phyllis of philistia-第5节
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faiththe truth of our religionis dependent upon the acceptance as good of such persons as our very religion itself enables us to pronounce evil。 My aim was to show that our faith is not built upon such a foundation of impurityof imperfection。 The spirit which prevails nowadaysthe modern spiritit is the result of the development of science。 This scientific spirit necessitates the consideration of all the elements of our faith from the standpoint of reason。〃
〃Faithreason？〃
〃If the Church is to appeal to all men； its method must be scientific。 It is sad to think of all that the Church has lost in the past through the want of wisdom of those who had its best interests at heart； and believed they were doing it good service by opposing scientific research。 They fancied that the faith would not survive the light of truth。 They professed to believe that the faith was strong enough to work miraclesto change the heart of man； and yet that it would be jeopardized by the calculations of astronomers。 The astronomers were prohibited from calculating； the geologists were forbidden to unearth the mysteries of their science； lest the discovery of the truth should be detrimental to the faith。 They believed that the truth was opposed to the faith。 Warning after warning the Church received that the two were one； that man would only accept the truth； whether it came from the lips of the churchman or from the investigations of science。 Grudgingly the Church became tolerant of the seekers after truthmen who were not greatly concerned in the preservation of the mummy dust of dogma。 But how many thousand persons are there not； to…day； who think that the Church is on one side； and the truth on the other？ The intolerant attitude of the Church； still maintained in these days； when the spirit of science pervades every form of thought； has been productive of probably the largest body that ever existed in the country； of sensible men and women； who never enter a church door。 They want to know whatsoever things are true； they do not want to be dredged with the mummy dust of dogma。〃
〃But the Biblethe Bible！〃
〃It is necessary for me to tell you all that I feel on this subject； all that I have felt for several years pastever since I left the divinity school behind me； and went into the world of thinking men and women。 It is necessary to tell these men and women in unmistakable language that our faith aims at a perfect type of manhoodat the perfection of truth。 It is necessary to tell them that we do not regard； except with abhorrence； such types of men as have for centuries been held up to admiration simply because they have for centuries been the objects of admiration； of imitation； of veneration； on the part of the debased people who gave us the earlier books of the Bible。 The memory of Jacob became the dominant influence among the Hebrew nation； hence the continuous curse that rested upon them； the curse that rests upon the cheat； the defrauder of his own household； his brother； his father； his uncle。 It is necessary to say that the world should know that our religion is founded upon truth； purity； self…sacrificethat it abhors the cheat and the sensualist。 It is necessary to proclaim to the world our abhorrence of the cult whose highest development was the Pharisee。 The aim of the religion of Christ is to produce the perfect man； and to root out the Pharisee。 When the Church ceases to connive at falsehood and sensualism； when it openly professes its abhorrence of the religion of the Hebrews； then； and then only； will it become the power in the earth which the exponent of Christianity should become。 Humanity had been crying out for the religion of humanity； that is； Christianity； for centuries； but the Church tells it that true religion is an amalgamation of the loveliness of Christianity and the barbarity of Judaisman impossible amalgamation； and one which millions of poor souls have perished in a vain attempt to accomplish。 Humanity wants Christ； and Christ only； and that the Church has hitherto refused to give； hence the millions of thinking men and women； believers in the religion of Christ； who remain forever outside the walls of the Church； hence； also； that terrible record of murder and massacre； perpetrated through long ages with the sanction of the Church。 Where； in the religion of Christ； can one find the sanction for massacre？ It is nowhere to be found except in the Psalms of the senile sensualistin the commands of Moses； the leader of the marauders of the desert。 Christ swept away the barbarities of the teaching of Moses。 He perceived how miserably it had failed； how it had retarded all that was good in man； and sanctioned all that was evil。 He perceived how it had kept the nation in a condition of barbarity； how it had made it the prey of the civilized nations around it； how it had made the Hebrew nations the contempt of civilization； and yet the Church that calls itself the Church of Christ has not yet had the courage to offer humanity anything but that impossible taskthe amalgamation of the law that came by Moses and the grace and truth that came by Jesus Christ。〃
He spoke with all the fervor of the preacher； with pale face； brilliant eyes； and clenched hands； but in a voice adapted to a drawing room。 Phyllis of Philistia could not but admit that； in the phrase of Philistia he had spoken in perfect taste。 He had not alluded definitely to the boldness of Ruth or to the calorific course accepted by the aged David。 He had spoken in those general terms which are adopted by the clergymen who never err against good taste as defined by the matrons of Philistia。
She did not know whether she admired him or detested him。 But she was certain that she did not love him。 He might be right in all that he had said； but she had freed herself from him。 He might be destined to become one of the most prominent men of the last ten years of the century； but she would never marry him。
She stood face to face with him when he had spoken。
There was a long silence。
A gleam； a very faint gleam of triumph came to his eyes。
〃Good…bye；〃 said she； flashing out her hand to him； and with her eyes still fixed upon his face。
CHAPTER V。
IN LOVE THERE ARE NO GOOD…BYES。
He was so startled that he took a step backward。 She remained with her hand outstretched。
Was that only the result of the eloquent expression of his viewsthat outstretched hand which was offered to him for an instant only as a symbol of its withdrawal from him forever？
〃You cannot mean〃
〃Good…by；〃 said she。
〃Have I not explained all that seemed to you to stand in need of explanation？〃 he asked。
〃The bookthe book remains。 I asked for no explanation；〃 said she。
〃But you are too good； too reasonable； to dismiss me in this fashion； Phyllis。 Why； even the bishop/would sit upon a fence to see how the book would be received by the public before taking action against the author/；〃 was what was in his mind； but he stopped short； and then added a phrase that had no reference to the bishop。 〃Can you ever have loved me？〃 was the phrase which he thought should appeal to her more forcibly than any reference to the bishop's sense of what was opportune。
She took back her hand； and her eyes fell at the same moment that her face flushed。
He felt that he had not been astray in his estimate of the controversial valuein the eyes of a girl； of courseof the appeal which he made to her。 A girl understands nothing of the soundness of an argument on a Biblical question （or any other）； he thought； but she understands an appeal made to her by a man whom she had loved； and whom she therefore loves still； though something may have occurred to make her think otherwise。
〃Can you ever have loved me？〃 he said again； and his voice was now more reproachful。
There was a pause before she said：
〃That is the question which I have been asking myself for some time ever since I read about that book。 Oh； please； Mr。 Holland； do not stay any longer！ Cannot you see that if； after you have made an explanation that should satisfy any reasonable person； I still remain in my original way of thinking； I am not the woman who should be your wife？〃
〃You would see with my eyes if you were my wife；〃 he said； and he believed that she would； so large an amount of confidence had he in his own power to dominate a woman。
〃Ah！〃 she said； 〃you have provided me with the strongest reason why I should never become your wife； Mr。 Holland。〃
〃Do not say that； Phyllis！〃 he cried； in a low voice； almost a piteous voice。 〃I must have you with me in this great work which I feel has been given me to accomplish。 I am prepared to make any sacrifice for the cause which I have at heartthe cause to which I mean to devote the rest of my life； but youyouI must have you with me； Phyllis。 Don't give me an answer now。 All I ask of you is to think over the whole matter from the standpoint of one who loves the truth； and who does not fear the result of those who are investigators。 A few years ago the geologists were regarded as the enemies of the faith。 Later the evolutionists were looked on with abhorrence。 Had any clergyman ventured to assent to that doctrine which we now know to be the everlasting truth of the scheme of earthl
