green mansions-第30节
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〃Oh； you are going to kill yourself。〃 she cried。 〃Oh； wicked man； wait until you know what will happen to you after death。 All shall now be told to my mother。 Hear my words； then kill yourself。〃
She also now dropped on to her knees and； lifting her clasped hands and fixing her resentful sparkling eyes on the dim blue patch of heaven visible beyond the treetops； began to speak rapidly in clear； vibrating tones。 She was praying to her mother in heaven； and while Nuflo listened absorbed； his mouth open； his eyes fixed on her； the hand that clutched the knife dropped to his side。 I also heard with the greatest wonder and admiration。 For she had been shy and reticent with me； and now； as if oblivious of my presence； she was telling aloud the secrets of her inmost heart。
〃O mother； mother； listen to me； to Rima； your beloved child！〃 she began。 〃All these years I have been wickedly deceived by grandfatherNuflothe old man that found you。 Often have I spoken to him of Riolama； where you once were； and your people are； and he denied all knowledge of such a place。 Sometimes he said that it was at an immense distance； in a great wilderness full of serpents larger than the trunks of great trees； and of evil spirits and savage men； slayers of all strangers。 At other times he affirmed that no such place existed； that it was a tale told by the Indians； such false things did he say to meto Rima； your child。 O mother； can you believe such wickedness？
〃Then a stranger； a white man from Venezuela； came into our woods： this is the man that was bitten by a serpent； and his name is Abel； only I do not call him by that name； but by other names which I have told you。 But perhaps you did not listen； or did not hear； for I spoke softly and not as now； on my knees； solemnly。 For I must tell you； O mother； that after you died the priest at Voa told me repeatedly that when I prayed； whether to you or to any of the saints； or to the Mother of Heaven； I must speak as he had taught me if I wished to be heard and understood。 And that was most strange； since you had taught me differently； but you were living then； at Voa； and now that you are in heaven； perhaps you know better。 Therefore listen to me now； O mother； and let nothing I say escape you。
〃When this white man had been for some days with us； a strange thing happened to me； which made me different； so that I was no longer Rima； although Rima stillso strange was this thing； and I often went to the pool to look at myself and see the change in me； but nothing different could I see。 In the first place it came from his eyes passing into mine； and filling me just as the lightning fills a cloud at sunset： afterwards it was no longer from his eyes only； but it came into me whenever I saw him； even at a distance； when I heard his voice； and most of all when he touched me with his hand。 When he is out of my sight I cannot rest until I see him again； and when I see him； then I am glad； yet in such fear and trouble that I hide myself from him。 O mother； it could not be told； for once when he caught me in his arms and compelled me to speak of it； he did not understand； yet there was need to tell it； then it came to me that only to our people could it be told； for they would understand； and reply to me； and tell me what to do in such a case。
〃And now； O mother； this is what happened next。 I went to grandfather and first begged and then commanded him to take me to Riolama； but he would not obey； nor give attention to what I said； but whenever I spoke to him of it he rose up and hurried from me； and when I followed he flung back a confused and angry reply； saying in the same breath that it was so long since he had been to Riolama that he had forgotten where it was； and that no such place existed。 And which of his words were true and which false I knew not； so that it would have been better if he had returned no answer at all； and there was no help to be got from him。 And having thus failed； and there being no other person to speak to except this stranger； I determined to go to him； and in his company seek through the whole world for my people。 This will surprise you； O mother； because of that fear which came on me in his presence； causing me to hide from his sight； but my wish was so great that for a time it overcame my fear； so that I went to him as he sat alone in the wood； sad because he could not see me； and spoke to him； and led him to the summit of Ytaioa to show me all the countries of the world from the summit。 And you must also know that I tremble in his presence； not because I fear him as I fear Indians and cruel men； for he has no evil in him； and is beautiful to look at； and his words are gentle； and his desire is to be always with me； so that he difFers from all other men I have seen； just as I differ from all women； except from you only； O sweet mother。
〃On the mountain…top he marked out and named all the countries of the world； the great mountains； the rivers； the plains； the forests； the cities； and told me also of the peoples； whites and savages； but of our people nothing。 And beyond where the world ends there is water； water； water。 And when he spoke of that unknown part on the borders of Guayana； on the side of the Cordilleras； he named the mountains of Riolama； and in that way I first found out where my people are。 I then left him on Ytaioa； he refusing to follow me； and ran to grandfather and taxed him with his falsehoods； and he； finding I knew all； escaped from me into the woods； where I have now found him once more； talking with the stranger。 And now； O mother； seeing himself caught and unable to escape a second time； he has taken up a knife to kill himself； so as not to take me to Riolama； and he is only waiting until I finish speaking to you； for I wish him to know what will happen to him after death。 Therefore； O mother； listen well and do what I tell you。 When he has killed himself； and has come into that place where you are； see that he does not escape the punishment he merits。 Watch well for his coming； for he is full of cunning and deceit； and will endeavor to hide himself from your eyes。 When you have recognized himan old man； brown as an Indian； with a white beardpoint him out to the angels； and say： 'This is Nuflo； the bad man that lied to Rima。' Let them take him and singe his wings with fire； so that he may not escape by flying； and afterwards thrust him into some dark cavern under a mountain； and place a great stone that a hundred men could not remove over its mouth； and leave him there alone and in the dark for ever！〃
Having ended； she rose quickly from her knees； and at the same moment Nuflo； dropping the knife； cast himself prostrate at her feet。
〃Rimamy child； my child； not that！〃 he cried out in a voice that was broken with terror。 He tried to take hold of her feet with his hands； but she shrank from him with aversion； still he kept on crawling after her like a disabled lizard； abjectly imploring her to forgive him； reminding her that he had saved from death the woman whose enmity had now been enlisted against him； and declaring that he would do anything she commanded him； and gladly perish in her service。
It was a pitiable sight； and moving quickly to her side I touched her on the shoulder and asked her to forgive him。
The response came quickly enough。 Turning to him once more； she said： 〃I forgive you； grandfather。 And now get up and take me to Riolama。〃
He rose； but only to his knees。 〃But you have not told her！〃 he said； recovering his natural voice； although still anxious； and jerking a thumb over his shoulder。 〃Consider； my child； that I am old and shall doubtless perish on the way。 What would become of my soul in such a case？ For now you have told her everything； and it will not be forgotten。〃
She regarded him in silence for a few moments； then； moving a little way apart； dropped on to her knees again； and with raised hands and eyes fixed on the blue space above； already sprinkled with stars； prayed again。
〃O mother； listen to me； for I have something fresh to say to you。 Grandfather has not killed himself； but has asked my forgiveness and has promised to obey me。 O mother； I have forgiven him； and he will now take me to Riolama； to our people。 Therefore； O mother； if he dies on the way to Riolama let nothing be done against him； but remember only that I forgave him at the last； and when he comes into that place where you are； let him be well received； for that is the wish of Rima； your child。〃
As soon as this second petition was ended she was up again and engaged in an animated discussion with him； urging him to take her without further delay to Riolama； while he； now recovered from his fear； urged that so important an undertaking required a great deal of thought and preparation； that the journey would occupy about twenty days； and unless he set out well provided with food he would starve before accomplishing half the distance； and his death would leave her worse off than before。 He concluded by affirming that he could not start in less time than seven or eight days。
For a while I listened with keen interest to this dispute； and at length interposed once more on the old man's side。 The poor gi
