4 breaking dawn破晓-第12节
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Because I knew him so well； I understood。
〃It's not tonight； Jacob；〃 I whispered。
Jacob was even more obsessed with my humanity than Edward。 He treasured every one of my
heartbeats； knowing that they were numbered。
〃Oh；〃 he said； trying to smother his relief。 〃Oh。〃
A new song started playing； but he didn't notice the change this time。
〃When？〃 he whispered。
〃I don't know for sure。 A week or two； maybe。〃
His voice changed； took on a defensive； mocking edge。 〃What's the holdup？〃
〃I just didn't want to spend my honeymoon writhing in pain。〃
〃You'd rather spend it how？ Playing checkers？ Ha ha。〃
〃Very funny。〃
〃Kidding； Bells。 But； honestly； I don't see the point。 You can't have a real honeymoon with your
vampire； so why go through the motions？ Call a spade a spade。 This isn't the first time you've put this off。
That's a good thing； though；〃 he said； suddenly earnest。 〃Don't be embarrassed about it。〃
〃I'm not putting anything off；〃 I snapped。 〃And yes I can have a real honeymoon！ I can do anything I
want！ Butt out！〃
He stopped our slow circling abruptly。 For a moment； I wondered if he'd finally noticed the music
change； and I scrambled in my head for a way to patch up our little tiff before he said goodbye to me。
We shouldn't part on this note。
And then his eyes bulged wide with a strange kind of confused horror。
〃What？〃 he gasped。 〃What did you say？〃
〃About what。。。 ？ Jake？ What's wrong？〃
〃What do you mean？ Have a real honeymoon？ While you're still human？ Are you kidding？ That's a sick
joke； Bella！〃
I glared at him。 〃I said butt out； Jake。 This is so not your business。 I shouldn't have。。。 we shouldn't even
be talking about this。 It's private—〃
His enormous hands gripped the tops of my arms； wrapping all the way around； fingers overlapping。
〃Ow； Jake！ Let go！〃
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He shook me。
〃Bella！ Have you lost your mind？ You can't be that stupid！ Tell me you're joking！〃
He shook me again。 His hands； tight as tourniquets； were quivering； sending vibrations deep into my
bones。
〃Jake—stop！〃
The darkness was suddenly very crowded。
〃Take your hands off her！〃 Edward's voice was cold as ice； sharp as razors。
Behind Jacob； there was a low snarl from the black night； and then another； overlapping the first。
〃Jake； bro； back away；〃 I heard Seth Clearwater urge。 〃You're losing it。〃
Jacob seemed frozen as he was； his horrified eyes wide and staring。
〃You'll hurt her；〃 Seth whispered。 〃Let her go。〃
〃Now！〃 Edward snarled。
Jacob's hands dropped to his sides； and the sudden gush of blood through my waiting veins was almost
painful。 Before I could register more than that； cold hands replaced the hot ones； and the air was
suddenly whooshing past me。
I blinked； and I was on my feet a half dozen feet away from where I'd been standing。 Edward was
tensed in front of me。 There were two enormous wolves braced between him and Jacob； but they did not
seem aggressive to me。 More like they were trying to prevent the fight。
And Seth—gangly； fifteen…year…old Seth—had his long arms around Jacob's shaking body； and he was
tugging him away。 If Jacob phased with Seth so close。。。
〃C'mon； Jake。 Let's go。〃
〃I'll kill you；〃 Jacob said； his voice so choked with rage that it was low as a whisper。 His eyes； focused
on
Edward； burned with fury。 〃I'll kill you myself！ I'll do it now！〃 He shuddered convulsively。
The biggest wolf； the black one； growled sharply。
〃Seth； get out of the way；〃 Edward hissed。
Seth tugged on Jacob again。 Jacob was so bewildered with rage that Seth was able to yank him a few
feet farther back。 〃Don't do it； Jake。 Walk away。 C'mon。〃
Sam—the bigger wolf； the black one—joined Seth then。 He put his massive head against Jacob's chest
and shoved。
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The three of them—Seth towing； Jake trembling； Sam pushing—disappeared swiftly into the darkness。
The other wolf stared after them。 I wasn't sure； in the weak light； about the color of his fur—chocolate
brown； maybe？ Was it Quil； then？
Tm sorry；〃 I whispered to the wolf。
〃It'sall right now；Bella；〃 Edward murmured。
The wolf looked at Edward。 His gaze was not friendly。 Edward gave him one cold nod。The wolf huffed
and then turned to follow the others； vanishing as they had。
〃All right；〃 Edward said to himself； and then he looked at me。 〃Let's get back。〃
〃But Jake—〃
〃Sam has him in hand。 He's gone。〃
〃Edward； I'm so sorry。 Iwas stupid—〃
〃You did nothing wrong—〃
〃I have such a big mouth！ Why would I。。。 I shouldn't have let him get to me like that。 What was I
thinking？〃
〃Don't worry。〃 He touched my face。 〃We need to get back to the reception before someone notices our
absence。〃
I shook my head； trying to reorient myself。 Before someone noticed？ Had anyone missed that？
Then； as I thought about it； I realized the confrontation that had seemed so catastrophic to me had； in
reality； been very quiet and short here in the shadows。
〃Give me two seconds；〃 I pleaded。
My insides were chaotic with panic and grief； but that didn't matter—only the outside mattered right
now。 Putting on a good show was something I knew I had to master。
〃My dress？〃
〃You look fine。 Not a hair out of place。〃
I took two deep breaths。 〃Okay。 Let's go。〃
He put his arms around me and led me back to the light。 When we passed under the twinkle lights； he
spun me gently onto the dance floor。 We melted in with the other dancers as if our dance had never been
interrupted。
I glanced around at the guests； butno one seemed shocked or frightened。 Only the very palest faces
there showed any signs of stress； and they hid it well。 Jasper and Emmett were on the edge of the floor；
close together；
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and I guessed that they had been nearby during the confrontation。
〃Are you—〃
Tm fine；〃 I promised。 〃I can't believe I did that。 What's wrong with me？〃
〃Nothing is wrong with you〃
I'd been so glad to see Jacob here。 I knew the sacrifice it had taken him。 And then I'd ruined it； turned
his gift into a disaster。 I should be quarantined。
But my idiocy would not ruin anything else tonight。 I would put this away； shove it in a drawer and lock it
up to deal with later。 There would be plenty of time to flagellate myself for this； and nothing I could do
now would help。
〃It's over；〃 I said。 〃Let's not think of it again tonight。〃
I expected a quick agreement from Edward； but he was silent。
〃Edward？〃
He closed his eyes and touched his forehead to mine。 〃Jacob is right；〃 he whispered。 〃What am I
thinking？〃
〃He is not。〃 I tried to keep my face smooth for the watching crowd of friends。 〃Jacob is way too
prejudiced to see anything clearly。〃
He mumbled something low that sounded almost like 〃should let him kill me for even thinking 。。。〃
〃Stop it；〃 I said fiercely。 I grabbed his face in my hands and waited until he opened his eyes。 〃You and
me。 That's the only thing that matters。 The only thing you're allowed to think about now。 Do you hear
me？〃
〃Yes；〃 he sighed。
〃Forget Jacob came。〃 I could do that。 I would 60 that。 〃For me。 Promise that you'll let this go。〃
He stared into my eyes for a moment before answering。 〃I promise。〃
〃Thank you。 Edward； I'm not afraid。〃
〃I am；〃 he whispered。
〃Don't be。〃 I took deep breath and smiled。 〃By the way； I love you。〃
He smiled just a little in return。 〃That's why we're here。〃
〃You're monopolizing the bride；〃 Emmett said； coming up behind Edward's shoulder。 〃Let me dance with
my little sister。 This could be my last chance to make her blush。〃 He laughed loudly； as unaffected as he
usually was by any serious atmosphere。
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It turned out there were actually lots of people I hadn't danced with yet； and that gave me a chance to
truly compose and resolve myself。 When Edward claimed me again； I found that the Jacob…drawer was
shut nice and tight。 As he wrapped his arms around me； I was able to unearth my earlier sense of joy； my
certainty that everything in my life was in the right place tonight。 I smiled and laid my head against his
chest。 His arms tightened。
〃I could get used to this；〃 I said。
〃Don't tell me you've gotten over your dancing issues？〃
〃Dancing isn't so bad—with you。 But I was thinking more of this；〃—and I pressed myself to him
