the heritage of the sioux-第37节
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bet。 Yoh don't be foolish no more。 Yoh run away; be my womans。 W'at yoh
theenk? Go back; perhaps? Yoh theenk Luck Leen'sey take yoh back? You gone off
with Ramon Chavez; he say; yoh stay weeth Ramon then。 Yoh Ramon's woman now。
Yoh not be foolish like yoh too good for be kees。 luck; be kees yoh many
times; I bet! Yoh don' play good girl no more for Ramonoh…h; no! That joke
she's w'at yoh call ches'nut。 We don' want no more soch foolish talk; or else
maybe I do w'at Bill Holmes says she's good for squaw!〃
〃You awful big liar;〃 Annie…Many…Ponies stated with a calm; terrific
frankness。 〃You plenty big thief。 You fool me plentynow I don't be fool no
more。 You so mean yoh think all mens like you。 You think all girls bad girls。
You awful big fool; you think I stay for you。 I go。〃
Ramon twisted his mustache and laughed at her。 〃Now yoh so pretty; when yoh
mad;〃 he teased。 〃How yoh go? All yoh theengs in cabinmonee; clothes;
grobhow yoh go? Yoh mad nowpretty soon Ramon he makes yoh glad! Shame for
soch cross wordssoch cross looks! Now I don't talk till yoh be good girl;
and says yoh lov' Ramon。 I don't let yoh go; neither。 Yoh don't get far wayI
promise yoh for true。 I breeng yoh back; sweetheart; I promise I breeng yoh
back I Yoh don't want to go no more w'en I'm through weeth yohI promise yoh!
Yoh theenk I let yoh go? O…oh…h; no! Ramon not let yoh get far away!〃
In her heart she knew that he spoke at last the truth; that this was the real
Ramon whom she had never before seen。 To every woman must come sometime the
bitter awakening from her dreamworld to the real world in all its sordidness
and selfishness。 Annie…Many…Ponies; standing there looking at RamonRamon who
laughed at her goodnessknew now what the future that had lain behind the
mountains held in store for her。 Not happiness; surely; not the wide ring of
gold that would say she was Ramon's wife。 Luis was right。 He had spoken the
truth; though she had believed that he lied when he said Ramon would never
marry a woman。 He would love and laugh and ride away; Luis had told her。 Well;
then
〃Shunka Chistala!〃 she called softly to the little black dog; that came
eagerly; wagging his burr…matted tail。 She laid her hand on its head when the
dog jumped up to greet her。 She smiled faintly while she fondled its silky;
flapping ears。
〃Why you all time pat that dam…dog?〃 Ramon flashed out jealously。 〃You don't
pet yoh man what lov' yoh!〃
〃Dogs don't lie;〃 said Annie…Many…Ponies coldly; and walked away。 She did not
look back; she did not hurry; though she must have known that Ramon in one
bound could have stopped her with his man's strength。 Her head was high; her
shoulders were straight; her eyes were so black the pupils did not show at
all; and a film of inscrutability veiled what bitter thoughts were behind
them。
As it had been with Luis so it was now with Ramon。 Her utter disregard of him
held him back from touching her。 He stood with wrath in his eyes and let her
goand to hide his weakness from her strength he sent after her a sneering
laugh and words that were like a whip。
〃All rightjus' for now I let you ron;〃 he jeered。 〃Bimeby she's different。
Bimeby I show yoh who's boss。 I make yoh cry for Ramon be good to yoh!〃
Annie…Many…Ponies did not betray by so much as a glance that she beard him。
But had he seen her face be would have been startled at the look his words
brought there。 He would have been startled and perhaps he would have been
warned。 For never bad she carried so clearly the fighting look of her
forefathers who went out to battle。 With the little black dog at her heels she
climbed a small; round…topped hill that had a single pine like a cockade
growing from the top。
For ten minutes she stood there on the top and stared away to the southeast;
whence she had come to keep her promise to Ramon。 Never; it seemed to her; had
a girl been so alone。 In all the world there could not be a soul so bitter。
Liarthiefbetrayer of womenand she had left the clean; steadfast
friendship of her brother Wagalexa Conka for such human vermin as Ramon
Chavez! She sat down; and with her face hidden in her shawl and her slim body
rocking back and forth in weird rhythm to her wailing; she crooned the
mourning song of the Omaha。 Death of her past; death of her place among good
people; death of her friendship; death of hopeshe sat there with her face
turned toward the far…away; smiling mesa where she had been happy; and wailed
softly to herself as the women of her tribe had wailed when sorrow came to
them in the days that were gone。
All through the afternoon she sat there with her back to the lone pine tree
and her face turned toward the southeast; while the little black dog lay at
her feet and slept。 From the cabin Ramon watched her; stubbornly waiting until
she would come down to him of her own accord。 She would comeof that he was
sure。 She would come if he convinced her that he would not go up and coax her
to come。 Ramon had known many girls who were given to sulking over what he
considered their imaginary wrongs; and he was very sure that he knew women
better than they knew themselves。 She would come; give her time enough; and
she could not fling at him then any taunt that he had been over…eager。
Certainly she would comeshe was a woman!
But the shadow of the pines lengthened until they lay like long fingers across
the earth; and still she did not come。 Bill Holmes and Luis; secure in the
knowledge that Ramon was on guard against any unlooked…for visitors; slept
heavily on the crude bunks in the cabin。 Birds began twittering animatedly as
the beat of the day cooled and they came forth from their shady retreatsand
still Annie…Many…Ponies sat on the little billtop; within easy calling
distance of the cabin; and never once looked down that way。 Still the little
black dog curled at her feet and slept。 For all the movement these two made;
they might have been of stone; the pine above was more unquiet than they。
Ramon; watching her while he smoked many cigarettes; became filled with a
vague uneasiness What was she thinking? What did she mean to do? He began to
have faint doubts of her coming down to him。 He began to be aware of something
in her nature that was unlike those other women; something more inflexible;
more silent; something that troubled him even while he told himself that she
was like all the rest and he would be her master。
〃Bah! She thinks to play with me; Ramon! Then I will go up and I will show
hershe will follow weeping at my heelslike that dog of hers that some day
I shall kill!〃
He got up and threw away his cigarette; glanced within and saw that Bill and
Luis still slept; and started up the hill to where that motionless figure sat
beneath the pine and kept her face turned from him。 It would be better;
thought Ramon; to come upon her unawares; and so he went softly and very
slowly; placing each foot as carefully as though he were stalking a wild thing
of the woods。
Annie…Many…Ponies did not hear him coming。 All her heart was yearning toward
that far away mesa。 〃Wagalexa Conkacola!〃 she whispered; for 〃cola〃 is the
Sioux word for friend。 Aloud she dared not speak the word; lest some tricksy
breeze carry it to him and fill him with; anger because she had betrayed his
friendship。 〃Wagalexa Conkacola! cola!〃
Friendship that was deadbut she yearned for it the more。 And it seemed to
her as she whispered; that Wagalexa Conka was very; very near。 Her heart felt
his nearness; and her eyes softened。 The Indian lookthe look of her fighting
forefathersdrifted slowly from her face as fog; drifts away before the sun。
He was nearperhaps he was dead and his spirit had come to take her spirit by
the hand and call her colafriend。 If that were so; then she wished that her
spirit might go with his spirit; up through all that limitless blue; away and
away and away; and never stop; and never tire and never feel anything but
friendship like warm; bright sunshine!
Down at the cabin a sounda cry; a shoutstartled her。 She brushed her hand
across her eyes and looked down。 There; surrounding the cabin; were the Happy
Family; and old Applehead whom she hated because he hated her。 And in their
midst stood Bill Holmes and Luis; and the setting sun shone on something
brightlike great silver ringsthat clasped their wrists。
Coming up the hill toward her was Wagalexa Conka; climbing swiftly; looking up
as he came。 Annie…Many…Ponies sprang to her feet; startling the little black
dog that gave a yelp of astonishment。 Came he in peace? She hesitated;
watching him unwinkingly。 Something swelled in her chest until she could
hardly breathe; and then fluttered there like a prisoned bird。 〃COLA!〃 she
gasped; just under her breath; and raised her hand in the outward; sweeping
gesture that spoke peace。
〃You theenk to fix trap; you!〃
She whirled and faced Ramon; whose eyes blazed bate and