weir of hermiston-第21节
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〃It's no like Glasgow;〃 she replied。 〃A weary place; yon Glasgow! But
what a day have I had for my homecoming; and what a bonny evening!〃
〃Indeed; it was a wonderful day;〃 said Archie。 〃I think I will remember
it years and years until I come to die。 On days like this … I do not
know if you feel as I do … but everything appears so brief; and fragile;
and exquisite; that I am afraid to touch life。 We are here for so short
a time; and all the old people before us … Rutherfords of Hermiston;
Elliotts of the Cauldstaneslap … that were here but a while since riding
about and keeping up a great noise in this quiet corner … making love
too; and marrying … why; where are they now? It's deadly commonplace;
but; after all; the commonplaces are the great poetic truths。〃
He was sounding her; semi…consciously; to see if she could understand
him; to learn if she were only an animal the colour of flowers; or had a
soul in her to keep her sweet。 She; on her part; her means well in
hand; watched; womanlike; for any opportunity to shine; to abound in his
humour; whatever that might be。 The dramatic artist; that lies dormant
or only half awake in most human beings; had in her sprung to his feet
in a divine fury; and chance had served her well。 She looked upon him
with a subdued twilight look that became the hour of the day and the
train of thought; earnestness shone through her like stars in the purple
west; and from the great but controlled upheaval of her whole nature
there passed into her voice; and rang in her lightest words; a thrill of
emotion。
〃Have you mind of Dand's song?〃 she answered。 〃I think he'll have been
trying to say what you have been thinking。〃
〃No; I never heard it;〃 he said。 〃Repeat it to me; can you?〃
〃It's nothing wanting the tune;〃 said Kirstie。
〃Then sing it me;〃 said he。
〃On the Lord's Day? That would never do; Mr。 Weir!〃
〃I am afraid I am not so strict a keeper of the Sabbath; and there is no
one in this place to hear us; unless the poor old ancient under the
stone。〃
〃No that I'm thinking that really;〃 she said。 〃By my way of thinking;
it's just as serious as a psalm。 Will I sooth it to ye; then?〃
〃If you please;〃 said he; and; drawing near to her on the tombstone;
prepared to listen。
She sat up as if to sing。 〃I'll only can sooth it to ye;〃 she explained。
〃I wouldna like to sing out loud on the Sabbath。 I think the birds
would carry news of it to Gilbert;〃 and she smiled。 〃It's about the
Elliotts;〃 she continued; 〃and I think there's few bonnier bits in the
book…poets; though Dand has never got printed yet。〃
And she began; in the low; clear tones of her half voice; now sinking
almost to a whisper; now rising to a particular note which was her best;
and which Archie learned to wait for with growing emotion:…
〃O they rade in the rain; in the days that are gane;
In the rain and the wind and the lave;
They shoutit in the ha' and they routit on the hill;
But they're a' quaitit noo in the grave。
Auld; auld Elliotts; clay…cauld Elliotts; dour; bauld Elliotte of auld!〃
All the time she sang she looked steadfastly before her; her knees
straight; her hands upon her knee; her head cast back and up。 The
expression was admirable throughout; for had she not learned it from the
lips and under the criticism of the author? When it was done; she
turned upon Archie a face softly bright; and eyes gently suffused and
shining in the twilight; and his heart rose and went out to her with
boundless pity and sympathy。 His question was answered。 She was a
human being tuned to a sense of the tragedy of life; there were pathos
and music and a great heart in the girl。
He arose instinctively; she also; for she saw she had gained a point;
and scored the impression deeper; and she had wit enough left to flee
upon a victory。 They were but commonplaces that remained to be
exchanged; but the low; moved voices in which they passed made them
sacred in the memory。 In the falling greyness of the evening he watched
her figure winding through the morass; saw it turn a last time and wave
a hand; and then pass through the Slap; and it seemed to him as if
something went along with her out of the deepest of his heart。 And
something surely had come; and come to dwell there。 He had retained
from childhood a picture; now half obliterated by the passage of time
and the multitude of fresh impressions; of his mother telling him; with
the fluttered earnestness of her voice; and often with dropping tears;
the tale of the 〃Praying Weaver;〃 on the very scene of his brief tragedy
and long repose。 And now there was a companion piece; and he beheld;
and he should behold for ever; Christina perched on the same tomb; in
the grey colours of the evening; gracious; dainty; perfect as a flower;
and she also singing…
〃Of old; unhappy far off things;
And battles long ago;〃
of their common ancestors now dead; of their rude wars composed; their
weapons buried with them; and of these strange changelings; their
descendants; who lingered a little in their places; and would soon be
gone also; and perhaps sung of by others at the gloaming hour。 By one
of the unconscious arts of tenderness the two women were enshrined
together in his memory。 Tears; in that hour of sensibility; came into
his eyes indifferently at the thought of either; and the girl; from
being something merely bright and shapely; was caught up into the zone
of things serious as life and death and his dead mother。 So that in all
ways and on either side; Fate played his game artfully with this poor
pair of children。 The generations were prepared; the pangs were made
ready; before the curtain rose on the dark drama。
In the same moment of time that she disappeared from Archie; there
opened before Kirstie's eyes the cup…like hollow in which the farm lay。
She saw; some five hundred feet below her; the house making itself
bright with candles; and this was a broad hint to her to hurry。 For
they were only kindled on a Sabbath night with a view to that family
worship which rounded in the incomparable tedium of the day and brought
on the relaxation of supper。 Already she knew that Robert must be
within…sides at the head of the table; 〃waling the portions〃; for it was
Robert in his quality of family priest and judge; not the gifted
Gilbert; who officiated。 She made good time accordingly down the steep
ascent; and came up to the door panting as the three younger brothers;
all roused at last from slumber; stood together in the cool and the dark
of the evening with a fry of nephews and nieces about them; chatting and
awaiting the expected signal。 She stood back; she had no mind to direct
attention to her late arrival or to her labouring breath。
〃Kirstie; ye have shaved it this time; my lass?〃 said Clem。 〃Whaur were
ye?〃
〃O; just taking a dander by mysel';〃 said Kirstie。
And the talk continued on the subject of the American War; without
further reference to the truant who stood by them in the covert of the
dusk; thrilling with happiness and the sense of guilt。
The signal was given; and the brothers began to go in one after another;
amid the jostle and throng of Hob's children。
Only Dandie; waiting till the last; caught Kirstie by the arm。 〃When
did ye begin to dander in pink hosen; Mistress Elliott?〃 he whispered
slyly。
She looked down; she was one blush。 〃I maun have forgotten to change
them;〃 said she; and went into prayers in her turn with a troubled mind;
between anxiety as to whether Dand should have observed her yellow
stockings at church; and should thus detect her in a palpable falsehood;
and shame that she had already made good his prophecy。 She remembered
the words of it; how it was to be when she had gotten a jo; and that
that would be for good and evil。 〃Will I have gotten my jo now?〃 she
thought with a secret rapture。
And all through prayers; where it was her principal business to conceal
the pink stockings from the eyes of the indifferent Mrs。 Hob … and all
through supper; as she made a feint of eating and sat at the table
radiant and constrained … and again when she had left them and come into
her chamber; and was alone with her sleeping niece; and could at last
lay aside the armour of society … the same words sounded within her; the
same profound note of happiness; of a world all changed and renewed; of
a day that had been passed in Paradise; and of a night that was to be
heaven opened。 All night she seemed to be conveyed smoothly upon a
shallow stream of sleep and waking; and through the bowers of Beulah;
all night she cherished to her heart that exquisite hope; and if;
towards morning; she forgot it a while in a more profound
unconsciousness; it was to catch again the rainbow