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Haldin stood suddenly before him in the room with an

extraordinary completeness of detail。  Though the short winter

day had passed already into the sinister twilight of a land

buried in snow; Razumov saw plainly the narrow leather strap

round the Tcherkess coat。  The illusion of that hateful presence

was so perfect that he half expected it to ask; 〃Is the outer

door closed?〃 He looked at it with hatred and contempt。 Souls do

not take a shape of clothing。  Moreover; Haldin could not be

dead yet。 Razumov stepped forward menacingly; the vision

vanishedand turning short on his heel he walked out

of his room with infinite disdain。



But after going down the first flight of stairs it occurred to

him that perhaps the superior authorities of police meant to

confront him with Haldin in the flesh。  This thought struck him

like a bullet; and had he not clung with both hands to the

banister he would have rolled down to the next landing most

likely。  His legs were of no use for a considerable time。 。 。 。

But why?  For what conceivable reason?  To what end?



There could be no rational answer to these questions; but Razumov

remembered the promise made by the General to Prince K…。  His

action was to remain unknown。



He got down to the bottom of the stairs; lowering himself as it

were from step to step; by the banister。 Under the gate he

regained much of his firmness of thought and limb。  He went out

into the street without staggering visibly。  Every moment he felt

steadier mentally。  And yet he was saying to himself that General

T… was perfectly capable of shutting him up in the fortress for

an indefinite time。  His temperament fitted his remorseless task;

and his omnipotence made him inaccessible to reasonable argument。



But when Razumov arrived at the Secretariat he discovered that he

would have nothing to do with General T…。  It is evident from

Mr。 Razumov's diary that this dreaded personality was to remain

in the background。  A civilian of superior rank received him in a

private room after a period of waiting in outer offices where a

lot of scribbling went on at many tables in a heated and stuffy

atmosphere。



The clerk in uniform who conducted him said in the corridor



〃You are going before Gregor Matvieitch Mikulin。〃



There was nothing formidable about the man bearing that name。

His mild; expectant glance was turned on the door already when

Razumov entered。  At once; with the penholder he was holding in

his hand; he pointed to a deep sofa between two windows。  He

followed Razumov with his eyes while that last crossed the room

and sat down。 The mild gaze rested on him; not curious; not

inquisitivecertainly not suspiciousalmost without expression。

In its passionless persistence there was something resembling

sympathy。



Razumov; who had prepared his will and his intelligence to

encounter General T… himself; was profoundly troubled。  All the

moral bracing up against the possible excesses of power and

passion went for nothing before this sallow man; who wore a full

unclipped beard。  It was fair; thin; and very fine。  The light

fell in coppery gleams on the protuberances of a high; rugged

forehead。  And the aspect of the broad; soft physiognomy was so

homely and rustic that the careful middle parting of the hair

seemed a pretentious affectation。



The diary of Mr。 Razumov testifies to some irritation on his

part。  I may remark here that the diary proper consisting of the

more or less daily entries seems to have been begun on that very

evening after Mr。 Razumov had returned home。



Mr。 Razumov; then; was irritated。  His strung…up individuality

had  gone to pieces within him very suddenly。



〃I must be very prudent with him;〃 he warned himself in the

silence during which they sat gazing at each other。  It lasted

some little time; and was characterized (for silences have their

character) by a sort of sadness imparted to it perhaps by the

mild and thoughtful manner of the bearded official。  Razumov

learned later that he was the chief of a department in the

General Secretariat; with a rank in the civil service equivalent

to that of a colonel in the army。



Razumov's mistrust became acute。  The main point was; not to be

drawn into saying too much。  He had been called there for some

reason。  What reason?  To be given to understand that he was a

suspectand also no doubt to be pumped。  As to what precisely?

There was nothing。  Or perhaps Haldin had been telling lies。 。 。 。

Every alarming uncertainty beset Razumov。  He could bear the

silence no longer; and cursing himself for his weakness spoke

first; though he had promised himself not to do so on any

account。



〃I haven't lost a moment's time;〃 he began in a hoarse; provoking

tone; and then the faculty of speech seemed to leave him and

enter the body of Councillor Mikulin; who chimed in approvingly



〃Very proper。  Very proper。  Though as a matter of fact。 。 。



But the spell was broken; and Razumov interrupted him boldly;

under a sudden conviction that this was the safest attitude to

take。  With a great flow of words he complained of being totally

misunderstood。  Even as he talked with a perception of his own

audacity he thought that the word 〃misunderstood〃 was better than

the word 〃mistrusted;〃 and he repeated it again with insistence。

Suddenly he ceased; being seized with fright before the attentive

immobility of the official。  〃What am I talking about?〃 he

thought; eyeing him with a vague gaze。  Mistrustednot

misunderstoodwas the right symbol for these people。

Misunderstood was the other kind of curse。  Both had been brought

on his head by that fellow Haldin。  And his head ached terribly。

He passed his hand over his browan involuntary gesture of

suffering; which he was too careless to restrain。











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