the daisy chain, or aspirations-第108节
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reading; and heard Dr。 May declaiming away in the vehement manner
that always relieved him。
〃Such a cub!〃 These were the words that met her ear; and she would
have gone away; but he called her。 〃Come in; Ethel; Margaret says
you guessed at this affair!〃
〃At what affair!〃 exclaimed Ethel。 〃Oh; it is about Flora。 Poor
man; has he done it?〃
〃Poor! He is not the one to be pitied!〃 said her father。
〃You don't mean that she likes him?〃
〃She does though! A fellow with no more brains than a turnip
lantern!〃
〃She does not mean it?〃 said Ethel。
〃Yes; she does! Very submissive; and proper spoken; of course; but
bent on having him; so there is nothing left for me but to consent
provided Mr。 Rivers does; and he should turn out not to have done
anything outrageous; but there's no hope of thathe has not the
energy。 What can possess her? What can she see to admire?〃
〃He is good…natured;〃 said Margaret; 〃and rather good…looking〃
〃Flora has more sense。 What on earth can be the attraction?〃
〃I am afraid it is partly the grandeur〃 said Ethel。 She broke off
short; quite dismayed at the emotion she had xcited。 Dr。 May stepped
towards her; almost as if he could have shaken her。
〃Ethel;〃 he cried; 〃I won't have such motives ascribed to your
sister!〃
Ethel tried to recollect what she had said that was so shocking; for
the idea of Flora's worldly motives was no novelty to her。 They had
appeared in too many instances; and; though frightened at his anger;
she stood still; without unsaying her words。
Margaret began to explain away。 〃Ethel did not mean; dear papa〃
〃No;〃 said Dr。 May; his passionate manner giving way to dejection。
〃The truth is; that I have made home so dreary; that my girls are
ready to take the first means of escaping。〃
Poor Margaret's tears sprang forth; and; looking up imploringly; she
exclaimed; 〃Oh; papa; papa! it was no want of happiness! I could not
help it。 You know he had come before〃
Any reproach to her had been entirely remote from his thoughts; and
he was at once on his knee beside her; soothing and caressing;
begging her pardon; and recalling whatever she could thus have
interpreted。 Meanwhile; Ethel stood unnoticed and silent; making no
outward protestation; but with lips compressed; as in her heart of
hearts she passed the resolutionthat her father should never feel
this pain on her account。 Leave him who might; she would never
forsake him; nothing but the will of Heaven should part them。 It
might be hasty and venturesome。 She knew not what it might cost her;
but; where Ethel had treasured her resolve to work for Cocksmoor;
there she also laid up her secret vowthat no earthly object should
be placed between her and her father。
The ebullition of feeling seemed to have restored Dr。 May's calmness;
and he rose; saying; 〃I must go to my work; the man is coming here
this afternoon。〃
〃Where shall you see him?〃 Margaret asked。
〃In my study; I suppose。 I fear there is no chance of Flora's
changing her mind first。 Or do you think one of you could talk to
her; and get her fairly to contemplate the real bearings of the
matter?〃 And; with these words; he left the room。
Margaret and Ethel glanced at each other; and both felt the
impenetrability of Flora's nature; so smooth; that all thrusts glided
off。
〃It will be of no use;〃 said Ethel; 〃and; what is more; she will not
have it done。〃
〃Pray try; a few of your forcible words would set it in a new light。〃
〃Why! Do you think she will attend to me; when she has not chosen to
heed papa?〃 said Ethel; with an emphasis of incredulity。 〃No;
whatever Flora does; is done deliberately; and unalterably。〃
〃Still; I don't know whether it is not our duty;〃 said Margaret。
〃More yours than mine;〃 said Ethel。
Margaret flushed up。 〃Oh; no; I cannot!〃 she said; always timid; and
slightly defective in moral courage。 She looked so nervous and
shaken by the bare idea of a remonstrance with Flora; that Ethel
could not press her; and; though convinced that her representation
would be useless; she owned that her conscience would rest better
after she had spoken。 〃But there is Flora; walking in the garden
with Norman;〃 she said。 〃No doubt he is doing it。〃
So Ethel let it rest; and attended to the children's lessons; during
which Flora came into the drawing…room; and practised her music; as
if nothing had happened。
Before the morning was over; Ethel contrived to visit Norman in the
dining…room; where he was wont to study; and asked him whether he had
made any impression on Flora。
〃What impression do you mean?〃
〃Why; about this concern;〃 said Ethel; 〃this terrible man; that makes
papa so unhappy。〃
〃Papa unhappy! Why; what does he know against him? I thought the
Riverses were his peculiar pets。〃
〃The Riverses! As if; because one liked the sparkling stream; one
must like a muddy ditch。〃
〃What harm do you know of him?〃 said Norman; with much surprise and
anxiety; as if he feared that he had been doing wrong; in ignorance。
〃Harm! Is he not a regular oaf?〃
〃My dear Ethel; if you wait to marry till you find some one as clever
as yourself; you will wait long enough。〃
〃I don't think it right for a woman to marry a man decidedly her
inferior。〃
〃We have all learned to think much too highly of talent;〃 said Norman
gravely。
〃I don't care for mere talentpeople are generally more sensible
without it; but; one way or other; there ought to be superiority on
the man's side。〃
〃Well; who says there is not?〃
〃My dear Norman! Why; this George Rivers is really below the
average! you cannot deny that! Did you ever meet any one so stupid?〃
〃Really!〃 said Norman; considering; and; speaking very innocently; 〃I
cannot see why you think so。 I do not see that he is at all less
capable of sustaining a conversation than Richard。〃
Ethel sat down; perfectly breathless with amazement and indignation。
Norman saw that he had shocked her very much。 〃I do not mean;〃 he
said; 〃that we have not much more to say to Richard; all I meant to
say was; merely as to the intellect。〃
〃I tell you;〃 said Ethel; 〃it is not the intellect。 Richard! why;
you know how we respect; and look up to him。 Dear old Ritchie! with
his goodness; and earnestness; and right judgmentto compare him to
that man! Norman; Norman; I never thought it of you!〃
〃You do not understand me; Ethel。 I only cited Richard; as a person
who proves how little cleverness is needed to insure respect。〃
〃And; I tell you; that cleverness is not the point。〃
〃It is the only objection you have put forward。〃
〃I did wrong;〃 said Ethel。 〃It is not the real one。 It is earnest
goodness that one honours in Richard。 Where do we find it in this
man; who has never done anything but yawn over his self indulgence?〃
〃Now; Ethel; you are working yourself up into a state of foolish
prejudice。 You and papa have taken a dislike to him; and you are
overlooking a great deal of good safe sense and right thinking。 I
know his opinions are sound; and his motives right。 He has been
undereducated; we all see; and is not very brilliant or talkative;
but I respect Flora for perceiving his solid qualities。〃
〃Very solid and weighty; indeed!〃 said Ethel ironically。 〃I wonder if
she would have seen them in a poor curate。〃
〃Ethel; you are allowing yourself to be carried; by prejudice; a
great deal too far。 Are such imputations to be made; wherever there
is inequality of means? It is very wrong! very unjust!〃
〃So papa said;〃 replied Ethel; as she looked sorrowfully down。 〃He
was very angry with me for saying so。 I wish I could help feeling as
if that were the temptation。〃
〃You ought;〃 said Norman。 〃You will be sorry; if you set yourself;
and him; against it。〃
〃I only wish you to know what I feel; and; I think; Margaret and papa
do;〃 said Ethel humbly; 〃and then you will not think us more unjust
than we are。 We cannot see anything so agreeable or suitable in this
man as to account for Flora's liking; and we do not feel convinced of
his being good for much。 That makes papa greatly averse to it;
though he does not know any positive reason for refusing; and we
cannot feel certain that she is doing quite right; or for her own
happiness。〃
〃You will be convinced;〃 said Norman cheerfully。 〃You will find out
the good that is under the surface when you have seen more of him。 I
have had a good deal of talk with him。〃
A good deal of talk to him would have been more correct; if Norman
had but been aware of it。 He had been at the chief expense of the
conversation with George Rivers; and had taken the sounds of assent;
which he obtained; as evidences of his appreciation of all his views。
Norman had been struggling so long against his old habit of looking
down on Richard; and exalting intellect; and had seen; in his Oxford
life; so many ill…effects of the knowledge that puffeth up; that he
had come to have a certain respect for dullness; per se; of which
George Rivers easily reaped the benefit; when surrounded by the halo;
which everything at Abbotstoke Grange bore in the eyes of Norman。
He was heartily delighted at the proposed connection; and his