the professor at the breakfast table-第15节
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On the next leaf would figure the gentleman with the black coat and
white cravat; as he looked when he came and entertained her with
stories concerning the death of various little children about her
age; to encourage her; as that wicked Mr。 Arouet said about shooting
Admiral Byng。 Then she would take her pencil; and with a few
scratches there would be the outline of a child; in which you might
notice how one sudden sweep gave the chubby cheek; and two dots
darted at the paper looked like real eyes。
By…and…by she went to school; and caricatured the schoolmaster on the
leaves of her grammars and geographies; and drew the faces of her
companions; and; from time to time; heads and figures from her fancy;
with large eyes; far apart; like those of Raffaelle's mothers and
children; sometimes with wild floating hair; and then with wings and
heads thrown back in ecstasy。 This was at about twelve years old; as
the dates of these drawings show; and; therefore; three or four years
before she came among us。 Soon after this time; the ideal figures
began to take the place of portraits and caricatures; and a new
feature appeared in her drawing…books in the form of fragments of
verse and short poems。
It was dull work; of course; for such a young girl to live with an
old spinster and go to a village school。 Her books bore testimony to
this; for there was a look of sadness in the faces she drew; and a
sense of weariness and longing for some imaginary conditions of
blessedness or other; which began to be painful。 She might have gone
through this flowering of the soul; and; casting her petals; subsided
into a sober; human berry; but for the intervention of friendly
assistance and counsel。
In the town where she lived was a lady of honorable condition;
somewhat past middle age; who was possessed of pretty ample means; of
cultivated tastes; of excellent principles; of exemplary character;
and of more than common accomplishments。 The gentleman in black
broadcloth and white neckerchief only echoed the common voice about
her; when he called her; after enjoying; beneath her hospitable roof;
an excellent cup of tea; with certain elegancies and luxuries he was。
unaccustomed to; 〃The Model of all the Virtues。〃
She deserved this title as well as almost any woman。 She did really
bristle with moral excellences。 Mention any good thing she had not
done; I should like to see you try! There was no handle of weakness
to take hold of her by; she was as unseizable; except in her
totality; as a billiard…ball; and on the broad; green; terrestrial
table; where she had been knocked about; like all of us; by the cue
of Fortune; she glanced from every human contact; and 〃caromed〃 from
one relation to another; and rebounded from the stuffed cushion of
temptation; with such exact and perfect angular movements; that the
Enemy's corps of Reporters had long given up taking notes of her
conduct; as there was no chance for their master。
What an admirable person for the patroness and directress of a
slightly self…willed child; with the lightning zigzag line of genius
running like a glittering vein through the marble whiteness of her
virgin nature! One of the lady…patroness's peculiar virtues was
calmness。 She was resolute and strenuous; but still。 You could
depend on her for every duty; she was as true as steel。 She was
kind…hearted and serviceable in all the relations of life。 She had
more sense; more knowledge; more conversation; as well as more
goodness; than all the partners you have waltzed with this winter put
together。
Yet no man was known to have loved her; or even to have offered
himself to her in marriage。 It was a great wonder。 I am very
anxious to vindicate my character as a philosopher and an observer of
Nature by accounting for this apparently extraordinary fact。
You may remember certain persons who have the misfortune of
presenting to the friends whom they meet a cold; damp hand。 There
are states of mind in which a contact of this kind has a depressing
effect on the vital powers that makes us insensible to all the
virtues and graces of the proprietor of one of these life…absorbing
organs。 When they touch us; virtue passes out of us; and we feel as
if our electricity had been drained by a powerful negative battery;
carried about by an overgrown human torpedo。
〃The Model of all the Virtues〃 had a pair of searching eyes as clear
as Wenham ice; but they were slower to melt than that fickle jewelry。
Her features disordered themselves slightly at times in a surface…
smile; but never broke loose from their corners and indulged in the
riotous tumult of a laugh;which; I take it; is the mob…law of the
features;and propriety the magistrate who reads the riot…act。 She
carried the brimming cup of her inestimable virtues with a cautious;
steady hand; and an eye always on them; to see that they did not
spill。 Then she was an admirable judge of character。 Her mind was a
perfect laboratory of tests and reagents; every syllable you put into
breath went into her intellectual eudiometer; and all your thoughts
were recorded on litmus…paper。 I think there has rarely been a more
admirable woman。 Of course; Miss Iris was immensely and passionately
attached to her。 Well;these are two highly oxygenated adverbs;
grateful;suppose we say;yes;grateful; dutiful; obedient to her
wishes for the most part;perhaps not quite up to the concert pitch
of such a perfect orchestra of the virtues。
We must have a weak spot or two in a character before we can love it
much。 People that do not laugh or cry; or take more of anything than
is good for them; or use anything but dictionary…words; are admirable
subjects for biographies。 But we don't always care most for those
flat…pattern flowers that press best in the herbarium。
This immaculate woman;why could n't she have a fault or two?
Is n't there any old whisper which will tarnish that wearisome
aureole of saintly perfection? Does n't she carry a lump of opium in
her pocket? Is n't her cologne…bottle replenished oftener than its
legitimate use would require? It would be such a comfort!
Not for the world would a young creature like Iris have let such
words escape her; or such thoughts pass through her mind。 Whether at
the bottom of her soul lies any uneasy consciousness of an oppressive
presence; it is hard to say; until we know more about her。 Iris sits
between the Little Gentleman and the 〃Model of all the Virtues;〃 as
the black…coated personage called her。 I will watch them all。
Here I stop for the present。 What the Professor said has had to
make way this time for what he saw and heard。
…And now you may read these lines; which were written for gentle
souls who love music; and read in even tones; and; perhaps; with
something like a smile upon the reader's lips; at a meeting where
these musical friends had gathered。 Whether they were written with
smiles or not; you can guess better after you have read them。
THE OPENING OF THE PIANO。
In the little southern parlor of the house you may have seen
With the gambrel…roof; and the gable looking westward to the green;
At the side toward the sunset; with the window on its right;
Stood the London…made piano I am dreaming of to…night。
Ah me! how I remember the evening when it came!
What a cry of eager voices; what a group of cheeks in flame;
When the wondrous boa was opened that had come from over seas;
With its smell of mastic…varnish and its flash of ivory keys!
Then the children all grew fretful in the restlessness of joy;
For the boy would push his sister; and the sister crowd the boy;
Till the father asked for quiet in his grave paternal way;
But the mother hushed the tumult with the words; 〃Now; Mary; play。〃
For the dear soul knew that music was a very sovereign balm;
She had sprinkled it over Sorrow and seen its brow grow calm;
In the days of slender harpsichords with tapping tinkling quills;
Or caroling to her spinet with its thin metallic thrills。
So Mary; the household minstrel; who always loved to please;
Sat down to the new 〃Clementi;〃 and struck the glittering keys。
Hushed were the children's voices; and every eye grew dim;
As; floating from lip and finger; arose the 〃Vesper Hymn。〃
Catharine; child of a neighbor; curly and rosy…red;
(Wedded since; and a widow;something like ten years dead;)
Hearing a gush of music such as none before;
Steals from her mother's chamber and peeps at the open door。
Just as the 〃Jubilate 〃 in threaded whisper dies;
〃Open it! open it; lady!〃 the little maiden cries;
(For she thought't was a singing creature caged in a box she heard;)
〃Open it! open it; lady! and let me see the bird!〃
IV
I don't know whether our literary or professional people are more
amiable than they are in other places; but certainly quarrelling is
out of fa