the life of charlotte bronte-1-第58节
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I call particular attention to the following letter of Charlotte's; dated July 10th; 1846。 To whom it was written; matters not; but the wholesome sense of duty in itthe sense of the supremacy of that duty which God; in placing us in families; has laid out for us; seems to deserve especial regard in these days。
〃I see you are in a dilemma; and one of a peculiar and difficult nature。 Two paths lie before you; you conscientiously wish to choose the right one; even though it be the most steep; strait; and rugged; but you do not know which is the right one; you cannot decide whether duty and religion command you to go out into the cold and friendless world; and there to earn your living by governess drudgery; or whether they enjoin your continued stay with your aged mother; neglecting; FOR THE PRESENT; every prospect of independency for yourself; and putting up with daily inconvenience; sometimes even with privations。 I can well imagine; that it is next to impossible for you to decide for yourself in this matter; so I will decide it for you。 At least; I will tell you what is my earnest conviction on the subject; I will show you candidly how the question strikes me。 The right path is that which necessitates the greatest sacrifice of self…interest which implies the greatest good to others; and this path; steadily followed; will lead; I believe; in time; to prosperity and to happiness; though it may seem; at the outset; to tend quite in a contrary direction。 Your mother is both old and infirm; old and infirm people have but few sources of happinessfewer almost than the comparatively young and healthy can conceive; to deprive them of one of these is cruel。 If your mother is more composed when you are with her; stay with her。 If she would be unhappy in case you left her; stay with her。 It will not apparently; as far as short…sighted humanity can see; be for your advantage to remain at …; nor will you be praised and admired for remaining at home to comfort your mother; yet; probably; your own conscience will approve; and if it does; stay with her。 I recommend you to do what I am trying to do myself。〃
The remainder of this letter is only interesting to the reader as it conveys a peremptory disclaimer of the report that the writer was engaged to be married to her father's curatethe very same gentleman to whom; eight years afterwards; she was united; and who; probably; even now; although she was unconscious of the fact; had begun his service to her; in the same tender and faithful spirit as that in which Jacob served for Rachel。 Others may have noticed this; though she did not。
A few more notes remain of her correspondence 〃on behalf of the Messrs。 Bell〃 with Mr。 Aylott。 On July 15th she says; 〃I suppose; as you have not written; no other notices have yet appeared; nor has the demand for the work increased。 Will you favour me with a line stating whether ANY; or how many copies have yet been sold?〃
But few; I fear; for; three days later; she wrote the following:…
〃The Messrs。 Bell desire me to thank you for your suggestion respecting the advertisements。 They agree with you that; since the season is unfavourable; advertising had better be deferred。 They are obliged to you for the information respecting the number of copies sold。〃
On July 23rd she writes to the Messrs。 Aylott:…
〃The Messrs。 Bell would be obliged to you to post the enclosed note in London。 It is an answer to the letter you forwarded; which contained an application for their autographs from a person who professed to have read and admired their poems。 I think I before intimated; that the Messrs。 Bell are desirous for the present of remaining unknown; for which reason they prefer having the note posted in London to sending it direct; in order to avoid giving any clue to residence; or identity by post…mark; &c。〃
Once more; in September; she writes; 〃As the work has received no further notice from any periodical; I presume the demand for it has not greatly increased。〃
In the biographical notice of her sisters; she thus speaks of the failure of the modest hopes vested in this publication。 〃The book was printed; it is scarcely known; and all of it that merits to be known are the poems of Ellis Bell。
〃The fixed conviction I held; and hold; of the worth of these poems; has not; indeed; received the confirmation of much favourable criticism; but I must retain it notwithstanding。〃
Footnotes:
{1} A reviewer pointed out the discrepancy between the age (twenty…seven years) assigned; on the mural tablet; to Anne Bronte at the time of her death in 1849; and the alleged fact that she was born at Thornton; from which place Mr。 Bronte removed on February 25th; 1820。 I was aware of the discrepancy; but I did not think it of sufficient consequence to be rectified by an examination of the register of births。 Mr。 Bronte's own words; on which I grounded my statement as to the time of Anne Bronte's birth; are as follows:…
〃In Thornton; Charlotte; Patrick Branwell; Emily Jane; and Anne were born。〃 And such of the inhabitants of Haworth as have spoken on the subject say that all the children of Mr。 and Mrs。 Bronte were born before they removed to Haworth。 There is probably some mistake in the inscription on the tablet。
{2} In the month of April 1858; a neat mural tablet was erected within the Communion railing of the Church at Haworth; to the memory of the deceased members of the Bronte family。 The tablet is of white Carrara marble on a ground of dove…coloured marble; with a cornice surmounted by an ornamental pediment of chaste design。 Between the brackets which support the tablet; is inscribed the sacred monogram I。H。S。; in old English letters。
{3} With regard to my own opinion of the present school; I can only give it as formed after what was merely a cursory and superficial inspection; as I do not believe that I was in the house above half an hour; but it was and is this;that the house at Casterton seemed thoroughly healthy and well kept; and is situated in a lovely spot; that the pupils looked bright; happy; and well; and that the lady superintendent was a most prepossessing looking person; who; on my making some inquiry as to the accomplishments taught to the pupils; said that the scheme of education was materially changed since the school had been opened。 I would have inserted this testimony in the first edition; had I believed that any weight could be attached to an opinion formed on such slight and superficial grounds。
{4} 〃Jane Eyre;〃 vol。 I。; page 20。
{5} Scott describes the sport; 〃Shooting at the Popinjay;〃 〃as an ancient game formerly practised with archery; but at this period (1679) with firearms。 This was the figure of a bird decked with parti…coloured feathers; so as to resemble a popinjay or parrot。 It was suspended to a pole; and served for a mark at which the competitors discharged their fusees and carbines in rotation; at the distance of seventy paces。 He whose ball brought down the mark held the proud title of Captain of the Popinjay for the remainder of the day; and was usually escorted in triumph to the most respectable change…house in the neighbourhood; where the evening was closed with conviviality; conducted under his auspices; and if he was able to maintain it; at his expense。〃Old Mortality。
{6} In this Gutenberg eText M。 Heger's comments are given in {} at approximately the place where they occurDP。
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