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in bringing down a cow察while Harold had to be content to
hold Edward's spare rifle in the background察with evident signs
of uneasiness。 Farther on察again察where the magnificent chamois
sprang rigid into mid´air察Edward察crouched dizzily against the
precipice´face察was the sportsman from whose weapon a puff of
white smoke was floating away。 A bare´kneed guide was all that
fell to my share察while poor Harold had to take the boy with the
haversack察or abandon察for this occasion at least察all Alpine
ambitions。
Of course the girls fared badly in this book察and it was not
surprising that they preferred the ;Pilgrim's Progress; for
instance察where women had a fair show察and there was generally
enough of 'em to go round察or a good fairy story察wherein
princesses met with a healthy appreciation。 But indeed we were
all best pleased with a picture wherein the characters just
fitted us察in number察sex察and qualifications察and this察to us
stood for artistic merit。
All the Christmas numbers察in their gilt frames on the nursery´
wall察had been gone through and allotted long ago察and in these
sooner or later察each one of us got a chance to figure in some
satisfactory and brightly coloured situation。 Few of the other
pictures about the house afforded equal facilities。 They were
generally wanting in figures察and even when these were present
they lacked dramatic interest。 In this picture that I have to
speak about察although the characters had a stupid way of not
doing anything察and apparently not wanting to do anything察there
was at least a sufficiency of them察so in due course they were
allotted察too。
In itself the picture察whichin its ebony and tortoise´shell
framehung in a corner of the dining´room察had hitherto
possessed no special interest for us察and would probably
never have been dealt with at all but for a revolt of the girls
against a succession of books on sport察in which the illustrator
seemed to have forgotten that there were such things as women in
the world。 Selina accordingly made for it one rainy morning察and
announced that she was the lady seated in the centre察whose gown
of rich察flowered brocade fell in such straight察severe lines to
her feet察whose cloak of dark blue was held by a jewelled clasp
and whose long察fair hair was crowned with a diadem of gold and
pearl。 Well察we had no objection to that察it seemed fair enough
especially to Edward察who promptly proceeded to ;grab; the
armour´man who stood leaning on his shield at the lady's right
hand。 A dainty and delicate armour´man this And I confess
though I knew it was all right and fair and orderly察I felt a
slight pang when he passed out of my reach into Edward's
possession。 His armour was just the sort I wanted myself
scalloped and fluted and shimmering and spotless察and察though he
was but a boy by his beardless face and golden hair察the
shattered spear´shaft in his grasp proclaimed him a genuine
fighter and fresh from some such agreeable work。 Yes察I grudged
Edward the armour´man察and when he said I could have the fellow
on the other side察I hung back and said I'd think about it。
This fellow had no armour nor weapons察but wore a plain jerkin
with a leather poucha mere civilianand with one hand he
pointed to a wound in his thigh。 I didn't care about him察and
when Harold eagerly put in his claim I gave way and let him have
the man。 The cause of Harold's anxiety only came out later。 It
was the wound he coveted察it seemed。 He wanted to have a
big察sore wound of his very own察and go about and show it to
people察and excite their envy or win their respect。 Charlotte
was only too pleased to take the child´angel seated at the lady's
feet察grappling with a musical instrument much too big for her。
Charlotte wanted wings badly察and察next to those察a guitar or a
banjo。 The angel察besides察wore an amber necklace察which took
her fancy immensely。
This left the picture allotted察with the exception of two or
three more angels察who peeped or perched behind the main figures
with a certain subdued drollery in their faces察as if the thing
had gone on long enough察and it was now time to upset something
or kick up a row of some sort。 We knew these good folk to be
saints and angels察because we had been told they were察otherwise
we should never have guessed it。 Angels察as we knew them in
our Sunday books察were vapid察colourless察uninteresting
characters察with straight up´and´down sort of figures察white
nightgowns察white wings察and the same straight yellow hair parted
in the middle。 They were serious察even melancholy察and we had no
desire to have any traffic with them。 These bright bejewelled
little persons察however察piquant of face and radiant of feather
were evidently hatched from quite a different egg察and we felt we
might have interests in common with them。 Short´nosed察shock
headed察with mouths that went up at the corners and with an
evident disregard for all their fine clothes察they would be the
best of good company察we felt sure察if only we could manage to
get at them。 One doubt alone disturbed my mind。 In games
requiring agility察those wings of theirs would give them a
tremendous pull。 Could they be trusted to play fair拭 I
asked Selina察who replied scornfully that angels ALWAYS played
fair。 But I went back and had another look at the brown´faced
one peeping over the back of the lady's chair察and still I had my
doubts。
When Edward went off to school a great deal of adjustment and re´
allotment took place察and all the heroes of illustrated
literature were at my call察did I choose to possess them。 In
this particular case察however察I made no haste to seize upon the
armour´man。 Perhaps it was because I wanted a FRESH saint of
my own察not a stale saint that Edward had been for so long a
time。 Perhaps it was rather that察ever since I had elected to be
saintless察I had got into the habit of strolling off into the
background察and amusing myself with what I found there。
A very fascinating background it was察and held a great deal
though so tiny。 Meadow´land came first察set with flowers
blue and red察like gems。 Then a white road ran察with wilful
uncalled´for loops察up a steep察conical hill察crowned with
towers察bastioned walls察and belfries察and down the road the
little knights came riding察two and two。 The hill on one side
descended to water察tranquil察far´reaching察and blue察and a very
curly ship lay at anchor察with one mast having an odd sort of
crow's´nest at the top of it。
There was plenty to do in this pleasant land。 The annoying thing
about it was察one could never penetrate beyond a certain point。
I might wander up that road as often as I liked察I was bound to
be brought up at the gateway察the funny galleried察top´heavy
gateway察of the little walled town。 Inside察doubtless察there
were high jinks going on察but the password was denied to me。 I
could get on board a boat and row up as far as the curly ship
but around the headland I might not go。 On the other side
of a surety察the shipping lay thick。 The merchants walked on the
quay察and the sailors sang as they swung out the corded bales。
But as for me察I must stay down in the meadow察and imagine it all
as best I could。
Once I broached the subject to Charlotte察and found察to my
surprise察that she had had the same joys and encountered the same
disappointments in this delectable country。 She察too察had walked
up that road and flattened her nose against that portcullis察and
she pointed out something that I had overlookedto wit察that if
you rowed off in a boat to the curly ship察and got hold of a
rope察and clambered aboard of her察and swarmed up the mast察and
got into the crow's´nest察you could just see over the headland
and take in at your ease the life and bustle of the port。 She
proceeded to describe all the fun that was going on there
at such length and with so much particularity that I looked at
her suspiciously。 ;Why察you talk as if you'd been in that
crow's´nest yourself ─I said。 Charlotte answered nothing察but
pursed her mouth up and nodded violently for some minutes察and I
could get nothing more out of her。 I felt rather hurt。
Evidently she had managed察somehow or other察to get up into that
crow's´nest。 Charlotte had got ahead of me on this occasion。
It was necessary察no doubt察that grown´up people should dress
themselves up and go forth to pay calls。 I don't mean that we
saw any sense in the practice。 It would have been so much more
reasonable to stay at home in your old clothes and play。 But we
recognized that these folk had to do many unaccountable things
and after all it was THEIR life察and not ours察and we were not
in a position to criticise。 Besides察they had many habits
more objectionable than this one察which to us generally meant a
free and untrammelled afternoon察wherein to play the devil in our
own way。 Th