ivanoff-第3节

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your　feelings。　I　cannot　say　all　I　should　like　to；　I　have　not　the
gift　of　words；　butbut　I　can　at　least　say　that　you　are　deeply
antipathetic　to　me。

IVANOFF。　I　suppose　I　am。　As　an　onlooker；　of　course　you　see　me
more　clearly　than　I　see　myself；　and　your　judgment　of　me　is
probably　right。　No　doubt　I
　am　terribly　guilty。　＇Listens＇　I　think　I　hear　the　carriage
coming。　I　must　get　ready　to　go。　＇He　goes　toward　the　house　and
then　stops＇　You　dislike　me；　doctor；　and　you　don't　conceal　it。
Your　sincerity　does　you　credit。　＇He　goes　into　the　house。＇

LVOFF。　＇Alone＇　What　a　confoundedly　disagreeable　character！　I　have
let　another　opportunity　slip　without　speaking　to　him　as　I　meant
to；　but　I　simply　cannot　talk　calmly　to　that　man。　The　moment　I
open　my　mouth　to　speak　I　feel　such　a　commotion　and　suffocation
here　＇He　puts　his　hand　on　his　breast＇　that　my　tongue　sticks　to
the　roof　of　my　mouth。　Oh；　I　loathe　that　Tartuffe；　that
unmitigated　rascal；　with　all　my　heart！　There　he　is；　preparing　to
go　driving　in　spite　of　the　entreaties　of　his　unfortunate　wife；
who　adores　him　and　whose　only　happiness　is　his　presence。　She
implores　him　to　spend　at　least　one　evening　with　her；　and　he
cannot　even　do　that。　Why；　he　might　shoot　himself　in　despair　if　he
had　to　stay　at　home！　Poor　fellow；　what　he　wants　are　new　fields
for　his　villainous　schemes。　Oh；　I　know　why　you　go　to　Lebedieff's
every　evening；　Ivanoff！　I　know。

Enter　IVANOFF；　in　hat　and　coat；　ANNA　and　SHABELSKI

SHABELSKI。　Look　here；　Nicholas；　this　is　simply　barbarous　You　go
away　every　evening　and　leave　us　here　alone；　and　we　get　so　bored
that　we　have　to　go　to　bed　at　eight　o'clock。　It　is　a　scandal；　and
no　decent　way　of　living。　Why　can　you　go　driving　if　we　can't？　Why？

ANNA。　Leave　him　alone；　Count。　Let　him　go　if　he　wants　to。

IVANOFF。　How　can　a　sick　woman　like　you　go　anywhere？　You　know　you
have　a　cough　and　must　not　go　out　after　sunset。　Ask　the　doctor
here。　You　are　no　child；　Annie；　you　must　be　reasonable。　And　as　for
you；　what　would　you　do　with　yourself　over　there？

SHABELSKI。　I　am　ready　to　go　anywhere：　into　the　jaws　of　a
crocodile；　or　even　into　the　jaws　of　hell；　so　long　as　I　don't　have
to　stay　here。　I　am　horribly　bored。　I　am　stupefied　by　this
dullness。　Every　one　here　is　tired　of　me。　You　leave　me　at　home　to
entertain　Anna；　but　I　feel　more　like　scratching　and　biting　her。

ANNA。　Leave　him　alone；　Count。　Leave　him　alone。　Let　him　go　if　he
enjoys　himself　there。

IVANOFF。　What　does　this　mean；　Annie？　You　know　I　am　not　going　for
pleasure。　I　must　see　Lebedieff　about　the　money　I　owe　him。

ANNA。　I　don't　see　why　you　need　justify　yourself　to　me。　Go　ahead！
Who　is　keeping　you？

IVANOFF。　Heavens！　Don't　let　us　bite　one　another's　heads　off。　Is
that　really　unavoidable？

SHABELSKI。　＇Tearfully＇　Nicholas；　my　dear　boy；　do　please　take　me
with　you。　I　might　possibly　be　amused　a　little　by　the　sight　of　all
the　fools　and　scoundrels　I　should　see　there。　You　know　I　haven't
been　off　this　place　since　Easter。

IVANOFF。　＇Exasperated＇　Oh；　very　well！　Come　along　then！　How
tiresome　you　all　are！

SHABELSKI。　I　may　go？　Oh；　thank　you！　＇Takes　him　gaily　by　the　arm
and　leads　him　aside＇　May　I　wear　your　straw　hat？

IVANOFF。　You　may；　only　hurry；　please。

SHABELSKI　runs　into　the　house。

IVANOFF。　How　tired　I　am　of　you　all！　But　no；　what　am　I　saying？
Annie；　my　manner　to　you　is　insufferable；　and　it　never　used　to　be。
Well；　good…bye；　Annie。　I　shall　be　back　by　one。

ANNA。　Nicholas！　My　dear　husband；　stay　at　home　to…night！

IVANOFF。　＇Excitedly＇　Darling；　sweetheart；　my　dear；　unhappy　one；　I
implore　you　to　let　me　leave　home　in　the　evenings。　I　know　it　is
cruel　and　unjust　to　ask　this；　but　let　me　do　you　this　injustice。
It　is　such　torture　for　me　to　stay。　As　soon　as　the　sun　goes　down
my　soul　is　overwhelmed　by　the　most　horrible　despair。　Don't　ask　me
why；　I　don't　know；　I　swear　I　don't。　This　dreadful　melancholy
torments　me　here；　it　drives　me　to　the　Lebedieff's　and　there　it
grows　worse　than　ever。　I　rush　home；　it　still　pursues　me；　and　so　I
am　tortured　all　through　the　night。　It　is　breaking　my　heart。

ANNA。　Nicholas；　won't　you　stay？　We　will　talk　together　as　we　used
to。　We　will　have　supper　together　and　read　afterward。　The　old
grumbler　and　I　have　learned　so　many　duets　to　play　to　you。　＇She
kisses　him。　Then；　after　a　pause＇　I　can't　understand　you　any　more。
This　has　been　going　on　for　a　year　now。　What　has　changed　you　so？

IVANOFF。　I　don't　know。

ANNA。　And　why　don't　you　want　me　to　go　driving　with　you　in　the
evening？

IVANOFF。　As　you　insist　on　knowing；　I　shall　have　to　tell　you。　It
is　a　little　cruel；　but　you　had　best　understand。　When　this
melancholy　fit　is　on　me　I　begin　to　dislike　you；　Annie；　and　at
such　times　I　must　escape　from　you。　In　short；　I　simply　have　to
leave　this　house。

ANNA。　Oh；　you　are　sad；　are　you？　I　can　understand　that！　Nicholas；
let　me　tell　you　something：　won't　you　try　to　sing　and　laugh　and
scold　as　you　used　to？　Stay　here；　and　we　will　drink　some　liqueur
together。　and　laugh；　and　chase　away　this　sadness　of　yours　in　no
time。　Shall　I　sing　to　you？　Or　shall　we　sit　in　your　study　in　the
twilight　as　we　used　to；　while　you　tell　me　about　your　sadness？　I
can　read　such　suffering　in　your　eyes！　Let　me　look　into　them　and
weep；　and　our　hearts　will　both　be　lighter。　＇She　laughs　and　cries
at　once＇　Or　is　it　really　true　that　the　flowers　return　with　every
spring；　but　lost　happiness　never　returns？　Oh；　is　it？　Well；　go
then；　go！

IVANOFF。　Pray　for　me；　Annie！　＇He　goes；　then　stops　and　thinks　for
a　moment＇　No；　I　can't　do　it。　＇IVANOFF　goes　out。＇

ANNA。　Yes；　go；　go　＇Sits　down　at　the　table。＇

LVOFF。　＇Walking　up　and　down＇　Make　this　a　rule；　Madam：　as　soon　as
the　sun　goes　down　you　must　go　indoors　and　not　come　out　again
until　morning。　The　damp　evening　air　is　bad　for　you。

ANNA。　Yes；　sir！

LVOFF。　What　do　you　mean　by　〃Yes；　sir〃？　I　am　speaking　seriously。

ANNA。　But　I　don't　want　to　be　serious。　＇She　coughs。＇

LVOFF。　There　now；　you　see；　you　are　coughing　already。

SHABELSKI　comes　out　of　the　house　in　his　hat　and　coat。

SHABELSKI。　Where　is　Nicholas？　Is　the　carriage　here　yet？　＇Goes
quickly　to　ANNA　and　kisses　her　hand＇　Good…night；　my　darling！
＇Makes　a　face　and　speaks　with　a　Jewish　accent＇　I　beg　your　bardon！
＇He　goes　quickly　out。＇

LVOFF。　Idiot！

A　pause；　the　sounds　of　a　concertina　are　heard　in　the　distance。

ANNA。　Oh；　how　lonely　it　is！　The　coachman　and　the　cook　are　having
a　little　ball　in　there　by　themselves；　and　II　am；　as　it　were；
abandoned。　Why　are　you　walking　about；　Doctor？　Come　and　sit　down
here。

LVOFF。　I　can't　sit　down。

＇A　pause。＇

ANNA。　They　are　playing　〃The　Sparrow〃　in　the　kitchen。　＇She　sings＇

　　　〃Sparrow；　Sparrow；　where　are　you？
　　　　On　the　mountain　drinking　dew。〃

＇A　pause＇　Are　your　father　and　mother　living；　Doctor？

LVOFF。　My　mother　is　living；　my　father　is　dead。

ANNA。　Do　you　miss　your　mother　very　much？

LVOFF。　I　am　too　busy　to　miss　any　one。

ANNA。　＇Laughing＇　The　flowers　return　with　every　spring；　but　lost
happiness　never　returns。　I　wonder　who　taught　me　that？　I　think　it
was　Nicholas　himself。　＇Listens＇　The　owl　is　hooting　again。

LVOFF。　Well；　let　it　hoot。

ANNA。　I　have　begun　to　think；　Doctor；　that　fate　has　cheated　me。
Other　people　who；　perhaps；　are　no　better　than　I　am　are　happy　and
have　not　had　to　pay　for　their　happiness。　But　I　have　paid　for　it
all；　every　moment　of　it；　and　such　a　price！　Why　should　I　have　to
pay　so　terribly？　Dear　friend；　you　are　all　too　considerate　and
gentle　with　me　to　tell　me　the　truth；　but　do　you　think　I　don't
know　what　is　the　matter　with　me？　I　know　perfectly　well。　However；
this　isn't　a　pleasant　subject　＇With　a　Jewish　accent＇　〃I　beg
your　bardon！〃　Can　you　tell　funny　stories？

LVOFF。　No；　I　can't。

ANNA。　Nicholas　can。　I　am　beginning　to　be　surprised；　too；　at　the
injustice　of　people。　Why　do　they　return　hatred　for　love；　and
answer　truth　with　lies？　Can　you　tell　me　how　much　longer　I　shall
be　hated　by　my　mother　and　father？　They　live　fifty　miles　away；　and
yet　I　can　feel　their　hatred　day　and　night；　even　in　my　sleep。　And
how　do　you　account　for　the　sadness　of　Nicholas？　He　says　that　he
only　dislikes　me　in　the　evening；　when　the　fit　is　on　him。　I
understand　that；　and　can　tolerate　it；　but　what　if　he　should　come
to　dislike　me　altogether？　Of　course　that　is　impossible；　and
yetno；　no；　I　mustn't　even　imagine　such　a　thing。　＇Sings＇

　　　〃Sparrow；　Sparrow；　where　are　you？〃

＇She　shudders＇　What　fearful　thoughts　I　have！　You　are　not　married；
Doctor；　there　are　many　things　that　you　cannot　understand。

LVOFF。　You　say　you　are　surprised；　butbut　it　is　you　who　surprise
me。　Tell　me；　explain　to　me　how　you；　an　honest　and　intelligent
woman；　almost　a
　saint；　could　allow　yourself　to　be　so　basely　deceived　and　dragged
into　this　den　of　bears？　Why　are　you　here？　What　have　you　in　common
with　such　a　cold　and　heartlessbut　enough　of　your　husband！　What
have　you　in　common　with　these　wicked　and　vulgar　surroundings？
With　that　eternal　grumbler；　the　crazy　and　decrepit　Count？　With
that　swindler；　that　prince　of　rascals；　Misha；　with　his　fool's
face？　Tell　me；　I　say；　how　did　you　get　here？

ANNA。　＇laughing＇　That　is　what　he　used　to　say；　long　ago；　oh；
exactly！　Only　his　eyes　are　larger　than　yours；　and　when　he　was
excited　they　used　to　shine　like　coalsgo　on；　go　on！

LVOFF。　＇Gets　up　and