original short stories-13-第7节
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Then; each mentioned some fact; some fantastic presentiment some instance
of souls communicating with each other across space; or some case of the
secret influence of one being over another。 They asserted and maintained
that these things had actually occurred; while the sceptic angrily
repeated:
〃Humbug! humbug! humbug!〃
At last he rose; threw away his cigar; and with his hands in his pockets;
said: 〃Well; I also have two stories to tell you; which I will afterwards
explain。 Here they are:
〃In the little village of Etretat; the men; who are all seafaring folk;
go every year to Newfoundland to fish for cod。 One night the little son
of one of these fishermen woke up with a start; crying out that his
father was dead。 The child was quieted; and again he woke up exclaiming
that his father was drowned。 A month later the news came that his father
had; in fact; been swept off the deck of his smack by a billow。 The
widow then remembered how her son had woke up and spoken of his father's
death。 Everyone said it was a miracle; and the affair caused a great
sensation。 The dates were compared; and it was found that the accident
and the dream were almost coincident; whence they concluded that they had
happened on the same night and at the same hour。 And there is a mystery
of magnetism。〃
The story…teller stopped suddenly。
Thereupon; one of those who had heard him; much affected by the
narrative; asked:
〃And can you explain this?〃
〃Perfectly; monsieur。 I have discovered the secret。 The circumstance
surprised me and even perplexed me very much; but you see; I do not
believe on principle。 Just as others begin by believing; I begin by
doubting; and when I cannot understand; I continue to deny that there can
be any telepathic communication between souls; certain that my own
intelligence will be able to explain it。 Well; I kept on inquiring into
the matter; and by dint of questioning all the wives of the absent
seamen; I was convinced that not a week passed without one of them; or
one of their children dreaming and declaring when they woke up that the
father was drowned。 The horrible and continual fear of this accident
makes them always talk about it。 Now; if one of these frequent
predictions coincides; by a very simple chance; with the death of the
person referred to; people at once declare it to be a miracle; for they
suddenly lose sight of all the other predictions of misfortune that have
remained unfulfilled。 I have myself known fifty cases where the persons
who made the prediction forgot all about it a week after wards。 But; if;
then one happens to die; then the recollection of the thing is
immediately revived; and people are ready to believe in the intervention
of God; according to some; and magnetism; according to others。〃
One of the smokers remarked:
〃What you say is right enough; but what about your second story?〃
〃Oh! my second story is a very delicate matter to relate。 It happened
to myself; and so I don't place any great value on my own view of the
matter。 An interested party can never give an impartial opinion。
However; here it is:
〃Among my acquaintances was a young woman on whom I had never bestowed a
thought; whom I had never even looked at attentively; never taken any
notice of。
〃I classed her among the women of no importance; though she was not bad…
looking; she appeared; in fact; to possess eyes; a nose; a mouth; some
sort of hairjust a colorless type of countenance。 She was one of those
beings who awaken only a chance; passing thought; but no special
interest; no desire。
〃Well; one night; as I was writing some letters by my fireside before
going to bed; I was conscious; in the midst of that train of sensuous
visions that sometimes pass through one's brain in moments of idle
reverie; of a kind of slight influence; passing over me; a little flutter
of the heart; and immediately; without any cause; without any logical
connection of thought; I saw distinctly; as if I were touching her; saw
from head to foot; and disrobed; this young woman to whom I had never
given more that three seconds' thought at a time。 I suddenly discovered
in her a number of qualities which I had never before observed; a sweet
charm; a languorous fascination; she awakened in me that sort of restless
emotion that causes one to pursue a woman。 But I did not think of her
long。 I went to bed and was soon asleep。 And I dreamed。
〃You have all had these strange dreams which make you overcome the
impossible; which open to you double…locked doors; unexpected joys;
tightly folded arms?
〃Which of us in these troubled; excising; breathless slumbers; has not
held; clasped; embraced with rapture; the woman who occupied his
thoughts? And have you ever noticed what superhuman delight these happy
dreams give us? Into what mad intoxication they cast you! with what
passionate spasms they shake you! and with what infinite; caressing;
penetrating tenderness they fill your heart for her whom you hold clasped
in your arms in that adorable illusion that is so like reality!
〃All this I felt with unforgettable violence。 This woman was mine; so
much mine that the pleasant warmth of her skin remained in my fingers;
the odor of her skin; in my brain; the taste of her kisses; on my lips;
the sound of her voice lingered in my ears; the touch of her clasp still
clung to me; and the burning charm of her tenderness still gratified my
senses long after the delight but disillusion of my awakening。
〃And three times that night I had the same dream。
〃When the day dawned she haunted me; possessed me; filled my senses to
such an extent that I was not one second without thinking of her。
〃At last; not knowing what to do; I dressed myself and went to call on
her。 As I went upstairs to her apartment; I was so overcome by emotion
that I trembled; and my heart beat rapidly。
〃I entered the apartment。 She rose the moment she heard my name
mentioned; and suddenly our eyes met in a peculiar fixed gaze。
〃I sat down。 I stammered out some commonplaces which she seemed not to
hear。 I did not know what to say or do。 Then; abruptly; clasping my
arms round her; my dream was realized so suddenly that I began to doubt
whether I was really awake。 We were friends after this for two years。〃
〃What conclusion do you draw from it?〃 said a voice。
The story…teller seemed to hesitate。
〃The conclusion I draw from itwell; by Jove; the conclusion is that it
was just a coincidence! And thenwho can tell? Perhaps it was some
glance of hers which I had not noticed and which came back that night to
me through one of those mysterious and unconsciousrecollections that
often bring before us things ignored by our own consciousness;
unperceived by our minds!〃
〃Call it whatever you like;〃 said one of his table companions; when the
story was finished; 〃but if you don't believe in magnetism after that; my
dear boy; you are an ungrateful fellow!〃
A FATHER'S CONFESSION
All Veziers…le…Rethel had followed the funeral procession of M。 Badon…
Leremince to the grave; and the last words of the funeral oration
pronounced by the delegate of the district remained in the minds of all:
〃He was an honest man; at least!〃
An honest man he had been in all the known acts of his life; in his
words; in his examples; his attitude; his behavior; his enterprises; in
the cut of his beard and the shape of his hats。 He never had said a word
that did not set an example; never had given an alms without adding a
word of advice; never had extended his hand without appearing to bestow a
benediction。
He left two children; a boy and a girl。 His son was counselor general;
and his daughter; having married a lawyer; M。 Poirel de la Voulte; moved
in the best society of Veziers。
They were inconsolable at the death of their father; for they loved him
sincerely。
As soon as the ceremony was over; the son; daughter and son…in…law
returned to the house of mourning; and; shutting themselves in the
library; they opened the will; the seals of which were to be broken by
them alone and only after the coffin had been placed in the ground。
This wish was expressed by a notice on the envelope。
M。 Poirel de la Voulte tore open the envelope; in his character of a
lawyer used to such operations; and having adjusted his spectacles; he
read in a monotonous voice; made for reading the details of contracts:
My children; my dear children; I could not sleep the eternal sleep
in peace if I did not make to you from the tomb a confession; the
confession of a crime; remorse for which has ruined my life。 Yes;
I committed a crime; a frightful; abominable crime。
I was twenty…six years old; and I had just been called to the bar in
Paris; and was living the life off young men from the provinces who
are stranded in this town without acquaintances; relatives; or
friends。
I took a sweetheart。 There are beings who cannot live alone。 I was
one of those。 Solitude fills me with horrible anguish; the solitude
of my room beside my fire in the evening。 I feel then as if I were
alone on earth; alone; but surrou