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I　played　my　part。



〃Very　convenientisn't　it？〃



Very　nice。　　Very　comf　。　。　。〃　He　didn't　finish　and　went　out

brusquely　as　if　to　escape　from　some　unrighteous　wiles　of　mine。

But　it　was　not　to　be。　　I　had　been　too　frightened　not　to　feel　vengeful；

I　felt　I　had　him　on　the　run；　and　I　meant　to　keep　him　on　the　run。

My　polite　insistence　must　have　had　something　menacing　in　it；

because　he　gave　in　suddenly。　　And　I　did　not　let　him　off　a　single　item；

mate's　room；　pantry；　storerooms；　the　very　sail　locker　which　was

also　under　the　poophe　had　to　look　into　them　all。　　When　at　last　I

showed　him　out　on　the　quarter…deck　he　drew　a　long；　spiritless　sigh；

and　mumbled　dismally　that　he　must　really　be　going　back　to　his　ship　now。

I　desired　my　mate；　who　had　joined　us；　to　see　to　the　captain's　boat。



The　man　of　whiskers　gave　a　blast　on　the　whistle　which　he　used

to　wear　hanging　round　his　neck；　and　yelled；　〃Sephora's　away！〃

My　double　down　there　in　my　cabin　must　have　heard；　and　certainly

could　not　feel　more　relieved　than　I。　Four　fellows　came　running

out　from　somewhere　forward　and　went　over　the　side；　while　my

own　men；　appearing　on　deck　too；　lined　the　rail。　　I　escorted

my　visitor　to　the　gangway　ceremoniously；　and　nearly　overdid　it。

He　was　a　tenacious　beast。　　On　the　very　ladder　he　lingered；

and　in　that　unique；　guiltily　conscientious　manner　of　sticking

to　the　point：



〃I　say　。　。　。　you　。　。　。　you　don't　think　that〃



I　covered　his　voice　loudly：



〃Certainly　not。　　。　。　。　I　am　delighted。　　Good…by。〃



I　had　an　idea　of　what　he　meant　to　say；　and　just　saved　myself

by　the　privilege　of　defective　hearing。　　He　was　too　shaken

generally　to　insist；　but　my　mate；　close　witness　of　that　parting；

looked　mystified　and　his　face　took　on　a　thoughtful　cast。

As　I　did　not　want　to　appear　as　if　I　wished　to　avoid　all

communication　with　my　officers；　he　had　the　opportunity

to　address　me。



〃Seems　a　very　nice　man。　　His　boat's　crew　told　our　chaps　a　very

extraordinary　story；　if　what　I　am　told　by　the　steward　is　true。

I　suppose　you　had　it　from　the　captain；　sir？〃



〃Yes。　　I　had　a　story　from　the　captain。〃



〃A　very　horrible　affairisn't　it；　sir？〃



〃It　is。〃



〃Beats　all　these　tales　we　hear　about　murders　in　Yankee　ships。〃



〃I　don't　think　it　beats　them。　　I　don't　think　it　resembles　them

in　the　least。〃



〃Bless　my　soulyou　don't　say　so！　　But　of　course　I've　no

acquaintance　whatever　with　American　ships；　not　I　so　I　couldn't

go　against　your　knowledge。　　It's　horrible　enough　for　me。

。　。　。　But　the　queerest　part　is　that　those　fellows　seemed　to　have

some　idea　the　man　was　hidden　aboard　here。　　They　had　really。

Did　you　ever　hear　of　such　a　thing？〃



〃Preposterousisn't　it？〃



We　were　walking　to　and　fro　athwart　the　quarter…deck。　No　one　of　the　crew

forward　could　be　seen　（the　day　was　Sunday）；　and　the　mate　pursued：



〃There　was　some　little　dispute　about　it。　　Our　chaps　took　offense。

‘As　if　we　would　harbor　a　thing　like　that；'　they　said。

‘Wouldn't　you　like　to　look　for　him　in　our　coal…hole？'　Quite　a　tiff。

But　they　made　it　up　in　the　end。　　I　suppose　he　did　drown　himself。

Don't　you；　sir？〃



〃I　don't　suppose　anything。〃



〃You　have　no　doubt　in　the　matter；　sir？〃



〃None　whatever。〃



I　left　him　suddenly。　　I　felt　I　was　producing　a　bad　impression；

but　with　my　double　down　there　it　was　most　trying　to　be　on　deck。　　And　it

was　almost　as　trying　to　be　below。　　Altogether　a　nerve…trying　situation。

But　on　the　whole　I　felt　less　torn　in　two　when　I　was　with　him。

There　was　no　one　in　the　whole　ship　whom　I　dared　take　into

my　confidence。　　Since　the　hands　had　got　to　know　his　story；

it　would　have　been　impossible　to　pass　him　off　for　anyone　else；

and　an　accidental　discovery　was　to　be　dreaded　now　more　than　ever。

。　。　。



The　steward　being　engaged　in　laying　the　table　for　dinner；

we　could　talk　only　with　our　eyes　when　I　first　went　down。

Later　in　the　afternoon　we　had　a　cautious　try　at　whispering。

The　Sunday　quietness　of　the　ship　was　against　us；　the　stillness

of　air　and　water　around　her　was　against　us；　the　elements；

the　men　were　against　useverything　was　against　us　in　our

secret　partnership；　time　itselffor　this　could　not　go　on　forever。

The　very　trust　in　Providence　was；　I　suppose；　denied　to　his　guilt。

Shall　I　confess　that　this　thought　cast　me　down　very　much？

And　as　to　the　chapter　of　accidents　which　counts　for　so　much

in　the　book　of　success；　I　could　only　hope　that　it　was　closed。

For　what　favorable　accident　could　be　expected？



〃Did　you　hear　everything？〃　were　my　first　words　as　soon　as　we　took

up　our　position　side　by　side；　leaning　over　my　bed　place。



He　had。　　And　the　proof　of　it　was　his　earnest　whisper；　〃The　man　told　you

he　hardly　dared　to　give　the　order。〃



I　understood　the　reference　to　be　to　that　saving　foresail。



〃Yes。　　He　was　afraid　of　it　being　lost　in　the　setting。〃



〃I　assure　you　he　never　gave　the　order。　　He　may　think　he　did；

but　he　never　gave　it。　　He　stood　there　with　me　on　the　break　of　the　poop

after　the　main　topsail　blew　away；　and　whimpered　about　our　last　hope

positively　whimpered　about　it　and　nothing　elseand　the　night　coming　on！

To　hear　one's　skipper　go　on　like　that　in　such　weather　was　enough

to　drive　any　fellow　out　of　his　mind。　　It　worked　me　up　into　a　sort

of　desperation。　　I　just　took　it　into　my　own　hands　and　went

away　from　him；　boiling；　andBut　what's　the　use　telling　you？

YOU　know！　。　。　。　Do　you　think　that　if　I　had　not　been　pretty　fierce

with　them　I　should　have　got　the　men　to　do　anything？　　Not　It！

The　bo's'n　perhaps？　　Perhaps！　　It　wasn't　a　heavy　seait　was　a　sea

gone　mad！　　I　suppose　the　end　of　the　world　will　be　something　like　that；

and　a　man　may　have　the　heart　to　see　it　coming　once　and　be　done　with　it

but　to　have　to　face　it　day　after　dayI　don't　blame　anybody。

I　was　precious　little　better　than　the　rest。　　OnlyI　was　an　officer

of　that　old　coal　wagon；　anyhow〃



〃I　quite　understand；〃　I　conveyed　that　sincere　assurance　into　his　ear。

He　was　out　of　breath　with　whispering；　I　could　hear　him　pant　slightly。

It　was　all　very　simple。　　The　same　strung…up　force　which　had　given　twenty…four

men　a　chance；　at　least；　for　their　lives；　had；　in　a　sort　of　recoil；

crushed　an　unworthy　mutinous　existence。



But　I　had　no　leisure　to　weigh　the　merits　of　the　matter

footsteps　in　the　saloon；　a　heavy　knock。　　〃There's　enough　wind

to　get　under　way　with；　sir。〃　　Here　was　the　call　of　a　new　claim

upon　my　thoughts　and　even　upon　my　feelings。



〃Turn　the　hands　up；〃　I　cried　through　the　door。　　〃I'll　be　on　deck　directly。〃



I　was　going　out　to　make　the　acquaintance　of　my　ship。

Before　I　left　the　cabin　our　eyes　metthe　eyes　of　the　only

two　strangers　on　board。　　I　pointed　to　the　recessed　part　where

the　little　campstool　awaited　him　and　laid　my　finger　on　my　lips。

He　made　a　gesturesomewhat　vaguea　little　mysterious；

accompanied　by　a　faint　smile；　as　if　of　regret。



This　is　not　the　place　to　enlarge　upon　the　sensations　of　a　man

who　feels　for　the　first　time　a　ship　move　under　his　feet　to　his

own　independent　word。　　In　my　case　they　were　not　unalloyed。

I　was　not　wholly　alone　with　my　command；　for　there　was　that　stranger

in　my　cabin。　　Or　rather；　I　was　not　completely　and　wholly　with　her。

Part　of　me　was　absent。　　That　mental　feeling　of　being　in　two

places　at　once　affected　me　physically　as　if　the　mood　of　secrecy

had　penetrated　my　very　soul。　　Before　an　hour　had　elapsed　since

the　ship　had　begun　to　move；　having　occasion　to　ask　the　mate

（he　stood　by　my　side）　to　take　a　compass　bearing　of　the　pagoda；

I　caught　myself　reaching　up　to　his　ear　in　whispers。

I　say　I　caught　myself；　but　enough　had　escaped　to　startle　the　man。

I　can't　describe　it　otherwise　than　by　saying　that　he　shied。

A　grave；　preoccupied　manner；　as　though　he　were　in　possession

of　some　perplexing　intelligence；　did　not　leave　him　henceforth。

A　little　later　I　moved　away　from　the　rail　to　look　at　the　compass

with　such　a　stealthy　gait　that　the　helmsman　noticed　it

and　I　could　not　help　noticing　the　unusual　roundness　of　his　eyes。

These　are　trifling　instances；　though　it's　to　no　commander's

advantage　to　be　suspected　of　ludicrous　eccentricities。

But　I　was　also　more　seriously　affected。　　There　are　to　a　seaman

certain　words；　gestures；　that　should　in　given　conditions　come

as　naturally；　as　instinctively　as　the　winking　of　a　menaced　eye。

A　certain　order　should　spring　on　to　his　lips　without　thinking；

a　certain　sign　should　get　itself　made；　so　to　speak；

without　reflection。　　But　all　unconscious　alertness　had　abandoned　me。

I　had　to　make　an　effort　of　will　to　recall　myself　back

（from　the　cabin）　to　the　conditions　of　the　moment。

I　felt　that　I　was　appearing　an　irresolute　commander　to　those

people　who　were　watching　me　more　or　less　critically。



And；　besides；　there　were　the　scares。　　On　the　second　day　out；

for　instance；　coming　off　the　deck　in　the　afternoon　（I　had　straw

slippers　on　my　bare　feet）　I　stopped　at　the　open　pantry　door　and　spoke

to　the　steward。　　He　was　doing　something　there　with　his　back　to　me。

At　the　soun