hemingway, ernest - garden of eden-第26节

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s　coat　over　him　and　was　sitting　by　him　with　a　piece　of　cold　cooked　meat　and　two　biscuits。　He　offered　him　a　water　bottle　with　cold　tea。

〃He'll　have　to　feed；　Davey；〃　his　father　said。　〃Your　feet　are　in　good　shape。　They're　as　sound　as　Juma's。　Eat　this　slowly　and　drink　some　tea　and　go　to　sleep　again。　We　haven't　any　problem。〃

〃I'm　sorry　I　was　so　sleepy。〃

〃You　and　Kibo　hunted　and　travelled　all　last　night。　Why　shouldn't　you　be　sleepy？　You　can　have　a　little　more　meat　if　you　want　it。〃

〃I'm　not　hungry。〃
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〃Good。　We're　good　for　three　days。　We'll　hit　water　again　tomorrow。　Plenty　of　creeks　come　off　the　mountain。〃

〃Where's　he　going？〃

〃Juma　thinks　he　knows。〃

〃Isn't　it　bad？〃

〃Not　too　bad；　Davey。〃

〃I'm　going　back　to　sleep；〃　David　had　said。　〃I　don't　need　your　coat。〃

〃Juma　and　I　are　all　right；〃　his　father　said。　〃I　always　sleep　warm　you　know。〃

David　was　asleep　even　before　his　father　said　good　night。　Then　he　woke　once　with　the　moonlight　on　his　face　and　he　thought　of　the　elephant　with　his　great　ears　moving　as　he　stood　in　the　forest；　his　head　hung　down　with　the　weight　of　the　tusks。　David　thought　then　in　the　night　that　the　hollow　way　he　felt　as　he　remembered　him　was　from　waking　hungry。　But　it　was　not　and　he　found　that　out　in　the　next　three　days。

In　the　story　he　had　tried　to　make　the　elephant　come　alive　again　as　he　and　Kibo　had　seen　him　in　the　night　when　the　moon　had　risen。　Maybe　I　can；　David　thought；　maybe　I　can。　But　as　he　locked　up　the　day's　work　and　went　out　of　the　room　and　shut　the　door　he　told　himself；　No；　you　can't　do　it。　The　elephant　was　old　and　if　it　had　not　been　your　father　it　would　have　been　someone　else。　There　is　nothing　you　can　do　except　try　to　write　it　the　way　that　it　was。　So　you　must　write　each　day　better　than　you　possibly　can　and　use　the　sorrow　that　you　have　now　to　make　you　know　how　the　early　sorrow　came。　And　you　must　always　remember　the　things　you　believed　because　if　you　know　them　they　will　be　there　in　the　writing　and　you　won't　betray　them。　The　writing　is　the　only　progress　you　make。

He　went　behind　the　bar　and　found　the　bottle　of　Haig　and　a　cold　half　bottle　of　Perrier　and　made　himself　a　drink　and　took　it　out　in　the　big　kitchen　to　find　Madame。　He　told　her　he　was　going　into　Cannes　and　would　not　be　back　for　lunch。　She　scolded

him　about　drinking　whiskey　on　an　empty　stomach　and　he　asked　her　what　she　had　cold　that　he　could　put　in　the　empty　stomach　with　the　whiskey。　She　brought　out　some　cold　chicken　and　sliced　it　and　put　it　on　a　plate　and　made　an　endive　salad　and　he　went　into　the　bar　and　made　another　drink　and　came　back　to　sit　down　at　the　kitchen　table。

〃Don't　drink　that　now　before　you　eat；　Monsieur；〃　Madame　said。

〃It's　good　for　me；〃　he　told　her。　〃We　drank　it　at　the　mess　like　wine　in　the　war。〃

〃It's　a　wonder　you　weren't　all　drunkards。〃

〃Like　the　French；〃　he　said　and　they　argued　French　working　class　drinking　habits；　on　which　they　both　agreed；　and　she　teased　him　that　his　women　had　left　him。　He　said　that　he　was　tired　of　them　both　and　wasn't　she　ready　to　take　their　place　now？　No；　she　said；　he　would　have　to　show　more　evidence　he　was　a　man　before　he　roused　a　woman　of　the　Midi。　He　said　he　was　going　into　Cannes　where　he　could　get　a　proper　meal　and　would　come　back　like　a　lion　and　let　the　women　of　the　south　take　care。　They　kissed　affectionately　with　the　kiss　of　the　favoured　client　and　the　brave　femme　and　then　David　went　in　to　take　a　shower；　to　shave　and　to　change。

The　shower　made　him　feel　good　and　he　was　cheered　up　from　talking　to　Madame。　I　wonder　what　she　would　say　if　she　knew　what　it　was　all　about；　he　thought。　Things　had　changed　since　the　war　and　both　Monsieur　and　Madame　had　a　sense　of　style　and　they　wished　to　move　with　the　change。　We　three　clients　are　all　de　gens　tres　bien。　So　long　as　it　pays　and　isn't　violent　there　is　nothing　wrong　with　it。　The　Russians　are　gone；　the　British　are　beginning　to　be　poor；　the　Germans　are　ruined；　and　now　there　is　this　disregard　of　the　established　rules　which　can　very　well　be　the　salvation　of　the　whole　coast。　We　are　pioneers　in　opening　up　the　summer　season　which　is　still　regarded　as　madness。　He　looked　at　his　face　in　the　mirror　with　one　side　shaved。　Still；　he　said　to
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himself；　you　don't　need　to　be　such　a　pioneer　as　not　to　shave　the　other　side。　And　then　he　noted　with　careful　critical　distaste　the　almost　silvery　whiteness　of　his　hair。

He　heard　the　Bugatti　come　up　the　long　slope　and　turn　onto　the　gravel　and　stop。

Catherine　came　into　the　room。　She　had　a　scarf　over　her　head　and　sunglasses　on　and　she　took　them　off　and　kissed　David。　He　held　her　close　and　said；　〃How　are　you？〃

〃Not　so　good；〃　she　said。　〃It　was　too　hot。〃　She　smiled　at　him　and　put　her　forehead　on　his　shoulder。　〃I'm　glad　I'm　home。〃

He　went　out　and　made　a　Tom　Collins　and　brought　it　in　to　Catherine　who　had　finished　a　cold　shower。　She　took　the　tall　cold　glass　and　sipped　from　it　and　then　held　it　against　the　smooth　dark　skin　of　her　belly。　She　touched　the　glass　to　the　tips　of　each　of　her　breasts　so　they　came　erect　and　then　took　a　long　sip　and　held　the　cold　glass　against　her　belly　again。　〃This　is　wonderful；〃　she　said。

He　kissed　her　and　she　said；　〃Oh；　that's　nice。　I'd　forgotten　about　that。　I　don't　see　any　good　reason　why　I　should　give　that　up。　Do　you？〃

〃Well；　I　haven't；〃　she　said。　〃I'm　not　going　to　turn　you　over　to　someone　else　prematurely。　That　was　a　silly　idea。〃

〃Get　dressed　and　come　on　out；〃　David　said。

〃No。　I　want　to　have　fun　with　you　like　in　the　old　days。〃

〃How？〃

〃You　know。　To　make　you　happy。〃

〃How　happy？〃

〃This。〃

〃Be　careful；〃　he　said。

〃Please。〃

〃All　right；　if　you　want。〃

〃The　way　it　was　in　Grau　du　Roi　the　first　time　it　ever　happened？〃

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〃If　you　want。〃
〃Thank　you　for　giving　me　this　time　because&mdash；〃
〃Don't　talk。〃
〃It's　just　like　Grau　du　Roi　but　it's　lovelier　because　it's　in　the　daytime　and　we　love　each　other　more　because　I'd　gone　away。　Please　let's　be　slow　and　slow　and　slow&mdash；〃
〃Yes　slow。〃
〃Are　you&mdash；〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Are　you　really？〃
〃Yes　if　you　want。〃
〃Oh　I　want　so　much　and　you　are　and　I　have。　Please　be　slow　and　let　me　keep　it。〃
〃You　have　it。〃
〃Yes　I　do。　I　do　have　it。　Oh　yes　I　do。　I　do。　Please　come　now　with　me。　Please　can　you　now&mdash；〃
They　lay　on　the　sheets　and　Catherine　with　her　brown　leg　over　his；　touching　his　instep　lightly　with　her　toes；　rested　on　her　elbows　and　lifted　her　mouth　from　his　and　said；　〃Are　you　glad　to　have　me　back？〃
〃You；〃　he　said。　〃You　did　come　back。〃
〃You　never　thought　I　would。　Yesterday　it　was　all　gone　and　everything　was　over　and　now　here　I　am。　Are　you　happy？〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Do　you　remember　when　all　I　Wanted　was　to　be　so　dark　and　now　I'm　the　darkest　white　girl　in　the　world。〃
〃And　the　blondest。　You're　just　like　ivory。　That's　how　I　always　think。　You're　smooth　as　ivory　too。〃
〃I'm　so　happy　and　I　want　to　have　fun　with　you　the　way　we　always　had。　But　mine　is　mine。　I'm　not　going　to　turn　you　over　to　her　the　way　I　was　doing　and　keep　nothing。　That's　over。
〃It's　not　awfully　clear；〃　David　said。　〃But　you　really　are　fine　again；　aren't　you？〃


〃I　really　am；〃　Catherine　said。　〃I'm　not　gloomy　or　morbid　or　pitiful。〃

〃You're　nice　and　lovely。〃

〃It's　all　wonderful　and　changed。　We're　going　to　take　turns；〃　Catherine　said。　〃You're　mine　today　and　tomorrow。　And　you're　Marita's　the　next　two　days。　My　God；　I'm　hungry。　This　is　the　first　time　I've　been　hungry　in　a　week。〃


When　David　and　Catherine　came　back　from　swimming　in　the　late　afternoon　they　drove　into　Cannes　for　the　Paris　papers　and　then　sat　at　the　cafe　and　read　and　talked　before　they　came　home。　After　David　had　changed　he　found　Marita　sitting　at　the　bar　reading。　He　recognized　the　book　as　his　own。　The　one　she　had　not　read。　〃Did　you　have　a　good　swim？〃　she　asked。

〃Yes。　We　swam　a　long　way　out。〃

〃Did　you　dive　from　the　high　rocks？〃

〃I'm　glad　of　that；〃　she　said。　〃How　is　Catherine？〃

〃More　cheerful。〃

〃Yes。　She　is　very　intelligent。〃

〃How　are　you？　Are　you　all　right？〃

〃Very　well。　I'm　reading　this　book。〃

〃How　is　it？〃

〃I　can't　tell　you　till　day　after　tomorrow。　I'm　reading　very　slowly　to　make　it　last。〃

〃What's　that？　The　pact？〃

〃I　suppose　so。　But　I　wouldn't　worry　very　much　about　the　book　nor　how　I　feel　about　you。　It's　not　changed。〃

〃All　right；〃　David　said。　〃But　I　missed　you　very　badly　this　morning。〃

〃Day　after　tomorrow；〃　she　said。　〃Don't　worry。

Chapter　Twenty…one




THE　NEXT　DAY　in　the　story　was　very　bad　because　long　before　noon　he　knew　that　it　was　not　just　the　need　for　sleep　that　made　the　difference　between　a　boy　and　men。　For　the　first　three　hours　he　was　fresher　than　they　were　and　he　asked　Juma　for　the　。303　rifle　to　carry　but　Juma　shook　his　head。　He　did　not　smile　and　he　had　always　been　David's　best　friend　and　had　taught　him　to　hunt。　He　offered　it　to　me　yesterday；　David　thought；　and　I'm　in　much　better　shape　today　than　I　was　yesterday。　He　was　too　but　by　ten　o'clock　he　knew　the　day　would　be　bad　or　worse　than　the　day　before。　It　was　as　silly　for　him　to　think　that　he　could　trail　with　his　father　as　to　think　he　could　fight　with　him。　He　knew　too　that　it　was　not　just　that　they　were　men。　They　were　professional　hunters　and　he　knew　now　that　was　why　Juma　would　not　even　waste　a　smile。　They　knew　everything　the　elephant　had　done；　pointed　out　the　signs