confidence-第46节
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m。 When he returned to his hotel he found on his table a letter superscribed in Gordon Wright's hand。 This communication ran as follows:
〃I believe you are making a fool of me。 In Heaven's name; come back to Paris! G。 W。〃
Bernard hardly knew whether to regard these few words as a further declaration of war; or as an overture to peace; but he lost no time in complying with the summons they conveyed。 He started for Paris the next morning; and in the evening; after he had removed the dust of his journey and swallowed a hasty dinner; he rang at Mrs。 Vivian's door。 This lady and her daughter gave him a welcome whichI will not say satisfied him; but which; at least; did something toward soothing the still unhealed wounds of separation。
〃And what is the news of Gordon?〃 he presently asked。
〃We have not seen him in three days;〃 said Angela。
〃He is cured; dear Bernard; he must be。 Angela has been wonderful;〃 Mrs。 Vivian declared。
〃You should have seen mamma with Blanche;〃 her daughter said; smiling。 〃It was most remarkable。〃
Mrs。 Vivian smiled; too; very gently。
〃Dear little Blanche! Captain Lovelock has gone to London。〃
〃Yes; he thinks it a beastly hole。 Ah; no;〃 Bernard added; 〃I have got it wrong。〃
But it little mattered。 Late that night; on his return to his own rooms; Bernard sat gazing at his fire。 He had not begun to undress; he was thinking of a good many things。 He was in the midst of his reflections when there came a rap at his door; which the next moment was flung open。 Gordon Wright stood there; looking at himwith a gaze which Bernard returned for a moment before bidding him to come in。 Gordon came in and came up to him; then he held out his hand。 Bernard took it with great satisfaction; his last feeling had been that he was very weary of this ridiculous quarrel; and it was an extreme relief to find it was over。
〃It was very good of you to go to London;〃 said Gordon; looking at him with all the old serious honesty of his eyes。
〃I have always tried to do what I could to oblige you;〃 Bernard answered; smiling。
〃You must have cursed me over there;〃 Gordon went on。
〃I did; a little。 As you were cursing me here; it was permissible。〃
〃That 's over now;〃 said Gordon。 〃I came to welcome you back。 It seemed to me I could n't lay my head on my pillow without speaking to you。〃
〃I am glad to get back;〃 Bernard admitted; smiling still。 〃I can't deny that。 And I find you as I believed I should。〃 Then he added; seriously〃I knew Angela would keep us good friends。〃
For a moment Gordon said nothing。 Then; at last
〃Yes; for that purpose it did n't matter which of us should marry her。 If it had been I;〃 he added; 〃she would have made you accept it。〃
〃Ah; I don't know!〃 Bernard exclaimed。
〃I am sure of it;〃 said Gordon earnestlyalmost argumentatively。 〃She 's an extraordinary woman。〃
〃Keeping you good friends with methat 's a great thing。 But it 's nothing to her keeping you good friends with your wife。〃
Gordon looked at Bernard for an instant; then he fixed his eyes for some time on the fire。
〃Yes; that is the greatest of all things。 A man should value his wife。 He should believe in her。 He has taken her; and he should keep her especially when there is a great deal of good in her。 I was a great fool the other day;〃 he went on。 〃I don't remember what I said。 It was very weak。〃
〃It seemed to me feeble;〃 said Bernard。 〃But it is quite within a man's rights to be a fool once in a while; and you had never abused of the license。〃
〃Well; I have done it for a lifetimefor a lifetime。〃 And Gordon took up his hat。 He looked into the crown of it for a moment; and then he fixed his eyes on Bernard's again。 〃But there is one thing I hope you won't mind my saying。 I have come back to my old impression of Miss Vivian。〃
〃Your old impression?〃
And Miss Vivian's accepted lover frowned a little。
〃I mean that she 's not simple。 She 's very strange。〃
Bernard's frown cleared away in a sudden; almost eager smile。
〃Say at once that you dislike her! That will do capitally。〃
Gordon shook his head; and he; too; almost smiled a little。
〃It 's not true。 She 's very wonderful。 And if I did dislike her; I should struggle with it。 It would never do for me to dislike your wife!〃
After he had gone; when the night was half over; Bernard; lying awake a while; gave a laugh in the still darkness; as this last sentence came back to him。
On the morrow he saw Blanche; for he went to see Gordon。 The latter; at first; was not at home; but he had a quarter of an hour's talk with his wife; whose powers of conversation were apparently not in the smallest degree affected by anything that had occurred。
〃I hope you enjoyed your visit to London;〃 she said。 〃Did you go to buy Angela a set of diamonds in Bond Street? You did n't buy anythingyou did n't go into a shop? Then pray what did you go for? Excuse my curiosity it seems to me it 's rather flattering。 I never know anything unless I am told。 I have n't any powers of observation。 I noticed you wentoh; yes; I observed that very much; and I thought it very strange; under the circumstances。 Your most intimate friend arrived in Paris; and you choose the next day to make a little tour! I don't like to see you treat my husband so; he would never have done it to you。 And if you did n't stay for Gordon; you might have staid for Angela。 I never heard of anything so monstrous as a gentleman rushing away from the object of his affection; for no particular purpose that any one could discover; the day after she has accepted him。 It was not the day after? Well; it was too soon; at any rate。 Angela could n't in the least tell me what you had gone for; she said it was for a 'change。' That was a charming reason! But she was very much ashamed of youand so was I; and at last we all sent Captain Lovelock after you to bring you back。 You came back without him? Ah; so much the better; I suppose he is still looking for you; and; as he is n't very clever; that will occupy him for some time。 We want to occupy him; we don't approve of his being so idle。 However; for my own part; I am very glad you were away。 I was a great deal at Mrs。 Vivian's; and I should n't have felt nearly so much at liberty to go if I had known I should always find you there making love to Mademoiselle。 It would n't have seemed to me discreet; I know what you are going to saythat it 's the first time you ever heard of my wishing to avoid an indiscretion。 It 's a taste I have taken up lately;for the same reason you went to London; for a 'change。' 〃 Here Blanche paused for an appreciable moment; and then she added〃Well; I must say; I have never seen anything so lovely as Mrs。 Vivian's influence。 I hope mamma won't be disappointed in it this time。〃
When Bernard next saw the other two ladies; he said to them that he was surprised at the way in which clever women incurred moral responsibilities。
〃We like them;〃 said Mrs。 Vivian。 〃We delight in them!〃
〃Well;〃 said Bernard; 〃I would n't for the world have it on my conscience to have reconciled poor Gordon to Mrs。 Blanche。〃
〃You are not to say a word against Blanche;〃 Angela declared。 〃She 's a little miracle。〃
〃It will be all right; dear Bernard;〃 Mrs。 Vivian added; with soft authority。
〃I have taken a great fancy to her;〃 the younger lady went on。
Bernard gave a little laugh。
〃Gordon is right in his ultimate opinion。 You are very strange!〃
〃You may abuse me as much as you please; but I will never hear a word against Mrs。 Gordon。〃
And she never would in future; though it is not recorded that Bernard availed himself in any special degree of the license offered him in conjunction with this warning。
Blanche's health within a few days had; according to her own account; taken a marvellous turn for the better; but her husband appeared still to think it proper that they should spend the winter beneath a brilliant sun; and he presently informed his friends that they had at last settled it between them that a voyage up the Nile must be; for a thoroughly united couple; a very agreeable pastime。 To perform this expedition advantageously they must repair to Cairo without delay; and for this reason he was sure that Bernard and Angela would easily understand their not making a point of waiting for the wedding。 These happy people quite understood it。 Their nuptials were to be celebrated with extreme simplicity。 If; however; Gordon was not able to be present; he; in conjunction with his wife; bought for Angela; as a bridal gift; a necklace of the most beautiful pearls the Rue de la Paix could furnish; and on his arrival at Cairo; while he waited for his dragoman to give the signal for starting; he found time; in spite of the exactions of that large correspondence which has been more than once mentioned in the course of our narrative; to write Bernard the longest letter he had ever addressed to him。 The letter reached Bernard in the middle of his honeymoon。
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