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that she could cheerfully live till the day of judgment; provided
she might always have matter for suffering for God; but that to
live a single day without suffering would be intolerable。 She
said again that she was devoured with two unassuageable fevers;
one for the holy communion; the other for suffering; humiliation;
and annihilation。 'Nothing but pain;' she continually said in
her letters; 'makes my life supportable。'〃'185'
'185' Bougaud: Hist de la bienheureuse Marguerite Marie; Paris;
1894; pp。 265; 171。 Compare; also; pp。 386; 387。
So much for the phenomena to which the ascetic impulse will in
certain persons give rise。 In the ecclesiastically consecrated
character three minor branches of self…mortification have been
recognized as indispensable pathways to perfection。 I refer to
the chastity; obedience; and poverty which the monk vows to
observe; and upon the heads of obedience and poverty I will make
a few remarks。
First; of Obedience。 The secular life of our twentieth century
opens with this virtue held in no high esteem。 The duty of the
individual to determine his own conduct and profit or suffer by
the consequences seems; on the contrary; to be one of our best
rooted contemporary Protestant social ideals。 So much so that it
is difficult even imaginatively to comprehend how men possessed
of an inner life of their own could ever have come to think the
subjection of its will to that of other finite creatures
recommendable。 I confess that to myself it seems something of a
mystery。 Yet it evidently corresponds to a profound interior
need of many persons; and we must do our best to understand it。
On the lowest possible plane; one sees how the expediency of
obedience in a firm ecclesiastical organization must have led to
its being viewed as meritorious。 Next; experience shows that
there are times in every one's life when one can be better
counseled by others than by one's self。 Inability to decide is
one of the commonest symptoms of fatigued nerves; friends who see
our troubles more broadly; often see them more wisely than we do;
so it is frequently an act of excellent virtue to consult and
obey a doctor; a partner; or a wife。 But; leaving these lower
prudential regions; we find; in the nature of some of the
spiritual excitements which we have been studying; good reasons
for idealizing obedience。 Obedience may spring from the general
religious phenomenon of inner softening and self…surrender and
throwing one's self on higher powers。 So saving are these
attitudes felt to be that in themselves; apart from utility; they
become ideally consecrated; and in obeying a man whose
fallibility we see through thoroughly; we; nevertheless; may feel
much as we do when we resign our will to that of infinite wisdom。
Add self…despair and the passion of self…crucifixion to this; and
obedience becomes an ascetic sacrifice; agreeable quite
irrespective of whatever prudential uses it might have。
It is as a sacrifice; a mode of 〃mortification;〃 that obedience
is primarily conceived by Catholic writers; a 〃sacrifice which
man offers to God; and of which he is himself both the priest and
the victim。 By poverty he immolates his exterior possessions; by
chastity he immolates his body; by obedience he completes the
sacrifice; and gives to God all that he yet holds as his own; his
two most precious goods; his intellect and his will。 The
sacrifice is then complete and unreserved; a genuine holocaust;
for the entire victim is now consumed for the honor of God。〃'186'
Accordingly; in Catholic discipline; we obey our superior not as
mere man; but as the representative of Christ。 Obeying God in
him by our intention; obedience is easy。 But when the text…book
theologians marshal collectively all their reasons for
recommending it; the mixture sounds to our ears rather odd。
'186' Lejuene: Introduction a la Vie Mystique; 1899; p。 277。
The holocaust simile goes back at least as far as Ignatius
Loyola。
〃One of the great consolations of the monastic life;〃 says a
Jesuit authority; 〃is the assurance we have that in obeying we
can commit no fault。 The Superior may commit a fault in
commanding you to do this thing or that; but you are certain that
you commit no fault so long as you obey; because God will only
ask you if you have duly performed what orders you received; and
if you can furnish a clear account in that respect; you are
absolved entirely。 Whether the things you did were opportune; or
whether there were not something better that might have been
done; these are questions not asked of you; but rather of your
Superior。 The moment what you did was done obediently; God wipes
it out of your account; and charges it to the Superior。 So that
Saint Jerome well exclaimed; in celebrating the advantages of
obedience; 'Oh; sovereign liberty! Oh; holy and blessed security
by which one become almost impeccable!'
〃Saint John Climachus is of the same sentiment when he calls
obedience an excuse before God。 In fact; when God asks why you
have done this or that; and you reply; it is because I was so
ordered by my Superiors; God will ask for no other excuse。 As a
passenger in a good vessel with a good pilot need give himself
no farther concern; but may go to sleep in peace; because the
pilot has charge over all; and 'watches for him'; so a religious
person who lives under the yoke of obedience goes to heaven as if
while sleeping; that is; while leaning entirely on the conduct of
his Superiors; who are the pilots of his vessel; and keep watch
for him continually。 It is no small thing; of a truth; to be
able to cross the stormy sea of life on the shoulders and in the
arms of another; yet that is just the grace which God accords to
those who live under the yoke of obedience。 Their Superior bears
all their burdens。 。 。 。 A certain grave doctor said that he
would rather spend his life in picking up straws by obedience;
than by his own responsible choice busy himself with the loftiest
works of charity; because one is certain of following the will of
God in whatever one may do from obedience; but never certain in
the same degree of anything which we may do of our own proper
movement。〃'187'
'187' Alfonso Rodriguez; S。 J。: Pratique de la Perfection
Chretienne; Part iii。; Treatise v。; ch。 x。
One should read the letters in which Ignatius Loyola recommends
obedience as the backbone of his order; if one would gain insight
into the full spirit of its cult。'188' They are too long to
quote; but Ignatius's belief is so vividly expressed in a couple
of sayings reported by companions that; though they have been so
often cited; I will ask your permission to copy them once more:
'188' Letters li。 and cxx。 of the collection translated into
French by Bouix; Paris; 1870。
〃I ought;〃 an early biographer reports him as saying; 〃on
entering religion; and thereafter; to place myself entirely in
the hands of God; and of him who takes His place by His
authority。 I ought to desire that my Superior should oblige me to
give up my own judgment; and conquer my own mind。 I ought to set
up no difference between one Superior and another; 。 。 。 but
recognize them all as equal before God; whose place they fill。
For if I distinguish persons; I weaken the spirit of obedience。
In the hands of my Superior; I must be a soft wax; a thing; from
which he is to require whatever pleases him; be it to write or
receive letters; to speak or not to speak to such a person; or
the like; and I must put all my fervor in executing zealously and
exactly what I am ordered。 I must consider myself as a corpse
which has neither intelligence nor will; be like a mass of matter
which without resistance lets itself be placed wherever it may
please any one; like a stick in the hand of an old man; who uses
it according to his needs and places it where it suits him。 So
must I be under the hands of the Order; to serve it in the way it
judges most useful。
〃I must never ask of the Superior to be sent to a particular
place; to be employed in a particular duty。 。 。 。 I must
consider nothing as belonging to me personally; and as regards
the things I use; be like a statue which lets itself be stripped
and never opposes resistance。〃'189'