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of those evils which I had been too long doing; therefore I was
now required to put it away and cease from it。
〃Again; the corrupt and unsound form of speaking in the plural
number to a single person; YOU to one; instead of THOU; contrary
to the pure; plain; and single language of truth; THOU to one;
and YOU to more than one; which had always been used by God to
men; and men to God; as well as one to another; from the oldest
record of time till corrupt men; for corrupt ends; in later and
corrupt times; to flatter; fawn; and work upon the corrupt nature
in men; brought in that false and senseless way of speaking you
to one; which has since corrupted the modern languages; and hath
greatly debased the spirits and depraved the manners of
men;this evil custom I had been as forward in as others; and
this I was now called out of and required to cease from。
〃These and many more evil customs which had sprung up in the
night of darkness and general apostasy from the truth and true
religion were now; by the inshining of this pure ray of divine
light in my conscience; gradually discovered to me to be what I
ought to cease from; shun; and stand a witness against。〃'176'
'176' The History of Thomas Elwood; written by Himself; London;
1885; pp。 32…34
These early Quakers were Puritans indeed。 The slightest
inconsistency between profession and deed jarred some of them to
active protest。 John Woolman writes in his diary:
〃In these journeys I have been where much cloth hath been dyed;
and have at sundry times walked over ground where much of their
dyestuffs has drained away。 This hath produced a longing in my
mind that people might come into cleanness of spirit; cleanness
of person; and cleanness about their houses and garments。 Dyes
being invented partly to please the eye; and partly to hide dirt;
I have felt in this weak state; when traveling in dirtiness; and
affected with unwholesome scents; a strong desire that the nature
of dyeing cloth to hide dirt may be more fully considered。
〃Washing our garments to keep them sweet is cleanly; but it is
the opposite to real cleanliness to hide dirt in them。 Through
giving way to hiding dirt in our garments a spirit which would
conceal that which is disagreeable is strengthened。 Real
cleanliness becometh a holy people; but hiding that which is not
clean by coloring our garments seems contrary to the sweetness of
sincerity。 Through some sorts of dyes cloth is rendered less
useful。 And if the value of dyestuffs; and expense of dyeing; and
the damage done to cloth; were all added together; and that cost
applied to keeping all sweet and clean; how much more would real
cleanliness prevail。
〃Thinking often on these things; the use of hats and garments
dyed with a dye hurtful to them; and wearing more clothes in
summer than are useful; grew more uneasy to me; believing them to
be customs which have not their foundation in pure wisdom。 The
apprehension of being singular from my beloved friends was a
strait upon me; and thus I continued in the use of some things;
contrary to my judgment; about nine months。 Then I thought of
getting a hat the natural color of the fur; but the apprehension
of being looked upon as one affecting singularity felt uneasy to
me。 On this account I was under close exercise of mind in the
time of our general spring meeting in 1762; greatly desiring to
be rightly directed; when; being deeply bowed in spirit before
the Lord; I was made willing to submit to what I apprehended was
required of me; and when I returned home; got a hat of the
natural color of the fur。
〃In attending meetings; this singularity was a trial to me; and
more especially at this time; as white hats were used by some who
were fond of following the changeable modes of dress; and as some
friends; who knew not from what motives I wore it; grew shy of
me; I felt my way for a time shut up in the exercise of the
ministry。 Some friends were apprehensive that my wearing such a
hat savored of an affected singularity: those who spoke with me
in a friendly way; I generally informed in a few words; that I
believed my wearing it was not in my own will。〃
When the craving for moral consistency and purity is developed to
this degree; the subject may well find the outer world too full
of shocks to dwell in; and can unify his life and keep his soul
unspotted only by withdrawing from it。 That law which impels the
artist to achieve harmony in his composition by simply dropping
out whatever jars; or suggests a discord; rules also in the
spiritual life。 To omit; says Stevenson; is the one art in
literature: 〃If I knew how to omit; I should ask no other
knowledge。〃 And life; when full of disorder and slackness and
vague superfluity; can no more have what we call character than
literature can have it under similar conditions。 So monasteries
and communities of sympathetic devotees open their doors; and in
their changeless order; characterized by omissions quite as much
as constituted of actions; the holy…minded person finds that
inner smoothness and cleanness which it is torture to him to feel
violated at every turn by the discordancy and brutality of
secular existence。
That the scrupulosity of purity may be carried to a fantastic
extreme must be admitted。 In this it resembles Asceticism; to
which further symptom of saintliness we had better turn next。
The adjective 〃ascetic〃 is applied to conduct originating on
diverse psychological levels; which I might as well begin by
distinguishing from one another。
1。 Asceticism may be a mere expression of organic hardihood;
disgusted with too much ease。
2。 Temperance in meat and drink; simplicity of apparel;
chastity; and non…pampering of the body generally; may be fruits
of the love of purity; shocked by whatever savors of the sensual。
3。 They may also be fruits of love; that is; they may appeal to
the subject in the light of sacrifices which he is happy in
making to the Deity whom he acknowledges。
4。 Again; ascetic mortifications and torments may be due to
pessimistic feelings about the self; combined with theological
beliefs concerning expiation。 The devotee may feel that he is
buying himself free; or escaping worse sufferings hereafter; by
doing penance now。
5。 In psychopathic persons; mortifications may be entered on
irrationally; by a sort of obsession or fixed idea which comes as
a challenge and must be worked off; because only thus does the
subject get his interior consciousness feeling right again。
6。 Finally; ascetic exercises may in rarer instances be prompted
by genuine perversions of the bodily sensibility; in consequence
of which normally pain…giving stimuli are actually felt as
pleasures。
I will try to give an instance under each of these heads in turn;
but it is not easy to get them pure; for in cases pronounced
enough to be immediately classed as ascetic; several of the
assigned motives usually work together。 Moreover; before citing
any examples at all; I must invite you to some general
psychological considerations which apply to all of them alike。
A strange moral transformation has within the past century swept
over our Western world。 We no longer think that we are called on
to face physical pain with equanimity。 It is not expected of a
man that he should either endure it or inflict much of it; and to
listen to the recital of cases of it makes our flesh creep
morally as well as physically。 The way in which our ancestors
looked upon pain as an eternal ingredient of the world's order;
and both caused and suffered it as a matter…of…course portion of
their day's work; fills us with amazement。 We wonder that any
human beings could have been so callous。 The result of this
historic alteration is that even in the Mother Church herself;
where ascetic discipline has such a fixed traditional prestige as
a factor of merit; it has largely come into desuetude; if not
discredit。 A believer who flagellates or 〃macerates〃 himself
today arouses more wonder and fear than emulation。 Many Catholic
writers who admit that the times have changed in this respect do
so resignedly; and even add that perhaps it is as well not to
waste feelings in regretting the matter; for to return to the
heroic corp