lay morals-第49节
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'I'm very sorry; ma'am;' said Francie。 'I humbly beg the Lord's pardon; and yours; for my wickedness。'
'H'm;' grunted the lady。 'Did ye see nobody else?'
'No; ma'am;' said Francie; with the face of an angel; 'except Jock Crozer; that gied me the billet。'
'Jock Crozer!' cried the lady。 'I'll Crozer them! Crozers indeed! What next? Are we to repose the lives of a suffering remnant in Crozers? The whole clan of them wants hanging; and if I had my way of it; they wouldna want it long。 Are you aware; sir; that these Crozers killed your forebear at the kirk…door?'
'You see; he was bigger 'n me;' said Francie。
'Jock Crozer!' continued the lady。 'That'll be Clement's son; the biggest thief and reiver in the country…side。 To trust a note to him! But I'll give the benefit of my opinions to Lady Whitecross when we two forgather。 Let her look to herself! I have no patience with half…hearted carlines; that complies on the Lord's day morning with the kirk; and comes taigling the same night to the conventicle。 The one or the other! is what I say: hell or heaven … Haddie's abominations or the pure word of God dreeping from the lips of Mr。 Arnot;
'〃Like honey from the honeycomb That dreepeth; sweeter far。〃'
My lady was now fairly launched; and that upon two congenial subjects: the deficiencies of the Lady Whitecross and the turpitudes of the whole Crozer race … which; indeed; had never been conspicuous for respectability。 She pursued the pair of them for twenty minutes on the clock with wonderful animation and detail; something of the pulpit manner; and the spirit of one possessed。 'O hellish compliance!' she exclaimed。 'I would not suffer a complier to break bread with Christian folk。 Of all the sins of this day there is not one so God…defying; so Christ…humiliating; as damnable compliance': the boy standing before her meanwhile; and brokenly pursuing other thoughts; mainly of Haddo and Janet; and Jock Crozer stripping off his jacket。 And yet; with all his distraction; it might be argued that he heard too much: his father and himself being 'compliers' … that is to say; attending the church of the parish as the law required。
Presently; the lady's passion beginning to decline; or her flux of ill words to be exhausted; she dismissed her audience。 Francie bowed low; left the room; closed the door behind him: and then turned him about in the passage…way; and with a low voice; but a prodigious deal of sentiment; repeated the name of the evil one twenty times over; to the end of which; for the greater efficacy; he tacked on 'damnable' and 'hellish。' FAS EST AB HOSTE DOCERI … disrespect is made more pungent by quotation; and there is no doubt but he felt relieved; and went upstairs into his tutor's chamber with a quiet mind。 M'Brair sat by the cheek of the peat…fire and shivered; for he had a quartan ague and this was his day。 The great night…cap and plaid; the dark unshaven cheeks of the man; and the white; thin hands that held the plaid about his chittering body; made a sorrowful picture。 But Francie knew and loved him; came straight in; nestled close to the refugee; and told his story。 M'Brair had been at the College with Haddo; the Presbytery had licensed both on the same day; and at this tale; told with so much innocency by the boy; the heart of the tutor was commoved。
'Woe upon him! Woe upon that man!' he cried。 'O the unfaithful shepherd! O the hireling and apostate minister! Make my matters hot for me? quo' she! the shameless limmer! And true it is; that he could repose me in that nasty; stinking hole; the Canongate Tolbooth; from which your mother drew me out … the Lord reward her for it! … or to that cold; unbieldy; marine place of the Bass Rock; which; with my delicate kist; would be fair ruin to me。 But I will be valiant in my Master's service。 I have a duty here: a duty to my God; to myself; and to Haddo: in His strength; I will perform it。'
Then he straitly discharged Francie to repeat the tale; and bade him in the future to avert his very eyes from the doings of the curate。 'You must go to his place of idolatry; look upon him there!' says he; 'but nowhere else。 Avert your eyes; close your ears; pass him by like a three days' corp。 He is like that damnable monster Basiliscus; which defiles … yea; poisons! … by the sight。' … All which was hardly claratory to the boy's mind。
Presently Montroymont came home; and called up the stairs to Francie。 Traquair was a good shot and swordsman: and it was his pleasure to walk with his son over the braes of the moorfowl; or to teach him arms in the back court; when they made a mighty comely pair; the child being so lean; and light; and active; and the laird himself a man of a manly; pretty stature; his hair (the periwig being laid aside) showing already white with many anxieties; and his face of an even; flaccid red。 But this day Francie's heart was not in the fencing。
'Sir;' says he; suddenly lowering his point; 'will ye tell me a thing if I was to ask it?'
'Ask away;' says the father。
'Well; it's this;' said Francie: 'Why do you and me comply if it's so wicked?'
'Ay; ye have the cant of it too!' cries Montroymont。 'But I'll tell ye for all that。 It's to try and see if we can keep the rigging on this house; Francie。 If she had her way; we would be beggar…folk; and hold our hands out by the wayside。 When ye hear her … when ye hear folk;' he corrected himself briskly; 'call me a coward; and one that betrayed the Lord; and I kenna what else; just mind it was to keep a bed to ye to sleep in and a bite for ye to eat。 … On guard!' he cried; and the lesson proceeded again till they were called to supper。
'There's another thing yet;' said Francie; stopping his father。 'There's another thing that I am not sure that I am very caring for。 She … she sends me errands。'
'Obey her; then; as is your bounden duty;' said Traquair。
'Ay; but wait till I tell ye;' says the boy。 'If I was to see you I was to hide。'
Montroymont sighed。 'Well; and that's good of her too;' said he。 'The less that I ken of thir doings the better for me; and the best thing you can do is just to obey her; and see and be a good son to her; the same as ye are to me; Francie。'
At the tenderness of this expression the heart of Francie swelled within his bosom; and his remorse was poured out。 'Faither!' he cried; 'I said 〃deil〃 to…day; many's the time I said it; and DAMNABLE too; and HELLITSH。 I ken they're all right; they're beeblical。 But I didna say them beeblically; I said them for sweir words … that's the truth of it。'
'Hout; ye silly bairn!' said the father; 'dinna do it nae mair; and come in by to your supper。' And he took the boy; and drew him close to him a moment; as they went through the door; with something very fond and secret; like a caress between a pair of lovers。
The next day M'Brair was abroad in the afternoon; and had a long advising with Janet on the braes where she herded cattle。 What passed was never wholly known; but the lass wept bitterly; and fell on her knees to him among the whins。 The same night; as soon as it was dark; he took the road again for Balweary。 In the Kirkton; where the dragoons quartered; he saw many lights; and heard the noise of a ranting song and people laughing grossly; which was highly offensive to his mind。 He gave it the wider berth; keeping among fields; and came down at last by the water…side; where the manse stands solitary between the river and the road。 He tapped at the back door; and the old woman called upon him to come in; and guided him through the house to the study; as they still called it; though there was little enough study there in Haddo's days; and more song…books than theology。
'Here's yin to speak wi' ye; Mr。 Haddie!' cries the old wife。
And M'Brair; opening the door and entering; found the little; round; red man seated in one chair and his feet upon another。 A clear fire and a tallow dip lighted him barely。 He was taking tobacco in a pipe; and smiling to himself; and a brandy…bottle and glass; and his fiddle and bow; were beside him on the table。
'Hech; Patey M'Briar; is this you?' said he; a trifle tipsily。 'Step in by; man; and have a drop brandy: for the stomach's sake! Even the deil can quote Scripture … eh; Patey?'
'I will neither eat nor drink with you;' replied M'Brair。 'I am come upon my Master's errand: woe be upon me if I should anyways mince the same。 Hall Haddo; I summon you to quit this kirk which you encumber。'
'Muckle obleeged!' says Haddo; winking。
'You and me have been to kirk and market together;' pursued M'Brair; 'we have had blessed seasons in the kirk; we have sat in the same teaching…rooms and read in the same book; and I know you still retain for me some carnal kindness。 It would be my shame if I denied it; I live here at your mercy and by your favour; and glory to acknowledge it。 You have pity on my wretched body; which is but grass; and must soon be trodden under: but O; Haddo! how much greater is the yearning with which I yearn after and pity your immortal soul! Come now; let us reaso