I say nothing; I am as tame as a clout。〃



Forgotten Dingley; happy in this; has not had to endure the

ignominy; in a hundred essays; to be retrospectively offered to

Swift as an unclaimed wife; so far so good。  But two hundred years

is long for her to have gone stripped of so radiant a glory as is

hers by right。  〃Better; thanks to MD's prayers;〃 wrote the immortal

man who loved her; in a private fragment of a journal; never meant

for Dingley's eyes; nor for Ppt's; nor for any human eyes; and the

rogue Stella has for two centuries stolen all the credit of those

prayers; and all the thanks of that pious benediction。







SOLITUDE







The wild man is alone at will; and so is the man for whom

civilization has been kind。  But there are the multitudes to whom

civilization has given little but its reaction; its rebound; its

chips; its refuse; its shavings; sawdust and waste; its failures; to

them solitude is a right foregone or a luxury unattained; a right

foregone; we may name it; in the case of the nearly savage; and a

luxury unattained in the case of the nearly refined。  These has the

movement of the world thronged together into some blind by…way。



Their share in the enormous solitude which is the common; unbounded;

and virtually illimitable possession of all mankind has lapsed;

unclaimed。  They do not know it is theirs。  Of many of their

kingdoms they are ignorant; but of this most ignorant。  They have

not guessed that they own for every man a space inviolate; a place

of unhidden liberty and of no obscure enfranchisement。  They do not

claim even the solitude of closed corners; the narrow privacy of the

lock and key; nor could they command so much。  For the solitude that

has a sky and a horizon they know not how to wish。




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