the heir of redclyffe-第87节
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'Yes; so Charlie told me; and that is the reason I wanted you to know。'
'Then; Amy; something of this had begun last summer?'
'Yes; but not as it is now。 I did not half know what it was then。'
'Poor dear little Amy;' said Mary; 'what a very sad winter it must have
been for you!'
'Oh; very!' said Amy; 'but it was worse for him; because he was quite
alone; and here every one was so kind to me。 Mamma and Laura; and poor
Charlie; through all his illness and pain; he was so very kind。 And do
you know; Mary; now it is all over; I am very glad of this dismal time;
for I think that it has taught me how to bear things better。'
She looked very happy。 Yet it struck Mary that it was strange to hear
that the first thought of a newly…betrothed maiden was how to brace
herself in endurance。 She wondered; however; whether it was not a more
truly happy and safe frame than that of most girls; looking forward to
a life of unclouded happiness; such as could never be realized。 At
least; so it struck Mary; though she owned to herself that her
experience of lovers was limited。
Mary walked with Amy almost to the borders of Hollywell garden; and
when the rest came up with them; though no word passed; there was a
great deal of congratulation in her warm shake of Guy's hand; and no
lack of reply in his proud smile and reddening cheek。 Charlotte could
not help turning and going back with her a little way; to say; 'Are not
you delighted; Mary? Is not Amy the dearest thing in the world? And
you don't know; for it is a secret; and I know it; how very noble Guy
has been; while they would suspect him。'
'I am very; very glad; indeed! It is everything delightful。'
'I never was so happy in my life;' said Charlotte; 'nor Charlie;
either。 Only think of having Guy for our brother; and he is going to
send for Bustle to…morrow。'
Mary laughed; and parted with Charlotte; speculating on the cause of
Laura's graver looks。 Were they caused by the fear of losing her
sister; or by a want of confidence in Guy?
That evening; how happy was the party at Hollywell; when Charles put
Guy through a cross…examination on the shipwreck; from the first puff
of wind to the last drop of rain; and Guy submitted very patiently;
since he was allowed the solace of praising his Redclyffe fishermen。
Indeed; this time was full of tranquil; serene happiness。 It was like
the lovely weather only to be met with in the spring; and then but
rarely; when the sky is cloudless; and intensely blue;the sunshine
one glow of clearness without burning;not a breath of wind checks the
silent growth of the expanding buds of light exquisite green。 Such
days as these shone on Guy and Amabel; looking little to the future; or
if they did so at all; with a grave; peaceful awe; reposing in the
present; and resuming old habits;singing; reading; gardening; walking
as of old; and that intercourse with each other that was so much more
than ever before。
It was more; but it was not quite the same; for Guy was a very
chivalrous lover; the polish and courtesy that sat so well on his
frank; truthful manners; were even more remarkable in his courtship。
His ways with Amy had less of easy familiarity than in the time of
their brother…and…sister…like intimacy; so that a stranger might have
imagined her wooed; not won。 It was as if he hardly dared to believe
that she could really be his own; and treated her with a sort of
reverential love and gentleness; while she looked up to him with ever…
increasing honour。 She was better able to understand him now than in
her more childish days last summer; and she did not merely see; as
before; that she was looking at the upper surface of a mystery。 He
had; at the same time; grown in character; his excitability and over…
sensitiveness seemed to have been smoothed away; and to have given
place to a calmness of tone; that was by no means impassibility。
When alone with Amy; he was generally very grave; often silent and
meditative; or else their talk was deep and serious; and even with the
family he was less merry and more thoughtful than of old; though very
bright and animated; and showing full; free affection to them all; as
entirely accepted and owned as one of them。
So; indeed; he was。 Mr。 Edmonstone; with his intense delight in
lovers; patronized them; and made commonplace jokes; which they soon
learnt to bear without much discomposure。 Mrs。 Edmonstone was all that
her constant appellation of 'mamma' betokened; delighting in Guy's
having learnt to call her so。 Charles enjoyed the restoration of his
friend; the sight of Amy's happiness; and the victory over Philip; and
was growing better every day。 Charlotte was supremely happy; watching
the first love affair ever conducted in her sight; and little less so
in the return of Bustle; who resumed his old habits as regularly as if
he had only left Hollywell yesterday。
Laura alone was unhappy。 She did not understand her own feelings; but
sad at heart she was; with only one who could sympathize with her; and
he far away; and the current of feeling setting against him。 She could
not conceal her depression; and was obliged to allow it to be
attributed to the grief that one sister must feel in parting with
another; and as her compassion for her little Amy; coupled with her
dread of her latent jealousy; made her particularly tender and
affectionate; it gave even more probability to the supposition。 This
made Guy; who felt as if he was committing a robbery on them all;
particularly kind to her; as if he wished to atone for the injury of
taking away her sister; and his kindness gave her additional pain at
entertaining such hard thoughts of him。
How false she felt when she was pitied! and how she hated the
congratulations; of which she had the full share! She thought;
however; that she should be able to rejoice when she had heard Philip's
opinion; and how delightful it would be for him to declare himself
satisfied with Guy's exculpation。
CHAPTER 27
I forgave thee all the blame;
I could not forgive the praise。TENNYSON
'If ever there was a meddlesome coxcomb on this earth!' Such was the
exclamation that greeted the ears of Guy as he supported Charles into
the breakfast…room; and; at the same time; Mr。 Edmonstone tossed a
letter into Guy's plate; saying;
'There's something for you to read。'
Guy began; his lips were tightly pressed together; his brows made one
black line across his forehead; and his eye sparkled even through his
bent…down eyelashes; but this lasted only a few moments; the forehead
smoothed; again; and there was a kind of deliberate restraint and force
upon himself; which had so much power; that no one spoke till he had
finished; folded it up with a sort of extra care; and returned it; only
saying;
'You should not show one such letters; Mr。 Edmonstone。'
'Does not it beat everything?' cried Mr。 Edmonstone。 'If that is not
impertinence; I should like to know what is! But he has played my Lord
Paramount rather too long; as I can tell him! I ask his consent;
forsooth! Probation; indeed! You might marry her to…morrow; and
welcome。 There; give it to mamma。 See if she does not say the same。
Mere spite and malice all along。'
Poor Laura! would no one refute such cruel injustice? Yes; Guy spoke;
eagerly;
'No no; that it never was。 He was quite right under his belief。'
'Don't tell me! Not a word in his favour will I hear!' stormed on Mr。
Edmonstone。 'Mere envy and ill…will。'
'I always told him so;' said Charles。 'Pure malignity!'
'Nonsense; Charlie!' said Guy; sharply; 'there is no such thing about
him。'
'Come; Guy; I can't stand this;' said Mr。 Edmonstone。 'I won't have
him defended; I never thought to be so deceived; but you all worshipped
the boy as if every word that came out of his mouth was Gospel truth;
and you've set him up till he would not condescend to take an advice of
his own father; who little thought what an upstart sprig he was
rearing; but I tell him he has come to the wrong shop for domineering
eh; mamma?'
'Well!' cried Mrs。 Edmonstone; who had read till near the end with
tolerable equanimity; this really is too bad!'
'Mamma and all!' thought poor Laura; while her mother continued;'It
is wilful prejudice; to say the least;I never could have believed him
capable of it!'
Charles next had the letter; and was commenting on it in a style of
mingled sarcasm and fury; while Laura longed to see it justify itself;
as she was sure it would。
'Read it; all of youevery bit;' said Mr。 Edmonstone; 'that you may
see this paragon of yours!'
'I had rather not;' said Amy; shrinking as it came towards her。
'I should like you to do so; if you don't dislik