远大前程-第5节
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ps I shall die on this day too.And when they lay me in my wedding dress on that table,I'll have my revenge on him!’
In the heavy air of that dark,dusty room,she was a ghostly figure in her yellow-white dress.There was a long silence.
As usual I left the house and walked towards the gate, but this time something strange happened.In the garden I met a pale young gentleman with fair hair.
‘Hello!’he said.‘Come and fight!This way!’
I was so surprised that I followed him without a word.
‘Wait a minute,’he said,turning round quickly.‘I must give you a reason for fighting.There it is!’And he pulled my hair,then pushed his head hard into my stomach.I was ready to fight him after this,but he danced abut so much that I couldn't get close to bim.
‘Follow the laws of the game!’he said,eagerly preparing himself for our fight.He seemed to know so much about fighting that I was very surprised when I knocked him down with my first hit,and then again with my second.He always got up immediately and seemed very glad to be fighting in the correct manner.I admired him greatly for his bravery and his cheerfulness.Finally he had to agree I had won,and we said goodbye. When I reached the gate,I found Estella waiting for me.She seemed very pleased about something.I wondered if she had been watching our fight.Before I went out,she said,
‘Here!you can kiss me if you like.’
I kissed her cheek.It was true I wanted to kiss her very much,but I felt that kiss was almost like a coin thrown to a poor common boy,and not worth anything.
I didn't see the pale young gentleman there again.I continued my visits to Miss Havisham for almost a year.She took great pleasure in watching my growing admiration for Estella,and my unhappiness when Estella laughed at me.
‘Go on,my love,she used to whisper in Estella's ear,‘break men's hearts and have no mercy!I want my revenge!'
Meanwhile my sister and that fool Pumblechook never stopped discussing Miss Havisham and her considerable wealth.They were sure I could expect a large present from her,either before or after her death.But one day Miss Havisham decided it was time to apprentice me to Joe,and told me to bring him to her house.My sister was very angry because she was not invited as well.
Dear old Joe simply could not believe his eyes when he and I entered Miss Havisham s room the next day.The darkness,the candles,the dust,the ancient furniture,the old lady in her bride's dress-it was almost too much for Joe's limited intelligence.That may be why he refused to speak to Miss Havisham directly,but spoke only to me during the conversation.I was ashamed of him,especially as I could see Estella laughing at me over Miss Havisham's shoulder.
‘So,’began Miss Havisham,‘you,Joe Gargery,black-smith,are ready to take Pip as an apprentice?'
‘You know,Pip,’replied Joe,‘how we've both been looking forward to working together.Haven't we,Pip?'
‘You don't expect any payment when he becomes your ap-prentice?'she continued.
‘Now,Pip,’said Joe,rather offended,‘that question doesn't need an answer。 Between you and me。 Does it,Pip?’
Miss Havisham looked kindly at Joe。 I think she understood more of his character than Estella did.She picked up a little bag from the table.‘Pip has earned something here.There are twenty…five pounds in this bag 。Give it to your master, Pip.'
The strange situation seemed to have made Joe go mad。Even now,he insisted on speaking to me.
This is very generous of you,Pip.Very generous.Now,old boy,we must try to do our duty to each other Mustn't we,Pip?’
‘Goodbye,Pip!’said Miss Havisham.‘Take them out,Estella!’
‘Shall I come again?I asked.
‘No,Gargery is your master now。 Gargery!Remember,I'm giving you this money because he has been a good boy.Don't expect anything more!’
Somehow I managed to get Joe out of the house,and in the daylight he gradually became normal again.In fact I think his intelligence was improved by the interview,because as we walked home he invented a surprisingly clever plan.
‘Well,'cried my sister,as we arrived,‘so you've finished visiting your fine ladies,have you? I'm surprised you bother to come home at all!’
‘Miss Havisham asked me to send,'said Joe,as if trying to remember the exact words,‘her…best wishes,was it,Pip?to Mrs J.Gargery…'
‘Best wishes,'I agreed.
‘And apologized for not being well enough,what was it,Pip?’
‘To have the pleasure,'I said.
‘To have the pleasure of a lady 's company,’he nodded,giving the impression of a man glad to pass on a message ocr-rectly 。
‘Well!’said my sister,pleased.‘She could have sent that message earlier,but better late than never.And what did she give the boy?’
‘Nothing,’said Joe firmly,stopping Mrs Joe from speaking by raising his hand.‘What she gave,she gave to his sister,Mrs J.Gargery.That' s what she said.Didn't she,Pip?’
‘And how much did she give?asked my sister,laughing.She was actually laughing!
‘What would you say to ten pounds?’ asked Joe.
‘Not bad,’said my sister.
‘It's more than that.What would you say to twenty pounds?’ ‘That's good!’said my sister, ‘Well,here you are,it s twenty…five pounds!’said Joe de-lightedly,handing the bag to my sister.
5 Pip's sister is attacked
I n a single year everything had changed.Before I went to Miss Havisham 's and met Estella,I had always wanted to be apprenticed to Joe,and I had always been happy at home,in spite of my sister' s scolding.Now I was ashamed of my home and my work.I was very miserable.Because of Joe,however,I stayed at the forge and did my best to work hard 。I'm glad that I never told him how unhappy I was then。 I tried to follow his example and become an honest,happy,hardworking man.But all the time I thought of Estella.My worst fear was that one day she would come to the forge and see me working as a common blacksmith,with black face and hands.She would certainly turn away in disgust.
In the evenings I studied as hard as I could,educating my…self for Estella.Whatever I learnt,I shared with Joe,not,I'm afraid,so that he would be more educated,but so that I would be less ashamed of him in front of Estella.One Sunday Joe and I went out on the marshes,as usual,to study together.I don't think he ever remembered anything from one week to the next,but he smoked his pipe comfortably,looking as intelli-gent as he could 。 I had a question I had been intending to ask him.
‘Joe;do you think I should visit Miss Havisham again?’
‘Well,Pip,’said Joe,‘will she think you expect her to give you something? She told me she wouldn't give you any-thing else.'
‘But,Joe, I've been apprenticed nearly a year now,and I've never thanked her!’
‘That's true,Pip,'said Joe slowly.
‘Could you give me a half day's holiday tomorrow,Joe? I would like to visit Miss Est…Havisham.'
‘Her name isn't Estavisham,as far as I know,Pip,’said Joe very seriously.
‘I know,Joe!Please,Joe!’
‘All right,Pip,but if she isn't happy to see you, better not go again 。'
Joe had another blacksmith working for him at the forge.His name was Orlick,and he had no friends or family in the village。He was a big,strong,lazy man,who moved about in a strangely unhurried way,his shoulders bent and his eyes on the ground 。For some reason he never liked me,even when I was a child, and when I became Joe's apprentice,he seemed to hate me.When he heard about my half…day holiday,he threw down his hammer angrily 。
‘Come now,master!'he said to Joe。 ‘ If young Pip 's having a holiday,give me one too!'
‘Well,’nodded Joe after thinking for a moment,‘I will.'
Just then my sister,who had secretly been listening outside the forge,called to Joe through one of the windows,‘You fool!You think you' re a rich man,giving a holiday to a lazy man like that Orlick!I wish I were his master!I'd soon show him!’ ‘You want to be everybody's master!' Orlick told her angrily.‘And what's more, you're a wicked; ugly,old woman!'
‘What did you say?' cried my sister,beginning to scream。‘Oh!Oh!What did you call me? Hold me,someone!’Little by little she was deliberately making herself angry.Joe and I had seen this happen many times before.
‘Hold you!’said Orlick in disgust.‘If you were my wife,I'd hold you tight round the neck until you couldn't breathe!'
‘Oh!’screamed my sister.‘Me,a married woman!Being spoken to like this!In my own house!And my husband standing nearby!Oh!Oh!’And like a mad woman she pulled her hair loose,and rushed at the forge door,which I had,luckily,locked。
Poor Joe had no choice. He had to challenge Orlick to fight.But Joe was the strongest man in the village,and very soon Orlick,like the pale young gentleman,was lying on the ground 。Then Joe unlocked the door and picked up my sister; who had dropped unconscious to the ground,but only after watching the fight through the window. She stayed in the kitchen for the res