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〃Mr。 Massy;〃 repeated the other stolidly。







Disheveled; with dull blood…shot eyes; a snuffy; grimy



shirt; greasy trowsers; naked feet thrust into ragged



slippers; he bolted in head down directly Massy had



made way for him。







The chief engineer looked around。  The deck was



empty as far as the taffrail。  All the native passengers



had left in Batu Beru this time; and no others had



joined。  The dial of the patent log tinkled periodically



in the dark at the end of the ship。  It was a dead calm;



and; under the clouded sky; through the still air that



seemed to cling warm; with a seaweed smell; to her slim



hull; on a sea of somber gray and unwrinkled; the ship



moved on an even keel; as if floating detached in empty



space。  But Mr。 Massy slapped his forehead; tottered



a little; caught hold of a belaying…pin at the foot of



the mast。







〃I shall go mad;〃 he muttered; walking across the deck



unsteadily。  A shovel was scraping loose coal down be…



lowa fire…door clanged。  Sterne on the bridge began



whistling a new tune。







Captain Whalley; sitting on the couch; awake and fully



dressed; heard the door of his cabin open。  He did not



move in the least; waiting to recognize the voice; with



an appalling strain of prudence。







A bulkhead lamp blazed on the white paint; the crim…



son plush; the brown varnish of mahogany tops。  The



white wood packing…case under the bed…place had re…



mained unopened for three years now; as though Cap…



tain Whalley had felt that; after the Fair Maid was



gone; there could be no abiding…place on earth for his



affections。  His hands rested on his knees; his hand…



some head with big eyebrows presented a rigid profile



to the doorway。  The expected voice spoke out at



last。







〃Once more; then。  What am I to call you?〃







Ha!  Massy。  Again。  The weariness of it crushed his



heartand the pain of shame was almost more than he



could bear without crying out。







〃Well。  Is it to be 'partner' still?〃







〃You don't know what you ask。〃







〃I know what I want 。 。 。〃







Massy stepped in and closed the door。







〃。 。 。 And I am going to have a try for it with you



once more。〃







His whine was half persuasive; half menacing。







〃For it's no manner of use to tell me that you are



poor。  You don't spend anything on yourself; that's



true enough; but there's another name for that。  You



think you are going to have what you want out of me



for three years; and then cast me off without hearing



what I think of you。  You think I would have submitted



to your airs if I had known you had only a beggarly



five hundred pounds in the world。  You ought to have



told me。〃







〃Perhaps;〃 said Captain Whalley; bowing his head。



〃And yet it has saved you。〃 。 。 。  Massy laughed



scornfully。 。 。 。  〃I have told you often enough



since。〃







〃And I don't believe you now。  When I think how



I let you lord it over my ship!  Do you remember how



you used to bullyrag me about my coat and YOUR bridge?



It was in his way。  HIS bridge!  'And I won't be a



party to thisand I couldn't think of doing that。'



Honest man!  And now it all comes out。  'I am poor;



and I can't。  I have only this five hundred in the world。'〃







He contemplated the immobility of Captain Whalley;



that seemed to present an inconquerable obstacle in



his path。  His face took a mournful cast。







〃You are a hard man。〃







〃Enough;〃 said Captain Whalley; turning upon him。



〃You shall get nothing from me; because I have noth…



ing of mine to give away now。〃







〃Tell that to the marines!〃







Mr。 Massy; going out; looked back once; then the door



closed; and Captain Whalley; alone; sat as still as before。



He had nothing of his owneven his past of honor;



of truth; of just pride; was gone。  All his spotless life



had fallen into the abyss。  He had said his last good…by



to it。  But what belonged to HER; that he meant to save。



Only a little money。  He would take it to her in his own



handsthis last gift of a man that had lasted too long。



And an immense and fierce impulse; the very passion of



paternity; flamed up with all the unquenched vigor of



his worthless life in a desire to see her face。







Just across the deck Massy had gone straight to his



cabin; struck a light; and hunted up the note of the



dreamed number whose figures had flamed up also with



the fierceness of another passion。  He must contrive



somehow not to miss a drawing。  That number meant



something。  But what expedient could he contrive to



keep himself going?







〃Wretched miser!〃 he mumbled。







If Mr。 Sterne could at no time have told him anything



new about his partner; he could have told Mr。 Sterne



that another use could be made of a man's affliction than



just to kick him out; and thus defer the term of a diffi…



cult payment for a year。  To keep the secret of the



affliction and induce him to stay was a better move。  If



without means; he would be anxious to remain; and that



settled the question of refunding him his share。  He did



not know exactly how much Captain Whalley was dis…



abled; but if it so happened that he put the ship ashore



somewhere for good and all; it was not the owner's fault



was it?  He was not obliged to know that there was



anything wrong。  But probably nobody would raise



such a point; and the ship was fully insured。  He had



had enough self…restraint to pay up the premiums。  But



this was not all。  He could not believe Captain Whalley



to be so confoundedly destitute as not to have some more



money put away somewhere。  If he; Massy; could get



hold of it; that would pay for the boilers; and every…



thing went on as before。  And if she got lost in the



end; so much the better。  He hated her: he loathed the



troubles that took his mind off the chances of fortune。



He wished her at the bottom of the sea; and the in…



surance money in his pocket。  And as; baffled; he left



Captain Whalley's cabin; he enveloped in the same



hatred the ship with the worn…out boilers and the man



with the dimmed eyes。







And our conduct after all is so much a matter of outside



suggestion; that had it not been for his Jack's drunken



gabble he would have there and then had it out with this



miserable man; who would neither help; nor stay; nor



yet lose the ship。  The old fraud!  He longed to kick



him out。  But he restrained himself。  Time enough for



thatwhen he liked。  There was a fearful new thought



put into his head。  Wasn't he up to it after all?  How



that beast Jack had raved!  〃Find a safe trick to get



rid of her。〃  Well; Jack was not so far wrong。  A very



clever trick had occurred to him。  Aye!  But what of



the risk?







A feeling of pridethe pride of superiority to com…



mon prejudicescrept into his breast; made his heart



beat fast; his mouth turn dry。  Not everybody would



dare; but he was Massy; and he was up to it!







Six bells were struck on deck。  Eleven!  He drank a



glass of water; and sat down for ten minutes or so to



calm himself。  Then he got out of his chest a small



bull's…eye lantern of his own and lit it。







Almost opposite his berth; across the narrow passage



under the bridge; there was; in the iron deck…structure



covering the stokehold fiddle and the boiler…space; a



storeroom with iron sides; iron roof; iron…plated floor;



too; on account of the heat below。  All sorts of rubbish



was shot there: it had a mound of scrap…iron in a corner;



rows of empty oil…cans; sacks of cotton…waste; with a



heap of charcoal; a deck…forge; fragments of an old hen…



coop; winch…covers all in rags; remnants of lamps; and



a brown felt hat; discarded by a man dead now (of a



fever on the Brazil coast); who had been once mate of



the Sofala; had remained for years jammed forcibly be…



hind a length of burst copper pipe; flung at some time



or other out of the engine…room。  A complete and im…



perious blackness pervaded that Capharnaum of for…



gotten things。  A small shaft of light from Mr。 Massy's



bull's…eye fell slanting right through it。







His coat was unbuttoned; he shot the bolt of the door



(there was no other opening); and; squatting before the



scrap…heap; began to pack his pockets with pieces of



iron。  He packed them carefully; as if the rusty nuts;

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