lady baltimore-第30节
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Lady Baltimore to…day。〃
〃I clean forgot it！〃
〃No loss。 It is very stale； and to…morrow I shall have a fresh supply ready。〃
As I departed through the door I was conscious of her eyes following me； and that she had spoken of Lady Baltimore precisely because she was thinking of something else。
XIV： The Replacers
She had been strange； perceptibly strange； had Eliza La Heu； that was the most which I could make out of it。 I had angered her in some manner wholly beyond my intention or understanding and not all at one fixed point in our talk； her irritation had come out and gone in again in spots all along the colloquy； and it had been a displeasure wholly apart from that indignation which had flashed up in her over the negro question。 This； indeed； I understood well enough； and admired her for； and admired still more her gallant control of it； as for the other； I gave it up。
A sense of guilta very slight one； to be suredispersed my speculations when I was preparing for dinner； and Aunt Carola's postscript； open upon my writing…table； reminded me that I had never asked Miss La Heu about the Bombos。 Well； the Bombos could keep！ And I descended to dinner a little late （as too often） to feel instantly in the air that they had been talking about me。 I doubt if any company in the world； from the Greeks down through Machiavelli to the present moment； has ever been of a subtlety adequate to conceal from an observant person entering a room the fact that he has been the subject of their conversation。 This company； at any rate； did not conceal it from me。 Not even when the upcountry bride astutely greeted me with：
〃Why； we were just speaking of you！ We were lust saying it would be a perfect shame if you missed those flowers at Live Oaks。〃 And； at this； various of the guests assured me that another storm would finish them； upon which I assured every one that to…morrow should see me embark upon the Live Oaks excursion boat； knowing quite well in my heart that some decidedly different question concerning me had been hastily dropped upon my appearance at the door。 It poked up its little concealed head； did this question； when the bride said later to me； with immense archness：
〃How any gentleman can help falling just daid in love with that lovely young girl at the Exchange； I don't see！〃
〃But I haven't helped it！〃 I immediately exclaimed。
〃Oh！〃 declared the bride with unerring perception； 〃that just shows he hasn't been smitten at all！ Well； I'd be ashamed； if I was a single gentleman。〃 And while I brought forth additional phrases concerning the distracted state of my heart； she looked at me with large； limpid eyes。 〃Anybody could tell you're not afraid of a rival；〃 was her resulting comment； upon which several of the et ceteras laughed more than seemed to me appropriate。
I left them all free again to say what they pleased； for John Mayrant called for me to go upon our walk while we were still seated at table； and at table they remained after I had excused myself。
The bruise over John's left eye was fading out； but traces of his spiritual battle were deepening。 During the visit which he had paid （under compulsion； I am sure） to Juno at our boarding…house in company with Miss Josephine St。 Michael； his recent financial triumph at the bedside had filled his face with diabolic elation as he confronted his victim's enraged but checkmated aunt； when to the thinly veiled venom of her inquiry as to a bridegroom's health he had retorted with venom as thinly veiled that he was feeling better that night than for many weeks； he had looked better； too； the ladies had exclaimed after his departure what a handsome young man he was； and Juno had remarked how fervently she trusted that marriage might cure him of his deplorable tendencies。 But to…day his vitality had sagged off beneath the weight of his preoccupation： it looked to me as if； by a day or two more； the boy's face might be grown haggard。
Whether by intention； or； as is more likely； by the perfectly natural and spontaneous working of his nature； he speedily made it plain to me that our relation； our acquaintance； had progressed to a stage more friendly and confidential。 He did not reveal this by imparting any confidence to me； far from it； it was his silence that indicated the ease he had come to feel in my company。 Upon our last memorable interview he had embarked at once upon a hasty yet evidently predetermined course of talk； because he feared that I might touch upon subjects which he wished excluded from all discussion between us； to…day he embarked upon nothing； made no conventional effort of any sort； but walked beside me； content with my mere society； if it should happen that either of us found a thought worth expressing aloud； good！ and if this should not happen； why； good also！ And so we walked mutely and agreeably together for a long while。 The thought which was growing clear in my mind； and which was decidedly worthy of expression； was also unluckily one which his new reliance upon my discretion completely forbade my uttering in even the most shadowy manner； but it was a conviction which Miss Josephine St。 Michael should have been quick to force upon him for his good。 Quite apart from selfish reasons； he had no right to marry a girl whom he had ceased to care for。 The code which held a 〃gentleman〃 to his plighted troth in such a case did more injury to the 〃lady〃 than any 〃jilting〃 could possibly do。 Never until now had I thought this out so lucidly； and I was determined that time and my own tact should assuredly help me find a way to say it to him； if he continued in his present course。
〃Daddy Ben says you can't be a real Northerner。〃
This was his first observation； and I think that we must have walked a mile before he made it。
〃Because I pounded a negro？ Of course； he retains your Southern ante…bellum mythical notion of Northernersall of us willing to have them marry our sisters。 Well； there's a lady at our boarding…house who says you are a real gambler。〃
The impish look came curling round his lips； but for a moment only； and it was gone。
〃That shook Daddy Ben up a good deal。〃
〃Having his grandson do it； do you mean？〃
〃Oh； he's used to his grandson！ Grandsons in that race might just as well be dogs for all they know or care about their progenitors。 Yet Daddy Ben spent his savings on educating Charles Cotesworth and two morebut not one of them will give the old man a house to…day。 If ever I have a home〃 John stopped himself； and our silence was no longer easy； our unspoken thoughts looked out of our eyes so that they could not meet。 Yet no one； unless directly invited by him； had the right to say to hint what I was thinking； except some near relative。 Therefore； to relieve this silence which had ceased to be agreeable； I talked about Daddy Ben and his grandsons； and negro voting； and the huge lie of 〃equality〃 which our lips vociferate and our lives daily disprove。 This took us comfortably away from weddings and cakes into the subject of lynching； my violent condemnation of which surprised him； for our discussion had led us over a wide field； and one fertile in well…known disputes of the evergreen sort； conducted by the North mostly with more theory than experience； and by the South mostly with more heat than light； whereas； between John and me； I may say that our amiability was surpassed only by our intelligence！ Each allowed for the other's standpoint； and both met in many views： he would have voted against the last national Democratic ticket but for the Republican upholding of negro equality； while I assured him that such stupid and criminal upholding was on the wane。 He informed me that he did not believe the pure blooded African would ever be capable of taking the intellectual side of the white man's civilization； and I informed him that we must patiently face this probability； and teach the African whatever he could profitably learn and no more； and each of us agreed with the other。 I think that we were at one； save for the fact that I was； after all； a Northernerand that is a blemish which nobody in Kings Port can quite get over。 John； therefore； was unprepared for my wholesale denunciation of lynching。
〃With your clear view of the negro；〃 he explained。
〃My dear man； it's my clear view of the white！ It's the white； the American citizen； the 'hope of humanity；' as he enjoys being called； who； after our English…speaking race has abolished public executions； degenerates back to the Stone Age。 It's upon him that lynching works the true injury。〃
〃They're nothing but animals；〃 he muttered。
〃Would you treat an animal in that way？〃 I inquired。
He persisted。 〃You'd do it yourself if you had to suffer from them。〃
〃Very probably。 Is that an answer？ What I'd never do would be to make a show； an entertainment； a circus； out of it； run excursion trains to see itcome； should you like your sister to buy tickets for a lynching？〃
This brought him up rather short。 〃I should never take part myself；〃 he presently stated； 〃unless it were immediate personal vengeance。〃
〃Few brothers or husbands would blame you；〃 I returned。 〃It would be hard to wait for the law。 But let no community which treats it as a public spectacle presume to
