jeremy-第6节
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and saw behind the spectacles eyes beseeching his permission。
〃Well; it wouldn't be much fun;〃 he said; 〃but it's all beastly this
afternoon; anyway。〃
〃Can I sit on the window too?〃 asked Mary。
〃Not too close; because it tickles my ear; but you can if you like。〃
She hurried across to the bookshelf。 〃There's 'Stumps' and 'Rags and
Tatters;' and 'Engel the Fearless;' and 'Herr Baby' and 'Alice' and…
…〃
〃'Alice' is best;〃 said Jeremy; sighing。 〃You know it better than
the others。〃 He curled himself into a corner of the window…seat。
From his position there he had a fine view。 Immediately below him
was the garden; white and grey under the grey sky; the broken
fountain standing up like a snow man in the middle of it。 The snow
had ceased to fall and a great stillness held the world。
Beyond the little iron gate of the garden that always sneezed
〃Tishoo〃 when you closed it; was the top of Orange Street; then down
the hill on the right was the tower of his father's church; exactly
opposite the gate was the road that led to the Orchards; and on the
right of that was the Polchester High School for Young Ladies; held
in great contempt by Jeremy; the more that Helen would shortly be a
day…boarder there; would scream with the other girls; and; worst of
all; would soon be seen walking with her arm round another girl's
neck; chattering and eating sweets。 。 。
The whole world seemed deserted。 No colour; no movement; no sound。
He sighed once more〃I'd like to eat jam and jamlots of it;〃 he
thought。 〃It would be fun to be sick。〃
Mary arrived and swung herself up on to the window…seat。
〃It's the 'Looking Glass' one。 I hope you don't mind;〃 she said
apprehensively。
〃Oh; it's all right;〃 he allowed。 He flung a glance back to the
lighted nursery。 It seemed by contrast with that grey world outside
to blaze with colour; the red… painted ships on the wallpaper; the
bright lights and shadows of 〃The Charge of the Light Brigade;〃 the
salmon fronts of the doll's house; the green and red of the village
on the floor with the flowery trees; the blue tablecloth; the
shining brass coal…scuttle all alive and sparkling in the flames and
shadows of the fire; caught and held by the fine gold of the higher
fender。 Beyond that dead whitesoon it would be dark; the curtains
would be drawn; and still there would be nothing to do。 He sighed
again。
〃It's a nice bit about the shop;〃 said Mary。 Jeremy said nothing; so
she began。 She started at a run:
〃She looked at the Queen; who seemed to have'〃sniff; sniff…〃 'sud…
den…ly suddenly wra…wra…w…r…a…p…p…e…d wrapped'〃
〃Wrapped?〃 asked Jeremy。
〃I don't know;〃 said Mary; rubbing her nose; 〃what it means; but
perhaps we'll see presently; herself up in w…o…o…l wool。 'Alice
rubbed her eyes and looked again she couldn't'〃
〃'Looked again she couldn't'?〃 asked Jeremy。 〃It should be; 'she
couldn't look again。'〃
〃Oh; there's a stop;〃 said Mary。 〃I didn't see。 After 'again'
there's a stop。 'She couldn't make out what had happened at all'〃
〃I can't either;〃 said Jeremy crossly。 〃It would be better perhaps
if I read it myself。〃
〃It will be all right in a minute;〃 said Mary confidently。 〃'Was she
in a shop? And was that reallywas it really a ship that was
sitting on the counter?'〃 she finished with a run。
〃A what?〃 asked Jeremy。
〃A ship〃
〃A ship! How could it sit on a counter?〃 he asked。
〃Oh no; it's a sheep。 How silly I am!〃 Mary exclaimed。
〃You do read badly;〃 he agreed frankly。 〃I never can understand
nothing。〃 And it was at that very moment that he saw the Dog。
II
He had been staring down into the garden with a gaze half
abstracted; half speculative; listening with one ear to Mary; with
the other to the stir of the fire; the heavy beat of the clock and
the rustlings of Martha the canary。
He watched the snowy expanse of garden; the black gate; the road
beyond。 A vast wave of pale grey light; the herald of approaching
dusk; swept the horizon; the snowy roofs; the streets; and Jeremy
felt some contact with the strange air; the mysterious omens that
the first snows of the winter spread about the land。 He watched as
though he were waiting for something to happen。
The creature came up very slowly over the crest of Orange Street。 No
one else was in sight; no cart; no horse; no weather…beaten
wayfarer。 At first the dog was only a little black smudge against
the snow; then; as he arrived at the Coles' garden…gate; Jeremy
could see him very distinctly。 He was; it appeared; quite alone; he
had been; it was evident; badly beaten by the storm。 Intended by
nature to be a rough and hairy dog; he now appeared before God and
men a shivering battered creature; dripping and wind…tossed;
bedraggled and bewildered。 And yet; even in that first distant
glimpse; Jeremy discerned a fine independence。 He was a short stumpy
dog; in no way designed for dignified attitudes and patronising
superiority; nevertheless; as he now wandered slowly up the street;
his nose was in the air and he said to the whole world: 〃The storm
may have done its best to defeat meit has failed。 I am as I was。 I
ask charity of no man。 I know what is due to me。〃
It was this that attracted Jeremy; he had himself felt thus after a
slippering from his father; or idiotic punishments from the Jampot;
and the uninvited consolations of Mary or Helen upon such occasions
had been resented with so fierce a bitterness that his reputation
for sulkiness had been soundly established with all his circle。
Mary was reading。 。 。! 〃'an old Sheep; sitting in an arm…chair;
knitting; and every now and then leaving off to look at her through
a great pair of spec…t…a…c…les spectacles!'〃
He touched her arm and whispered:
〃I say; Mary; stop a minutelook at that dog down there。〃
They both stared down into the garden。 The dog had stopped at the
gate; it sniffed at the bars; sniffed at the wall beyond; then very
slowly but with real dignity continued its way up the road。
〃Poor thing;〃 said Jeremy。 〃It IS in a mess。〃 Then to their
astonishment the dog turned back and; sauntering down the road again
as though it had nothing all day to do but to wander about; and as
though it were not wet; shivering and hungry; it once more smelt the
gate。
〃Oh;〃 said Mary and Jeremy together。
〃It's like Mother;〃 said Jeremy; 〃when she's going to see someone
and isn't sure whether it's the right house。〃
Then; most marvellous of unexpected climaxes; the dog suddenly began
to squeeze itself between the bottom bar of the gate and the ground。
The interval was fortunately a large one; a moment later the animal
was in the Coles' garden。
The motives that led Jeremy to behave as he did are uncertain。 It
may have been something to do with the general boredom of the
afternoon; it may have been that he felt pity for the bedraggled
aspect of the animalmost probable reason of all; was that devil…
may…care independence flung up from the road; as it were; expressly
at himself。
The dog obviously did not feel any great respect for the Cole
household。 He wandered about the garden; sniffing and smelling
exactly as though the whole place belonged to him; and a ridiculous
stump of tail; unsubdued by the weather; gave him the ludicrous
dignity of a Malvolio。
〃I'm going down;〃 whispered Jeremy; flinging a cautious glance at
Helen who was absorbed in her sewing。
Mary's eyes grew wide with horror and admiration。 〃You're not going
out;〃 she whispered。 〃In the snow。 Oh; Jeremy。 They WILL be angry。〃
〃I don't care;〃 whispered Jeremy back again。 〃They can be。〃
Indeed; before Mary's frightened whisper he had not intended to do
more than creep down into the pantry and watch the dog at close
range; now it was as though Mary had challenged him。 He knew that it
was the most wicked thing that he could doto go out into the snow
without a coat and in his slippers。 He might even; according to Aunt
Amy; die of it; but as death at present meant no more to him than a
position of importance and a quantity of red… currant jelly and
chicken; THAT prospect did not deter him。 He left the room so
quietly that Helen did not even lift her eyes。
Then upon the landing he waited and listened。 The house had all the
lighted trembling dusk of the snowy afternoon; there was no sound
save the ticking of the clocks。 He might come upon the Jampot at any
moment; but this was just the hour when she liked to drink her cup
of tea in the kitchen; he knew from deep and constant study every
movement of her day。 Fortune favoured him。 He reached without
trouble the little dark corkscrew servants' staircase。 Down this he
crept; and found himself beside the little gardener's door。 Although
here there was only snow…lit dusk; he felt for the handle of the
lock; found it; turned it; and was; at once; over the steps; into
the garden。
Here; with a vengeance; he felt the full romance and danger of his
enterprise。 It was horribly cold; he had been in the nursery for two
whole days; wrapped up and warm; and now the snowy world seemed to
leap up at him and drag him down as though into an icy well。
Mysterious shadows hovered over the garden; the fountain pointed
darkly against the sky; and