the rape of lucrece-第2节
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Won in the fields of fruitful Italy；
And decks with praises Collatine's high name；
Made glorious by his manly chivalry
With bruised arms and wreaths of victory。
Her joy with heaved…up hand she doth express；
And wordless so greets heaven for his success。
Far from the purpose of his coming thither；
He makes excuses for his being there。
No cloudy show of stormy blust'ring weather
Doth yet in his fair welkin once appear；
Till sable Night； mother of dread and fear；
Upon the world dim darkness doth display；
And in her vaulty prison stows the day。
For then is Tarquin brought unto his bed；
Intending weariness with heavy sprite；
For after supper long he questioned
With modest Lucrece； and wore out the night。
Now leaden slumber with life's strength doth fight；
And every one to rest himself betakes；
Save thieves and cares and troubled minds that wakes。
As one of which doth Tarquin lie revolving
The sundry dangers of his will's obtaining；
Yet ever to obtain his will resolving；
Though weak…built hopes persuade him to abstaining；
Despair to gain doth traffic oft for gaining；
And when great treasure is the meed proposed；
Though death be adjunct； there's no death supposed。
Those that much covet are with gain' so fond
That what they have not； that which they possess；
They scatter and unloose it from their bond；
And so； by hoping more； they have but less；
Or； gaining more； the profit of excess
Is but to surfeit； and such griefs sustain
That they prove bankrupt in this poor…rich gain。
The aim of all is but to nurse the life
With honour； wealth and case； in waning age；
And in this aim there is such thwarting strife
That one for all or all for one we gage：
As life for honour in fell battle's rage；
Honour for wealth； and oft that wealth doth cost
The death of all； and all together lost。
So that in vent'ring ill we leave to be
The things we are for that which we expect；
And this ambitious foul infirmity；
In having much； torments us with defect
Of that we have； so then we do neglect
The thing we have； and； all for want of wit；
Make something nothing by augmenting it。
Such hazard now must doting Tarquin make；
Pawning his honour to obtain his lust；
And for himself himself must forsake：
Then where is truth； if there be no self…trust？
When shall he think to find a stranger just
When he himself himself confounds； betrays
To sland'rous tongues and wretched hateful days？
Now stole upon the time the dead of night；
When heavy sleep had closed up mortal eyes；
No comfortable star did lend his light；
No noise but owls' and wolves' death…boding cries；
Now serves the season that they may surprise
The silly lambs。 Pure thoughts are dead and still；
While lust and murder wakes to stain and kill。
And now this lustful lord； leaped from his bed；
Throwing his mantle rudely o'er his arm；
Is madly tossed between desire and dread；
Th' one sweetly flatters； th' other feareth harm；
But honest fear； bewitched with lust's foul charm；
Doth too too oft betake him to retire；
Beaten away by brain…sick rude desire。
His falchion on a flint he softly smiteth；
That from the cold stone sparks of fire do fly；
Whereat a waxen torch forthwith he lighteth；
Which must be lode…star to his lustful eye；
And to the flame thus speaks advisedly：
'As from this cold flint I enforced this fire；
So Lucrece must I force to my desire。'
Here pale with fear he doth premeditate
The dangers of his loathsome enterprise；
And in his inward mind he doth debate
What following sorrow may on this arise；
Then； looking scornfully； he doth despise
His naked armour of still…slaughtered lust；
And justly thus controls his thoughts unjust：
'Fair torch； burn out thy light； and lend it not
To darken her whose light excelleth thine；
And die； unhallowed thoughts； before you blot
With your uncleanness that which is divine；
Offer pure incense to so pure a shrine；
Let fair humanity abhor the deed
That spots and stains love's modest snow…white weed。
'O shame to knighthood and to shining arms！
O foul dishonour to my household's grave！
O impious act； including all foul harms！
A martial man to be soft fancy's slave！
True valour still a true respect should have；
Then my digression is so vile； so base；
That it will live engraven in my face。
'Yea； though I die； the scandal will survive；
And be an eye…sore in my golden coat；
Some loathsome dash the herald will contrive；
To cipher me how fondly I did dote；
That my posterity； shamed with the note；
Shall curse my bones； and hold it for no sin
To wish that I their father had not been。
'What win I； if I gain the thing I seek？
A dream； a breath； a froth of fleeting joy…
Who buys a minute's mirth to wail a week？
Or sells eternity to get a toy？
For one sweet grape who will the vine destroy？
Or what fond beggar； but to touch the crown；
Would with the sceptre straight be strucken down'
'If Collatinus dream of my intent；
Will he not wake； and in a desp'rate rage
Post hither； this vile purpose to prevent？…
This siege that hath engirt his marriage；
This blur to youth；' this sorrow to the sage；
This dying virtue； this surviving shame；
Whose crime will bear an ever…during blame。
'O what excuse can my invention make；
When thou shalt charge me with so black a deed？
Will not my tongue be mute； my frail joints shake；
Mine eyes forego their light； my false heart bleed？
The guilt being great； the fear doth still exceed；
And extreme fear can neither fight nor fly；
But coward…like with trembling terror die。
'Had Collatinus killed my son or sire；
Or lain in ambush to betray my life；
Or were he not my dear friend； this desire
Might have excuse to work upon his wife；
As in revenge or quittal of such strife；
But as he is my kinsman； my dear friend；
The shame and fault finds no excuse nor end。
'Shameful it is…ay； if the fact be known；
Hateful it is…there is no hate in loving；
I'll beg her love…but she is not her own；
The worst is but denial and reproving。
My will is strong； past reason's weak removing。…
Who fears a sentence or an old man's saw
Shall by a painted cloth be kept in awe。'
Thus graceless holds he disputation
'Tween frozen conscience and hot…burning will；
And with good thoughts makes dispensation；
Urging the worser sense for vantage still；
Which in a moment doth confound and kill
All pure effects； and doth so far proceed
That what is vile shows like a virtuous deed。
Quoth he； 'She took me kindly by the hand；
And gazed for tidings in my eager eyes；
Fearing some hard news from the warlike band
Where her beloved Collatinus lies。
O how her fear did make her colour rise！
First red as roses that on lawn we lay；
Then white as lawn； the roses took away。
'And how her hand； in my hand being locked；
Forced it to tremble with her loyal fear！
Which struck her sad； and then it faster rocked
Until her husband's welfare she did hear；
Whereat she smiled with so sweet a cheer
That had Narcissus seen her as she stood
Self…love had never drowned him in the flood。
'Why hunt I then for colour or excuses？
All orators are dumb when beauty pleadeth；
Poor wretches have remorse in poor abuses；
Love thrives not in the heart that shadows dreadeth；
Affection is my captain； and he leadeth；
And when his gaudy banner is displayed；
The coward fights and will not be dismayed。
'Then childish fear avaunt！ debating die！
Respect and reason wait on wrinkled age！
My heart shall never countermand mine eye；
Sad pause and deep regard beseems the sage；
My part is youth； and beats these from the stage：
Desire my pilot is； beauty my prize；
Then who fears sinking where such treasure lies？'
As corn o'ergrown by weeds； so h
