whirligigs-第42节
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set up his translated pride and glory; where; also; the
arrogant don had swaggered; and dreamed of gold and
grants and ladies' gloves。 Every flagstone has its grooves
worn by footsteps going royally to the wooing and the
fighting。 Every house has a princely heartbreak; each
doorway its untold tale of gallant promise and slow decay。
By night the Rue Chartres is now but a murky fissure;
from which the groping wayfarer sees; flung against the
sky; the tangled filigree of Moorish iron balconies。 Ths
old houses of monsieur stand yet; indomitable against the
century; but their essence is gone。 The street is one of
ghosts to whosoever can see them。
A faint heartbeat of the street's ancient glory still sur…
vives in a corner occupied by the Caf?Carabine d'Or。
Once men gathered there to plot against kings; and to
warn presidents。 They do so yet; but they are not the
same kind of men。 A brass button will scatter these;
those would have set their faces against an army。 Above
the door hangs the sign board; upon which has been
depicted a vast animal of unfamiliar species。 In the act
of firing upon this monster is represented an unobtrusive
human levelling an obtrusive gun; once the colour of
bright gold。 Now the legend above the picture is faded
beyond conjecture; the gun's relation to the title is a
matter of faith; the menaced animal; wearied of the long
aim of the hunter; has resolved itself into a shapeless blot。
The place is known as 〃Antonio's;〃 as the name; white
upon the red…lit transparency; and gilt upon the windows;
attests。 There is a promise in 〃Antonio〃; a justifiable
expectancy of savoury things in oil and pepper and wine;
and perhaps an angel's whisper of garlic。 But the rest
of the name is 〃O'Riley。〃 Antonio O'Riley!
The Carabine d'Or is an ignominious ghost of the Rue
Chartres。 The caf?where Bienville and Conti dined;
where a prince has broken bread; is become a 〃family
ristaurant。〃
Its customers are working men and women; almost to
a unit。 Occasionally you will see chorus girls from the
cheaper theatres; and men who follow avocations sub…
ject to quick vicissitudes; but at Antonio's name rich
in Bohemian promise; but tame in fulfillment manners
debonair and gay are toned down to the 〃family〃 stand…
ard。 Should you light a cigarette; mine host will touch
you on the 〃arrum〃 and remind you that the proprieties
are menaced。 〃Antonio〃 entices and beguiles from fiery
legend without; but 〃O'Riley〃 teaches decorum within。
It was at this restaurant that Lorison first saw the girl。
A flashy fellow with a predatory eye had followed her in;
and had advanced to take the other chair at the little table
where she stopped; but Lorison slipped into the seat before
him。 Their acquaintance began; and grew; and how for
two months they had sat at the same table each evening;
not meeting by appointment; but as if by a series of
fortuitous and happy accidents。 After dining; they
would take a walk together in one of the little city parks;
or among the panoramic markets where exhibits a con…
tinuous vaudeville of sights and sounds。 Always at eight
o'clock their steps led them to a certain street corner;
where she prettily but firmly bade him good night and
left him。 〃I do not live far from here;〃 she frequently
said; 〃and you must let me go the rest of the way alone。〃
But now Lorison had discovered that he wanted to go
the rest of the way with her; or happiness would depart;
leaving; him on a very lonely corner of life。 And at the
same time that he made the discovery; the secret of his
banishment from the society of the good laid its finger
in his face and told him it must not be。
Man is too thoroughly an egoist not to be also an egotist;
if he love; the object shall know it。 During a lifetime he
may conceal it through stress of expediency and honour;
but it shall bubble from his dying lips; though it disrupt
a neighbourhood。 It is known; however; that most men
do not wait so long to disclose their passion。 In the case
of Lorison; his particular ethics positively forbade him
to declare his sentiments; but he must needs dally with
the subject; and woo by innuendo at least。
On this night; after the usual meal at the Carabine
d'Or; he strolled with his companion down the dim old
street toward the river
The Rue Chartres perishes in the old Place d'Armes。
The ancient Cabildo; where Spanish justice fell like hail;
faces it; and the Cathedral; another provincial ghost;
overlooks it。 Its centre is a little; iron…railed park of
flowers and immaculate gravelled walks; where citizens
take the air of evenings。 Pedestalled high above it; the
general sits his cavorting steed; with his face turned
stonily down the river toward English Turn; whence
come no more Britons to bombard his cotton bales。
Often the two sat in this square; but to…night Lorison
guided her past the stone…stepped gate; and still riverward。
As they walked; he smiled to himself to think that all
he knew of her except that be loved her was her
name; Norah Greenway; and that she lived with her
brother。 They had talked about everything except
themselves。 Perhaps her reticence had been caused by his。
They came; at length; upon the levee; and sat upon a
great; prostrate beam。 The air was pungent with the
dust of commerce。 The great river slipped yellowly
past。 Across it Algiers lay; a longitudinous black bulk
against a vibrant electric haze sprinkled with exact stars。
The girl was young and of the piquant order。 A certain
bright melancholy pervaded her; she possessed an
untarnished; pale prettiness doomed to please。 Her
voice; when she spoke; dwarfed her theme。 It was the
voice capable of investing little subjects with a large
interest。 She sat at ease; bestowing her skirts with the
little womanly touch; serene as if the begrimed pier were
a summer garden。 Lorison poked the rotting boards
with his cane。
He began by telling her that he was in love with some
one to whom he durst not speak of it。 〃And why not?〃
she asked; accepting swiftly his fatuous presentation of
a third person of straw。 〃My place in the world;〃 he
answered; 〃is none to ask a woman to share。 I am an
outcast from honest people; I am wrongly accused of
one crime; and am; I believe; guilty of another。〃
Thence he plunged into the story of his abdication from
society。 The story; pruned of his moral philosophy;
deserves no more than the slightest touch。 It is no new
tale; that of the gambler's declension。 During one
night's sitting he lost; and then had imperilled a certain
amount of his employer's money; which; by accident; he
carried with him。 He continued to lose; to the last wager;
and then began to gain; leaving the game winner to a
somewhat formidable sum。 The same night his
employer's safe was robbed。 A search was had; the
winnings of Lorison were found in his room; their total
forming an accusative nearness to the sum purloined。
He was taken; tried and; through incomplete evidence;
released; smutched with the sinister devoirs of a dis…
agreeing jury。
〃It is not in the unjust accusation;〃 he said to the girl;
〃that my burden lies; but in the knowledge that from the
moment I staked the first dollar of the firm's money I
was a criminal no matter whether I lost or won。 You
see why it is impossible for me to speak of love to her。〃
〃It is a sad thing;〃 said Norah; after a little pause。
〃to think what very good people there are in the world。〃
〃Good?〃 said Lorison。
〃I was thinking of this superior person whom you
say you love。 She must be a very poor sort of creature。〃
〃I do not understand。〃
〃Nearly;〃 she continued; 〃as poor a sort of creature
as yourself。〃
〃You do not understand;〃 said Lorison; removing his
hat and sweeping back his fine; light hair。 〃Suppose
she loved me in return; and were willing to marry me。
Think; if you can; what would follow。 Never a day
Would pass but she would be reminded of her sacrifice。
I would read a condescension in her smile; a pity even in
her affection; that would madden me。 No。 The thing
would stand between us forever。 Only equals should
mate。 I could never ask her to come down upon my
lower plane。〃
An arc light faintly shone upon Lorison's face。 An
illumination from within also pervaded it。 The girl
saw the rapt; ascetic look; it was the face either of Sir
Galahad or Sir Fool。
〃Quite starlike;〃 she said; 〃is this unapproachable
angel。 Really too high to be grasped。〃
〃By me; yes。〃
She faced him suddenly。 〃My dear friend; would you
prefer your star fallen?〃 Lorison made a wide gesture。
〃You push me to the bald fact;〃 he declared; 〃you
are not in sympathy with my argument。 But I will
answer you so。 If I could reach my particular star; to
drag it