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CONTENTS

Preface

I¡£¡¡I¡¡Leave¡¡My¡¡Farm

II¡£¡¡I¡¡Whistle

III¡£¡¡The¡¡House¡¡by¡¡the¡¡Side¡¡of¡¡the¡¡Road

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VIII¡£¡¡The¡¡Hedge

IX¡£¡¡The¡¡Man¡¡Possessed

X¡£¡¡I¡¡Am¡¡Caught¡¡Up¡¡Into¡¡Life

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