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weakened and impaired it in the narration; by the necessity of
using the more refined expressions of society。

This love; then; this constancy; this passion; is no poetical
fiction。  It is actual; and dwells in its greatest purity amongst
that class of mankind whom we term rude; uneducated。  We are the
educated; not the perverted。  But read this story with attention;
I implore you。  I am tranquil to…day; for I have been employed
upon this narration: you see by my writing that I am not so agitated
as usual。  I read and re…read this tale; Wilhelm: it is the history
of your friend!  My fortune has been and will be similar; and I
am neither half so brave nor half so determined as the poor wretch
with whom I hesitate to compare myself。

SEPTEMBER 5。

Charlotte had written a letter to her husband in the country; where
he was detained by business。  It commenced; 〃My dearest love;
return as soon as possible: I await you with a thousand raptures。〃
A friend who arrived; brought word; that; for certain reasons; he
could not return immediately。  Charlotte's letter was not forwarded;
and the same evening it fell into my hands。  I read it; and smiled。
She asked the reason。 〃What a heavenly treasure is imagination:〃
I exclaimed; 〃I fancied for a moment that this was written to me。〃
She paused; and seemed displeased。  I was silent。

SEPTEMBER 6。

It cost me much to part with the blue coat which I wore the first
time I danced with Charlotte。  But I could not possibly wear it
any longer。  But I have ordered a new one; precisely similar; even
to the collar and sleeves; as well as a new waistcoat and pantaloons。

But it does not produce the same effect upon me。  I know not how
it is; but I hope in time I shall like it better。

SEPTEMBER 12。

She has been absent for some days。  She went to meet Albert。
To…day I visited her: she rose to receive me; and I kissed her
hand most tenderly。

A canary at the moment flew from a mirror; and settled upon her
shoulder。  〃Here is a new friend;〃 she observed; while she made
him perch upon her hand: 〃he is a present for the children。  What
a dear he is!  Look at him!  When I feed him; he flutters with his
wings; and pecks so nicely。  He kisses me; too; only look!〃

She held the bird to her mouth; and he pressed her sweet lips with
so much fervour that he seemed to feel the excess of bliss which
he enjoyed。

〃He shall kiss you too;〃 she added; and then she held the bird
toward me。  His little beak moved from her mouth to mine; and the
delightful sensation seemed like the forerunner of the sweetest
bliss。

〃A kiss;〃 I observed; 〃does not seem to satisfy him: he wishes for
food; and seems disappointed by these unsatisfactory endearments。〃

〃But he eats out of my mouth;〃 she continued; and extended her
lips to him containing seed; and she smiled with all the charm of
a being who has allowed an innocent participation of her love。

I turned my face away。  She should not act thus。 She ought not to
excite my imagination with such displays of heavenly innocence and
happiness; nor awaken my heart from its slumbers; in which it
dreams of the worthlessness of life!  And why not?  Because she
knows how much I love her。

SEPTEMBER 15。

It makes me wretched; Wilhelm; to think that there should be men
incapable of appreciating the few things which possess a real value
in life。  You remember the walnut trees at S; under which I used
to sit with Charlotte; during my visits to the worthy old vicar。
Those glorious trees; the very sight of which has so often filled
my heart with joy; how they adorned and refreshed the parsonage
yard; with their wide…extended branches! and how pleasing was our
remembrance of the good old pastor; by whose hands they were
planted so many years ago: The schoolmaster has frequently mentioned
his name。  He had it from his grandfather。  He must have been a
most excellent man; and; under the shade of those old trees; his
memory was ever venerated by me。  The schoolmaster informed us
yesterday; with tears in his eyes; that those trees had been felled。
Yes; cut to the ground!  I could; in my wrath; have slain the
monster who struck the first stroke。  And I must endure this! 
I; who; if I had had two such trees in my own court; and one had
died from old age; should have wept with real affliction。  But
there is some comfort left; such a thing is sentiment; the whole
village murmurs at the misfortune; and I hope the vicar's wife
will soon find; by the cessation of the villagers' presents; how
much she has wounded the feelings of the neighborhhood。  It was
she who did it; the wife of the present incumbent (our good old
man is dead); a tall; sickly creature who is so far right to
disregard the world; as the world totally disregards her。  The
silly being affects to be learned; pretends to examine the canonical
books; lends her aid toward the new…fashioned reformation of
Christendom; moral and critical; and shrugs up her shoulders at
the mention of Lavater's enthusiasm。  Her health is destroyed; on
account of which she is prevented from having any enjoyment here
below。  Only such a creature could have cut down my walnut trees!
I can never pardon it。  Hear her reasons。  The falling leaves made
the court wet and dirty; the branches obstructed the light; boys
threw stones at the nuts when they were ripe; and the noise affected
her nerves; and disturbed her profound meditations; when she was
weighing the diffculties of Kennicot; Semler; and Michaelis。
Finding that all the parish; particularly the old people; were
displeased; I asked 〃why they allowed it?〃  〃Ah; sir!〃 they replied;
〃when the steward orders; what can we poor peasants do?〃  But one
thing has happened well。  The steward and the vicar (who; for once;
thought to reap some advantage from the caprices of his wife)
intended to divide the trees between them。  The revenue…office;
being informed of it; revived an old claim to the ground where the
trees had stood; and sold them to the best bidder。  There they
still lie on the ground。  If I were the sovereign; I should know
how to deal with them all; vicar; steward; and revenue…office。
Sovereign; did I say?  I should; in that case; care little about
the trees that grew in the country。
  
OCTOBER 10。 

Only to gaze upon her dark eyes is to me a source of happiness!
And what grieves me; is; that Albert does not seem so happy as he
 hoped to be  as I should have been  if  I am no friend
to these pauses; but here I cannot express it otherwise; and
probably I am explicit enough。

OCTOBER 12。

Ossian has superseded Homer in my heart。  To what a world does
the illustrious bard carry me!  To wander over pathless wilds;
surrounded by impetuous whirlwinds; where; by the feeble light
of the moon; we see the spirits of our ancestors; to hear from
the mountain…tops; mid the roar of torrents; their plaintive
sounds issuing from deep caverns; and the sorrowful lamentations
of a maiden who sighs and expires on the mossy tomb of the warrior
by whom she was adored。  I meet this bard with silver hair; he
wanders in the valley; he seeks the footsteps of his fathers; and;
alas! he finds only their tombs。  Then; contemplating the pale
moon; as she sinks beneath the waves of the rolling sea; the memory
of bygone days strikes the mind of the hero; days when approaching
danger invigorated the brave; and the moon shone upon his bark
laden with spoils; and returning in triumph。  When I read in his
countenance deep sorrow; when I see his dying glory sink exhausted
into the grave; as he inhales new and heart…thrilling delight
from his approaching union with his beloved; and he casts a look
on the cold earth and the tall grass which is so soon to cover him;
and then exclaims; 〃The traveller will come;  he will come who
has seen my beauty; and he will ask; 'Where is the bard; where is
the illustrious son of Fingal?'  He will walk over my tomb; and
will seek me in vain!〃  Then; O my friend; I could instantly; like
a true and noble knight; draw my sword; and deliver my prince from
the long and painful languor of a living death; and dismiss my own
soul to follow the demigod whom my hand had set free!

OCTOBER 19。

Alas! the void the fearful void; which I feel in my bosom!  Sometimes
I think; if I could only once but once; press her to my heart; this
dreadful void would be filled。

OCTOBER 26。

Yes; I feel certain; Wilhelm; and every day I become more certain;
that the existence of any being whatever is of very little consequence。
A friend of Charlotte's called to see her just now。  I withdrew
into a neighbouring apartment; and took up a book; but; finding I
could not read; I sat down to write。  I heard them converse in an
undertone: they spoke upon indifferent topics; and retailed the
news of the town。  One was going to be married; another was ill;
very ill; she had a dry cough; her face was growing thinner daily;
and she had occasional fits。  〃N is very unwell too;〃 said
Charlotte。  〃His limbs begin to swell already;〃 answered the other;
and my lively imagination carried me at once to the beds of the
infirm。  There I see them struggling against death; with all the
agonies of pain and horr

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