ivanoff-第9节

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out　of　spite？　To　give　the　devil　something　to　do；　eh；　Paul？

LEBEDIEFF。　You　are　talking　nonsense；　Count。　You　and　I　must　fix
our　thoughts　on　dying　now；　we　have　left　Martha's　money　far　behind
us；　our　day　is　over。

SHABELSKI。　No；　I　shall　certainly　marry　her；　upon　my　word；　I
shall！

Enter　IVANOFF　and　LVOFF。

LVOFF。　Will　you　please　spare　me　five　minutes　of　your　time？

LEBEDIEFF。　Hallo；　Nicholas！　＇He　goes　to　meet　IVANOFF＇　How　are
you；　old　friend？　I　have　been　waiting　an　hour　for　you。

AVDOTIA。　＇Bows＇　How　do　you　do；　my　son？

IVANOFF。　＇Bitterly＇　So　you　have　turned　my　library　into　a　bar…room
again；　have　you？　And　yet　I　have　begged　you　all　a　thousand　times
not　to　do　so！　＇He　goes　up　to　the　table＇　There；　you　see；　you　have
spilt　vodka　all　over　my　papers　and　scattered　crumbs　and　cucumbers
everywhere！　It　is　disgusting！

LEBEDIEFF。　I　beg　your　pardon；　Nicholas。　Please　forgive　me。　I　have
something　very　important　to　speak　to　you　about。

BORKIN。　So　have　I。

LVOFF。　May　I　have　a　word　with　you？

IVANOFF。　＇Pointing　to　LEBEDIEFF＇　He　wants　to　speak　to　me；　wait　a
minute。　＇To　LEBEDIEFF＇　Well；　what　is　it？

LEBEDIEFF。　＇To　the　others＇　Excuse　me；　ladies　and　gentlemen；　I
want　to　speak　to　him　in　private。

SHABELSKI　goes　out；　followed　by　AVDOTIA；　BORKIN；　and　LVOFF。

IVANOFF。　Paul；　you　may　drink　yourself　as　much　as　you　choose；　it
is　your　weakness；　but　I　must　ask　you　not　to　make　my　uncle　tipsy。
He　never　used　to　drink　at　all；　it　is　bad　for　him。

LEBEDIEFF。　＇Startled＇　My　dear　boy；　I　didn't　know　that！　I　wasn't
thinking　of　him　at　all。

IVANOFF。　If　this　old　baby　should　die　on　my　hands　the　blame　would
be　mine；　not　yours。　Now；　what　do　you　want？　＇A　pause。＇

LEBEDIEFF。　The　fact　is；　NicholasI　really　don't　know　how　I　can
put　it　to　make　it　seem　less　brutalNicholas；　I　am　ashamed　of
myself；　I　am　blushing；　my　tongue　sticks　to　the　roof　of　my　mouth。
My　dear　boy；　put　yourself　in　my　place；　remember　that　I　am　not　a
free　man；　I　am　as　putty　in　the　hands　of　my　wife；　a　slaveforgive
me！

IVANOFF。　What　does　this　mean？

LEBEDIEFF。　My　wife　has　sent　me　to　you；　do　me　a　favour；　be　a
friend　to　me；　pay　her　the　interest　on　the　money　you　owe　her。
Believe　me；　she　has　been　tormenting　me　and　going　for　me　tooth　and
nail。　For　heaven's　sake；　free　yourself　from　her　clutches！

IVANOFF。　You　know；　Paul；　that　I　have　no　money　now。

LEBEDIEFF。　I　know；　I　know；　but　what　can　I　do？　She　won't　wait。　If
she　should　sue　you　for　the　money；　how　could　Sasha　and　I　ever　look
you　in　the　face　again？

IVANOFF。　I　am　ready　to　sink　through　the　floor　with　shame；　Paul；
but　where；　where　shall　I　get　the　money？　Tell　me；　where？　There　is
nothing　I　can　do　but　to　wait　until　I　sell　my　wheat　in　the　autumn。

LEBEDIEFF。　＇Shrieks＇　But　she　won't　wait！　＇A　pause。＇

IVANOFF。　Your　position　is　very　delicate　and　unpleasant；　but　mine
is　even　worse。　＇He　walks　up　and　down　in　deep　thought＇　I　am　at　my
wit's　end；　there　is　nothing　I　can　sell　now。

LEBEDIEFF。　You　might　go　to　Mulbach　and　get　some　money　from　him；
doesn't　he　owe　you　sixty　thousand　roubles？

IVANOFF　makes　a　despairing　gesture。

LEBEDIEFF。　Listen　to　me；　Nicholas；　I　know　you　will　be　angry；　but
you　must　forgive　an　old　drunkard　like　me。　This　is　between
friends；　remember　I　am　your　friend。　We　were　students　together；
both　Liberals；　we　had　the　same　interests　and　ideals；　we　studied
together　at　the　University　of　Moscow。　It　is　our　Alma　Mater。　＇He
takes　out　his　purse＇　I　have　a　private　fund　here；　not　a　soul　at
home　knows　of　its　existence。　Let　me　lend　it　to　you。　＇He　takes　out
the　money　and　lays　it　on　the　table＇　Forget　your　pride；　this　is
between　friends！　I　should　take　it　from　you；　indeed　I　should！　＇A
pause＇　There　is　the　money；　one　hundred　thousand　roubles。　Take　
it；
go　to　her　y　ourself　and　say：　〃Take　the　money；　Zinaida；　and　may
you　choke　on　it。〃　Only；　for　heaven's　sake；　don't　let　her　see　by
your　manner　that　you　got　it　from　me；　or　she　would　certainly　go
for　me；　with　her　old　jam！　＇He　looks　intently　into　IVANOFF'S　face＇
There；　there；　no　matter。　＇He　quickly　takes　up　the　money　and
stuffs　it　back　into　his　pocket＇　Don't　take　it；　I　was　only　joking。
Forgive　me！　Are　you　hurt？

IVANOFF　waves　his　hand。

LEBEDIEFF。　Yes；　the　truth　is　＇He　sighs＇　This　is　a　time　of
sorrow　and　pain　for　you。　A　man；　brother；　is　like　a　samovar；　he
cannot　always　stand　coolly　on　a　shelf；　hot　coals　will　be　dropped
into　him　some　day；　and　thenfizz！　The　comparison　is　idiotic；　but
it　is　the　best　I　can　think　of。　＇Sighing＇　Misfortunes　wring　the
soul；　and　yet　I　am　not　worried　about　you；　brother。　Wheat　goes
through　the　mill；　and　comes　out　as　flour；　and　you　will　come
safely　through　your　troubles；　but　I　am　annoyed；　Nicholas；　and
angry　with　the　people　around　you。　The　whole　countryside　is
buzzing　with　gossip；　where　does　it　all　start？　They　say　you　will
be　soon　arrested　for　your　debts；　that　you　are　a　bloodthirsty
murderer；　a　monster　of　cruelty；　a　robber。

IVANOFF。　All　that　is　nothing　to　me；　my　head　is　aching。

LEBEDIEFF。　Because　you　think　so　much。

IVANOFF。　I　never　think。

LEBEDIEFF。　Come；　Nicholas；　snap　your　fingers　at　the　whole　thing；
and　drive　over　to　visit　us。　Sasha　loves　and　understands　you。　She
is　a　sweet；　honest；　lovely　girl；　too　good　to　be　the　child　of　her
mother　and　me！　Sometimes；　when　I　look　at　her；　I　cannot　believe
that　such　a　treasure　could　belong　to　a　fat　old　drunkard　like　me。
Go　to　her；　talk　to　her；　and　let　her　cheer　you。　She　is　a　good；
true…hearted　girl。

IVANOFF。　Paul；　my　dear　friend；　please　go；　and　leave　me　alone。

LEBEDIEFF。　I　understand；　I　understand！　＇He　glances　at　his　watch＇
Yes；　I　understand。　＇He　kisses　IVANOFF＇　Good…bye；　I　must　go　to　the
blessing　of　the　school　now。　＇He　goes　as　far　as　the　door；　then
stops＇　She　is　so　clever！　Sasha　and　I　were　talking　about　gossiping
yesterday；　and　she　flashed　out　this　epigram：　〃Father；〃　she　said；
〃fire…flies　shine　at　night　so　that　the　night…birds　may　make　them
their　prey；　and　good　people　are　made　to　be　preyed　upon　by　gossips
and　slanderers。〃　What　do　you　think　of　that？　She　is　a　genius；
another　George　Sand！

IVANOFF。　＇Stopping　him　as　he　goes　out＇　Paul；　what　is　the　matter
with　me？

LEBEDIEFF。　I　have　wanted　to　ask　you　that　myself；　but　I　must
confess　I　was　ashamed　to。　I　don't　know；　old　chap。　Sometimes　I
think　your　troubles　have　been　too　heavy　for　you；　and　yet　I　know
you　are　not　the　kind　to　give　in　to　them；　you　would　not　be
overcome　by　misfortune。　It　must　be　something　else；　Nicholas；　but
what　it　may　be　I　can't　imagine。

IVANOFF。　I　can't　imagine　either　what　the　matter　is；　unlessand
yet　no　＇A　pause＇　Well；　do　you　see；　this　is　what　I　wanted　to
say。　I　used　to　have　a　workman　called　Simon；　you　remember　him。
Once；　at　threshing…time；　to　show　the　girls　how　strong　he　was；　he
loaded　himself　with　two　sacks　of　rye；　and　broke　his　back。　He　died
soon　after。　I　think　I　have　broken　my　back　also。　First　I　went　to
school；　then　to　the　university；　then　came　the　cares　of　this
estate；　all　my　plansI　did　not　believe　what　others　did；　did　not
marry　as　others　did；　I　worked　passionately；　risked　everything；　no
one　else；　as　you　know；　threw　their　money　away　to　right　and　left
as　I　did。　So　I　heaped　the　burdens　on　my　back；　and　it　broke。　We
are　all　heroes　at　twenty；　ready　to　attack　anything；　to　do
everything；　and　at　thirty　are　worn…out；　useless　men。　How；　oh；　how
do　you　account　for　this　weariness？　However；　I　may　be　quite　wrong；
go　away；　Paul；　I　am　boring　you。

LEBEDIEFF。　I　know　what　is　the　matter　with　you；　old　man：　you　got
out　of　bed　on　the　wrong　side　this　morning。

IVANOFF。　That　is　stupid；　Paul；　and　stale。　Go　away！

LEBEDIEFF。　It　is　stupid；　certainly。　I　see　that　myself　now。　I　am
going　at　once。　＇LEBEDIEFF　goes　out。

IVANOFF。　＇Alone＇　I　am　a　worthless；　miserable；　useless　man。　Only　a
man　equally　miserable　and　suffering；　as　Paul　is；　could　love　or
esteem　me　now。　Good　God！　How　I　loathe　myself！　How　bitterly　I　hate
my　voice；　my　hands；　my　thoughts；　these　clothes；　each　step　I　take！
How　ridiculous　it　is；　how　disgusting！　Less　than　a　year　ago　I　was
healthy　and　strong；　full　of　pride　and　energy　and　enthusiasm。　I
worked　with　these　hands　here；　and　my　words　could　move　the　dullest
man　to　tears。　I　could　weep　with　sorrow；　and　grow　indignant　at　the
sight　of　wrong。　I　could　feel　the　glow　of　inspiration；　and
understand　the　beauty　and　romance　of　the　silent　nights　which　I
used　to　watch　through　from　evening　until　dawn；　sitting　at　my
worktable；　and　giving　up　my　soul　to　dreams。　I　believed　in　a
bright　future　then；　and　looked　into　it　as　trustfully　as　a　child
looks　into　its　mother's　eyes。　And　now；　oh；　it　is　terrible！　I　am
tired　and　without　hope；　I　spend　my　days　and　nights　in　idleness；　I
have　no　control　over　my　feet　or　brain。　My　estate　is　ruined；　my
woods　are　falling　under　the　blows　of　the　axe。　＇He　weeps＇　My
neglected　land　looks　up　at　me　as　reproachfully　as　an　orphan。　I
expect　nothing；　am　sorry　for　nothing；　my　whole　soul　trembles　at
the　thought　of　each　new　day。　And　what　can　I　think　of　my　treatment
of　Sarah？　I　promised　her　love　and　happiness　forever；　I　opened　her
eyes　to　the　promise　of　a　future　such　as　she　had　never　even
dreamed　of。　She　believed　me；　and　though　for　five　years　I　have
seen　her　sinking　under　the　weight　of　her　sacrifices　to　me；　and
losing　her　strength　in　her　struggles　with　her　conscience；　God
k