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qualified for command; and the Consul was bound;
if at all possible; to put a properly certificated man
on board。 As to the second mate; all I can say his
name was Tottersen; or something like that。 His
practice was to wear on his head; in that tropical
climate; a mangy fur cap。 He was; without excep…
tion; the stupidest man I had ever seen on board
ship。 And he looked it too。 He looked so con…
foundedly stupid that it was a matter of surprise
for me when he answered to his name。
I drew no great comfort from their company; to
say the least of it; while the prospect of making a
long sea passage with those two fellows was depress…
ing。 And my other thoughts in solitude could not
be of a gay complexion。 The crew was sickly; the
cargo was coming very slow; I foresaw I would
have lots of trouble with the charterers; and doubted
whether they would advance me enough money for
the ship's expenses。 Their attitude towards me was
unfriendly。 Altogether I was not getting on。 I
would discover at odd times (generally about mid…
night) that I was totally inexperienced; greatly ig…
norant of business; and hopelessly unfit for any
sort of command; and when the steward had to be
taken to the hospital ill with choleraic symptoms I
felt bereaved of the only decent person at the after
end of the ship。 He was fully expected to recover;
but in the meantime had to be replaced by some sort
of servant。 And on the recommendation of a cer…
tain Schomberg; the proprietor of the smaller of
the two hotels in the place; I engaged a Chinaman。
Schomberg; a brawny; hairy Alsatian; and an awful
gossip; assured me that it was all right。 〃First…
class boy that。 Came in the suite of his Excellency
Tseng the Commissioneryou know。 His Excel…
lency Tseng lodged with me here for three weeks。〃
He mouthed the Chinese Excellency at me with
great unction; though the specimen of the 〃suite〃
did not seem very promising。 At the time; however;
I did not know what an untrustworthy humbug
Schomberg was。 The 〃boy〃 might have been forty
or a hundred and forty for all you could tell
one of those Chinamen of the death's…head type of
face and completely inscrutable。 Before the end of
the third day he had revealed himself as a confirmed
opium…smoker; a gambler; a most audacious thief;
and a first…class sprinter。 When he departed at the
top of his speed with thirty…two golden sovereigns
of my own hard…earned savings it was the last straw。
I had reserved that money in case my difficulties
came to the worst。 Now it was gone I felt as poor
and naked as a fakir。 I clung to my ship; for all
the bother she caused me; but what I could not bear
were the long lonely evenings in her cuddy; where
the atmosphere; made smelly by a leaky lamp; was
agitated by the snoring of the mate。 That fellow
shut himself up in his stuffy cabin punctually at
eight; and made gross and revolting noises like a
water…logged trump。 It was odious not to be able
to worry oneself in comfort on board one's own
ship。 Everything in this world; I reflected; even
the command of a nice little barque; may be made
a delusion and a snare for the unwary spirit of
pride in man。
From such reflections I was glad to make any es…
cape on board that Bremen Diana。 There appar…
ently no whisper of the world's iniquities had ever
penetrated。 And yet she lived upon the wide sea:
and the sea tragic and comic; the sea with its horrors
and its peculiar scandals; the sea peopled by men
and ruled by iron necessity is indubitably a part of
the world。 But that patriarchal old tub; like some
saintly retreat; echoed nothing of it。 She was world
proof。 Her venerable innocence apparently had
put a restraint on the roaring lusts of the sea。 And
yet I have known the sea too long to believe in its
respect for decency。 An elemental force is ruthlessly
frank。 It may; of course; have been Hermann's
skilful seamanship; but to me it looked as if the al…
lied oceans had refrained from smashing these high
bulwarks; unshipping the lumpy rudder; frighten…
ing the children; and generally opening this fam…
ily's eyes out of sheer reticence。 It looked like reti…
cence。 The ruthless disclosure was in the end left
for a man to make; a man strong and elemental
enough and driven to unveil some secrets of the sea
by the power of a simple and elemental desire。
This; however; occurred much later; and mean…
time I took sanctuary in that serene old ship early
every evening。 The only person on board that
seemed to be in trouble was little Lena; and in due
course I perceived that the health of the rag…doll
was more than delicate。 This object led a sort of
〃in extremis〃 existence in a wooden box placed
against the starboard mooring…bitts; tended and
nursed with the greatest sympathy and care by all
the children; who greatly enjoyed pulling long faces
and moving with hushed footsteps。 Only the baby
Nicholaslooked on with a cold; ruffianly leer;
as if he had belonged to another tribe altogether。
Lena perpetually sorrowed over the box; and all of
them were in deadly earnest。 It was wonderful the
way these children would work up their compassion
for that bedraggled thing I wouldn't have touched
with a pair of tongs。 I suppose they were exercis…
ing and developing their racial sentimentalism by
the means of that dummy。 I was only surprised
that Mrs。 Hermann let Lena cherish and hug that
bundle of rags to that extent; it was so disreputably
and completely unclean。 But Mrs。 Hermann would
raise her fine womanly eyes from her needlework to
look on with amused sympathy; and did not seen to
see it; somehow; that this object of affection was a
disgrace to the ship's purity。 Purity; not cleanli…
ness; is the word。 It was pushed so far that I seemed
to detect in this too a sentimental excess; as if dirt
had been removed in very love。 It is impossible to
give you an idea of such a meticulous neatness。 It
was as if every morning that ship had been ardu…
ously explored withwith toothbrushes。 Her very
bowsprit three times a week had its toilette made
with a cake of soap and a piece of soft flannel。 Ar…
rayedI MUST say arrayedarrayed artlessly in
dazzling white paint as to wood and dark green as
to ironwork the simple…minded distribution of these
colours evoked the images of simple…minded peace;
of arcadian felicity; and the childish comedy of
disease and sorrow struck me sometimes as an abom…
inably real blot upon that ideal state。
I enjoyed it greatly; and on my part I brought
a little mild excitement into it。 Our intimacy arose
from the pursuit of that thief。 It was in the even…
ing; and Hermann; who; contrary to his habits; had
stayed on shore late that day; was extricating him…
self backwards out of a little gharry on the river
bank; opposite his ship; when the hunt passed。
Realising the situation as though he had eyes in his
shoulder…blades; he joined us with a leap and took
the lead。 The Chinaman fled silent like a rapid
shadow on the dust of an extremely oriental road。
I followed。 A long way in the rear my mate
whooped like a savage。 A young moon threw a
bashful light on a plain like a monstrous waste
ground: the architectural mass of a Buddhist tem…
ple far away projected itself in dead black on the
sky。 We lost the thief of course; but in my disap…
pointment I had to admire Hermann's presence of
mind。 The velocity that stodgy man developed in
the interests of a complete stranger earned my
warm gratitudethere was something truly cordial
in his exertions。
He seemed as vexed as myself at our failure; and
would hardly listen to my thanks。 He said it was
〃nothings;〃 and invited me on the spot to come on
board his ship and drink a glass of beer with him。
We poked sceptically for a while amongst the
bushes; peered without conviction into a ditch or
two。 There was not a sound: patches of slime glim…
mered feebly amongst the reeds。 Slowly we trudged
back; drooping under the thin sickle of the moon;
and I heard him mutter to himself; 〃Himmel! Zwei
und dreissig Pfund!〃 He was impressed by the
figure of my loss。 For a long time we had ceased to
hear the mate's whoops and yells。
Then he said to me; 〃Everybody has his troub…
les;〃 and as we went on remarked that he would
never have known anything of mine hadn't he by an
extraordinary chance been detained on shore by
Captain Falk。 He didn't like to stay late ashore
he added with a sigh。 The something doleful in his
tone I put to his sympathy with my misfortune; of
course。
On board the Diana Mrs。 Hermann's fine eyes
expressed much interest and commiseration。 We
had found the two women sewing face to face under
the open skylight in the strong glare of the lamp。
Hermann walked in first; starting in the very door…
way to pull off his coat; and encou