elizabeth and her german garden-第18节
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ered; his holes were prepared with the tenderest care; he was given the most dainty mixture of compost; clay; and manure; he was watered assiduously all through the drought when more willing flowers got nothing; and he refused to do anything but look black and shrivel。 He did not die; but neither did he livehe just existed; and at the end of the summer not one of him had a scrap more shoot or leaf than when he was first put in in April。 It would have been better if he had died straight away; for then I should have known what to do; as it is; there he is still occupying the best place; wrapped up carefully for the winter; excluding kinder roses; and probably intending to repeat the same conduct next year。 Well; trials are the portion of mankind; and gardeners have their share; and in any case it is better to be tried by plants than persons; seeing that with plants you know that it is you who are in the wrong; and with persons it is always the other way aboutand who is there among us who has not felt the pangs of injured innocence; and known them to be grievous?
I have two visitors staying with me; though I have done nothing to provoke such an infliction; and had been looking forward to a happy little Christmas alone with the Man of Wrath and the babies。 Fate decreed otherwise。 Quite regularly; if I look forward to anything; Fate steps in and decrees otherwise; I don't know why it should; but it does。 I had not even invited these good ladieslike greatness on the modest; they were thrust upon me。 One is Irais; the sweet singer of the summer; whom I love as she deserves; but of whom I certainly thought I had seen the last for at least a year; when she wrote and asked if I would have her over Christmas; as her husband was out of sorts; and she didn't like him in that state。 Neither do I like sick husbands; so; full of sympathy; I begged her to come; and here she is。 And the other is Minora。
Why I have to have Minora I don't know; for I was not even aware of her existence a fortnight ago。 Then coming down cheerfully one morning to breakfast it was the very day after my return from England I found a letter from an English friend; who up till then had been perfectly innocuous; asking me to befriend Minora。 I read the letter aloud for the benefit of the Man of Wrath; who was eating Spickgans; a delicacy much sought after in these parts。 〃Do; my dear Elizabeth;〃 wrote my friend; 〃take some notice of the poor thing。 She is studying art in Dresden; and has nowhere literally to go for Christmas。 She is very ambitious and hardworking〃
〃Then;〃 interrupted the Man of Wrath;〃 she is not pretty。 〃Only ugly girls work hard。〃
〃and she is really very clever〃
〃I do not like clever girls; they are so stupid;〃 again interrupted the Man of Wrath。
〃and unless some kind creature like yourself takes pity on her she will be very lonely。〃
〃Then let her be lonely。〃
〃Her mother is my oldest friend; and would be greatly distressed to think that her daughter should be alone in a foreign town at such a season。〃
〃I do not mind the distress of the mother。〃
〃Oh; dear me;〃 I exclaimed impatiently; 〃I shall have to ask her to come!〃
〃If you should be inclined;〃 the letter went on; 〃to play the good Samaritan; dear Elizabeth; I am positive you would find Minora a bright; intelligent companion〃
〃Minora?〃 questioned the Man of Wrath。
The April baby; who has had a nursery governess of an altogether alarmingly zealous type attached to her person for the last six weeks; looked up from her bread and milk。
〃It sounds like islands;〃 she remarked pensively。
The governess coughed。
〃Majora; Minora; Alderney; and Sark;〃 explained her pupil。
I looked at her severely。
〃If you are not careful; April;〃 I said; 〃you'll be a genius when you grow up and disgrace your parents。〃
Miss Jones looked as though she did not like Germans。 I am afraid she despises us because she thinks we are foreigners an attitude of mind quite British and wholly to her credit; but we; on the other hand; regard her as a foreigner; which; of course; makes things complicated。
〃Shall I really have to have this strange girl?〃 I asked; addressing nobody in particular and not expecting a reply。
〃You need not have her;〃 said the Man of Wrath composedly; 〃but you will。 You will write to…day and cordially invite her; and when she has been here twenty…four hours you will quarrel with her。 I know you; my dear。〃
〃Quarrel! I? With a little art…student?〃 Miss Jones cast down her eyes。 She is perpetually scenting a scene; and is always ready to bring whole batteries of discretion and tact and good taste to bear on us; and seems to know we are disputing in an unseemly manner when we would never dream it ourselves but for the warning of her downcast eyes。 I would take my courage in both hands and ask her to go; for besides this superfluity of discreet behaviour she is; although only nursery; much too zealous; and inclined to be always teaching and never playing; but; unfortunately; the April baby adores her and is sure there never was any one so beautiful before。 She comes every day with fresh accounts of the splendours of her wardrobe; and feeling descriptions of her umbrellas and hats; and Miss Jones looks offended and purses up her lips。 In common with most governesses; she has a little dark down on her upper lip; and the April baby appeared one day at dinner with her own decorated in faithful imitation; having achieved it after much struggling; with the aid of a lead pencil and unbounded love。 Miss Jones put her in the corner for impertinence。 I wonder why governesses are so unpleasant。 The Man of Wrath says it is because they are not married。 Without venturing to differ entirely from the opinion of experience; I would add that the strain of continually having to set an example must surely be very great。 It is much easier; and often more pleasant; to be a warning than an example; and governesses are but women; and women are sometimes foolish; and when you want to be foolish it must be annoying to have to be wise。
Minora and Irais arrived yesterday together; or rather; when the carriage drove up; Irais got out of it alone; and informed me that there was a strange girl on a bicycle a little way behind。 I sent back the carriage to pick her up; for it was dusk and the roads are terrible。
〃But why do you have strange girls here at all?〃 asked Irais rather peevishly; taking off her hat in the library before the fire; and otherwise making herself very much at home; 〃I don't like them。 I'm not sure that they're not worse than husbands who are out of order。 Who is she? She would bicycle from the station; and is; I am sure; the first woman who has done it。 The little boys threw stones at her。〃
〃Oh; my dear; that only shows the ignorance of the little boys。 Never mind her。 Let us have tea in peace before she comes。〃 〃But we should be much happier without her;〃 she grumbled。 〃Weren't we happy enough in the summer; Elizabethjust you and I? 〃
〃Yes; indeed we were;〃 I answered heartily; putting my arms round her。 The flame of my affection for Irais burns very brightly on the day of her arrival; besides; this time I have prudently provided against her sinning with the salt…cellars by ordering them to be handed round like vegetable dishes。 We had finished tea and she had gone up to her room to dress before Minora and her bicycle were got here。 I hurried out to meet her; feeling sorry for her; plunged into a circle of strangers at such a very personal season as Christmas。 But she was not very shy; indeed; she was less shy than I was; and lingered in the hall; giving the servants directions to wipe the snow off the tyres of her machine before she lent an attentive ear to my welcoming remarks。
〃I couldn't make your man understand me at the station;〃 she said at last; when her mind was at rest about her bicycle; 〃I asked him how far it was; and what the roads were like; and he only smiled。 Is he German? But of course he is how odd that he didn't understand。 You speak English very well; very well indeed; do you know。〃 By this time we were in the library; and she stood on the hearth…rug warming her back while I poured her out some tea。
〃What a quaint room;〃 she remarked; looking round; 〃and the hall is so curious too。 Very old; isn't it? There's a lot of copy here。〃
The Man of Wrath; who had been in the hall on her arrival and had come in with us; began to look about on the carpet。 〃Copy〃 he inquired; 〃Where's copy? 〃
〃Ohmaterial; you know; for a book。 I'm just jotting down what strikes me in your country; and when I have time shall throw it into book form。〃 She spoke very loud; as English people always do to foreigners。
〃My dear;〃 I said breathlessly to Irais; when I had got into her room and shut the door and Minora was safely in hers; 〃what do you think she writes books!〃
〃Whatthe bicycling girl?〃
〃YesMinoraimagine it!〃
We stood and looked at each other with awestruck faces。
〃How dreadful!〃 murmured Irais。 〃I never met a young girl who did that before。〃
〃She says this place is full of copy。〃 〃Full of what? 〃
〃That's what you make books with。〃
〃Oh; my dear; this is worse than I expected! A strange girl is always