lay morals-第5节
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d populous cities； spends his days to deliver the ends of the earth or to benefit unborn posterity； and yet knows himself for a piece of unsurpassed fragility and the creature of a few days。 His sight； which conducts him； which takes notice of the farthest stars； which is miraculous in every way and a thing defying explanation or belief； is yet lodged in a piece of jelly； and can be extinguished with a touch。 His heart； which all through life so indomitably； so athletically labours； is but a capsule； and may be stopped with a pin。 His whole body； for all its savage energies； its leaping and its winged desires； may yet be tamed and conquered by a draught of air or a sprinkling of cold dew。 What he calls death； which is the seeming arrest of everything； and the ruin and hateful transformation of the visible body； lies in wait for him outwardly in a thousand accidents； and grows up in secret diseases from within。 He is still learning to be a man when his faculties are already beginning to decline； he has not yet understood himself or his position before he inevitably dies。 And yet this mad； chimerical creature can take no thought of his last end； lives as though he were eternal； plunges with his vulnerable body into the shock of war； and daily affronts death with unconcern。 He cannot take a step without pain or pleasure。 His life is a tissue of sensations； which he distinguishes as they seem to come more directly from himself or his surroundings。 He is conscious of himself as a joyer or a sufferer； as that which craves； chooses； and is satisfied； conscious of his surroundings as it were of an inexhaustible purveyor； the source of aspects； inspirations； wonders； cruel knocks and transporting caresses。 Thus he goes on his way； stumbling among delights and agonies。
Matter is a far…fetched theory； and materialism is without a root in man。 To him everything is important in the degree to which it moves him。 The telegraph wires and posts； the electricity speeding from clerk to clerk； the clerks； the glad or sorrowful import of the message； and the paper on which it is finally brought to him at home； are all equally facts； all equally exist for man。 A word or a thought can wound him as acutely as a knife of steel。 If he thinks he is loved； he will rise up and glory to himself； although he be in a distant land and short of necessary bread。 Does he think he is not loved？ … he may have the woman at his beck； and there is not a joy for him in all the world。 Indeed； if we are to make any account of this figment of reason； the distinction between material and immaterial； we shall conclude that the life of each man as an individual is immaterial； although the continuation and prospects of mankind as a race turn upon material conditions。 The physical business of each man's body is transacted for him； like a sybarite； he has attentive valets in his own viscera； he breathes； he sweats； he digests without an effort； or so much as a consenting volition； for the most part he even eats； not with a wakeful consciousness； but as it were between two thoughts。 His life is centred among other and more important considerations； touch him in his honour or his love； creatures of the imagination which attach him to mankind or to an individual man or woman； cross him in his piety which connects his soul with heaven； and he turns from his food； he loathes his breath； and with a magnanimous emotion cuts the knots of his existence and frees himself at a blow from the web of pains and pleasures。
It follows that man is twofold at least； that he is not a rounded and autonomous empire； but that in the same body with him there dwell other powers tributary but independent。 If I now behold one walking in a garden； curiously coloured and illuminated by the sun； digesting his food with elaborate chemistry； breathing； circulating blood； directing himself by the sight of his eyes； accommodating his body by a thousand delicate balancings to the wind and the uneven surface of the path； and all the time； perhaps； with his mind engaged about America； or the dog…star； or the attributes of God … what am I to say； or how am I to describe the thing I see？ Is that truly a man； in the rigorous meaning of the word？ or is it not a man and something else？ What； then； are we to count the centre…bit and axle of a being so variously compounded？ It is a question much debated。 Some read his history in a certain intricacy of nerve and the success of successive digestions； others find him an exiled piece of heaven blown upon and determined by the breath of God； and both schools of theorists will scream like scalded children at a word of doubt。 Yet either of these views； however plausible； is beside the question； either may be right； and I care not； I ask a more particular answer； and to a more immediate point。 What is the man？ There is Something that was before hunger and that remains behind after a meal。 It may or may not be engaged in any given act or passion； but when it is； it changes； heightens； and sanctifies。 Thus it is not engaged in lust； where satisfaction ends the chapter； and it is engaged in love； where no satisfaction can blunt the edge of the desire； and where age； sickness； or alienation may deface what was desirable without diminishing the sentiment。 This something； which is the man； is a permanence which abides through the vicissitudes of passion； now overwhelmed and now triumphant； now unconscious of itself in the immediate distress of appetite or pain； now rising unclouded above all。 So； to the man； his own central self fades and grows clear again amid the tumult of the senses； like a revolving Pharos in the night。 It is forgotten； it is hid； it seems； for ever； and yet in the next calm hour he shall behold himself once more； shining and unmoved among changes and storm。
Mankind； in the sense of the creeping mass that is born and eats； that generates and dies； is but the aggregate of the outer and lower sides of man。 This inner consciousness； this lantern alternately obscured and shining； to and by which the individual exists and must order his conduct； is something special to himself and not common to the race。 His joys delight； his sorrows wound him； according as THIS is interested or indifferent in the affair； according as they arise in an imperial war or in a broil conducted by the tributary chieftains of the mind。 He may lose all； and THIS not suffer； he may lose what is materially a trifle； and THIS leap in his bosom with a cruel pang。 I do not speak of it to hardened theorists： the living man knows keenly what it is I mean。
'Perceive at last that thou hast in thee something better and more divine than the things which cause the various effects； and； as it were； pull thee by the strings。 What is that now in thy mind？ is it fear； or suspicion； or desire； or anything of that kind？' Thus far Marcus Aurelius； in one of the most notable passages in any book。 Here is a question worthy to be answered。 What is in thy mind？ What is the utterance of your inmost self when； in a quiet hour； it can be heard intelligibly？ It is something beyond the compass of your thinking； inasmuch as it is yourself； but is it not of a higher spirit than you had dreamed betweenwhiles； and erect above all base considerations？ This soul seems hardly touched with our infirmities； we can find in it certainly no fear； suspicion； or desire； we are only conscious … and that as though we read it in the eyes of some one else … of a great and unqualified readiness。 A readiness to what？ to pass over and look beyond the objects of desire and fear； for something else。 And this something else？ this something which is apart from desire and fear； to which all the kingdoms of the world and the immediate death of the body are alike indifferent and beside the point； and which yet regards conduct … by what name are we to call it？ It may be the love of God； or it may be an inherited （and certainly well concealed） instinct to preserve self and propagate the race； I am not； for the moment； averse to either theory； but it will save time to call it righteousness。 By so doing I intend no subterfuge to beg a question； I am indeed ready； and more than willing； to accept the rigid consequence； and lay aside； as far as the treachery of the reason will permit； all former meanings attached to the word righteousness。 What is right is that for which a man's central self is ever ready to sacrifice immediate or distant interests； what is wrong is what the central self discards or rejects as incompatible with the fixed design of righteousness。
To make this admission is to lay aside all hope of definition。 That which is right upon this theory is intimately dictated to each man by himself； but can never be rigorously set forth in language； and never； above all； imposed upon another。 The conscience has； then； a vision like that of the eyes； which is incommunicable； and for the most part illuminates none but its possessor。 When many people perceive the same or any cognate facts； they agree upon a word as symbol； and hence we have such wor
