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difficult for the others。 In fact every society is repellant of
strangers in the degree that it is sufficient to itself; and is incurious
concerning the rest of the world。 If it has not the elements of self…
satisfaction in it; if it is uninformed and new and restless; it is more
hospitable than an older society which has a sense of merit founded upon
historical documents; and need no longer go out of itself for comparisons
of any sort; knowing that if it seeks anything better it will probably be
disappointed。 The natural man; the savage; is as indifferent to others
as the exclusive; and those who accuse the coldness of the Bostonians;
and their reluctant or repellant behaviour toward unknown people; accuse
not only civilisation; but nature itself。
That love of independence which is notable in us even in our most
acquiescent phases at home is perhaps what brings these cultivated and
agreeable people so far away; where they can achieve a sort of sylvan
urbanity without responsibility; and without that measuring of purses
which attends the summer display elsewhere。 At Campobello one might be
poor with almost as little shame as in Cambridge if one were cultivated。
Mrs。 Pasmer; who seldom failed of doing just the right thing for herself;
had promptly divined the advantages of Campobello for her family。 She
knew; by dint of a little inquiry; and from the volunteer information of
enthusiasts who had been there the summer before; just who was likely to
be there during the summer with which she now found herself confronted。
Campobello being yet a new thing; it was not open to the objection that
you were sure to meet such and such people; more or less common or
disagreeable; there; whatever happened; it could be lightly handled in
the retrospect as the adventure of a partial and fragmentary summer when
really she hardly cared where they went。
They did not get away from Boston before the middle of July; and after
the solitude they left behind them there; the Owen at first seemed very
gay。 But when they had once or twice compared it with the Ty'n…y…Coed;
riding to and fro in the barge which formed the connecting link with the
Saturday evening hops of the latter hotel; Mrs。 Pasmer decided that; from
Alice's point of view; they had made a mistake; and she repaired it
without delay。 The young people were; in fact; all at the Ty'n…y…Coed;
and though she found the Owen perfectly satisfying for herself and Mr。
Pasmer; she was willing to make the sacrifice of going to a new place: it
was not a great sacrifice for one who had dwelt so long in tents。
There were scarcely any young girls at the Owen; and no young men; of
course。 Even at the Ty'n…y…Coed; where young girls abounded; it would
not be right to pretend that there were young men enough。 Nowhere;
perhaps; except at Bar Harbour; is the long…lost balance of the sexes
trimmed in New England; and even there the observer; abstractly
delighting in the young girls and their dresses at that grand love…
exchange of Rodick's; must question whether the adjustment is perfectly
accurate。
At Campobello there were not more than half enough young men; and there
was not enough flirtation to affect the prevailing social mood of the
place: an unfevered; expectationless tranquillity; in which to…day is
like yesterday; and to…morrow cannot be different。 It is a quiet of
light reading; and slowly; brokenly murmured; contented gossip for the
ladies; of old newspapers and old stories and luxuriously meditated
cigars for the men; with occasional combinations for a steam…launch
cruise among the eddies and islands of the nearer waters; or a voyage
further off in the Bay of Fundy to the Grand Menan; and a return for the
late dinner which marks the high civilisation of Campobello; and then an
evening of more reading and gossip and cigars; while the night wind
whistles outside; and the brawl and crash of the balls among the tenpins
comes softened from the distant alleys。 There are pleasant walks; which
people seldom take; in many directions; and there are drives and bridle…
paths all through the dense; sad; Northern woods which still savagely
clothe the greater part of the island to its further shores; where there
are shelves and plateaus of rock incomparable for picnicking。
One need ask nothing better; in fact; than to stroll down the sylvan road
that leads to the Owen; past the little fishing…village with its sheds
for curing herring; and the pale blue smoke and appetising savour
escaping from them; and past the little chapel with which the old Admiral
attested his love of the Established rite。 On this road you may
sometimes meet a little English bishop from the Provinces; in his apron。
and knee…breeches; and there is a certain bridge over a narrow estuary;
where in the shallow land…locked pools of the deeply ebbing tide you may
throw stones at sculpin; and witness the admirable indifference of those
fish to human cruelty and folly。 In the middle distance you will see a
group of herring weirs; which with their coronals of tufted saplings form
the very most picturesque aspect of any fishing industry。 You may; now
and then find an artist at this point; who; crouched over his easel; or
hers; seems to agree with you about the village and the weirs。
But Alice Pasmer cared little more for such things than her mother did;
and Mrs。 Pasmer regarded Nature in all her aspects simply as an adjunct
of society; or an occasional feature of the entourage。 The girl had no
such worldly feeling about it; but she found slight sympathy in the moods
of earth and sky with her peculiar temperament。 This temperament; whose
recondite origin had almost wholly broken up Mrs。 Pasmer's faith in
heredity; was like other temperaments; not always in evidence; and Alice
was variously regarded as cold; of shy; or proud; or insipid; by the
various other temperaments brought in contact with her own。 She was apt
to be liked because she was as careful of others as she was of herself;
and she never was childishly greedy about such admiration as she won; as
girls often are; perhaps because she did not care for it。 Up to this
time it is doubtful if her heart had been touched even by the fancies
that shake the surface of the soul of youth; and perhaps it was for this
reason that her seriousness at first fretted Mrs。 Pasmer with a vague
anxiety for her future。
Mrs。 Pasmer herself remained inalienably Unitarian; but she was aware of
the prodigious…growth which the Church had been making in society; and
when Alice showed her inclination for it; she felt that it was not at all
as if she had developed a taste for orthodoxy; when finally it did not
seem likely to go too far; it amused Mrs。 Pasmer that her daughter should
have taken so intensely to the Anglican rite。
In the hotel it attached to her by a common interest several of the
ladies who had seen her earnestly responsive at the little Owen chapel
ladies left to that affectional solitude which awaits long widowhood
through the death or marriage of children; and other ladies; younger;
but yet beginning to grow old with touching courage。 Alice was
especially a favourite with the three or four who represented their class
and condition at the Ty'n…y Coed; and who read the best books read there;
and had the gentlest manners。 There was a tacit agreement among these
ladies; who could not help seeing the difference in the temperaments of
the mother and daughter; that Mrs。 Pasmer did not understand Alice; but
probably there were very few people except herself whom Mrs。 Pasmer did
not understand quite well。 She understood these ladies and their
compassion for Alice; and she did not in the least resent it。 She was
willing that people should like Alice for any reason they chose; if they
did not go too far。 With her little flutter of futile deceits; her
irreverence for every form of human worth and her trust in a providence
which had seldom failed her; she smiled at the cult of Alice's friends;
as she did at the girl's seriousness; which also she felt herself able to
keep from going too far。
While she did not object to the sympathy of these ladies; whatever
inspired it; she encouraged another intimacy which grew up
contemporaneously with theirs; and which was frankly secular and
practical; though the girl who attached herself to Alice with one of
those instant passions of girlhood was also in every exterior observance
a strict and diligent Churchwoman。 The difference was through the
difference of Boston and New York in everything: the difference between
idealising and the realising tendency。 The elderly and middle…aged
Boston women who liked Alice had been touched by something high yet sad
in the beauty of her face at church; the New York girl promptly owned
that she had liked her effect the first Sunday she saw her there; and she
knew in a minute she never got those things on this side; her obeisances
and genuflections throughout the service; much more profound and
punctilious than those of any one else there; had apparently not
prevented her from making a thorough study of Alice's costume and a
correct conjecture as to its authorship。
Miss Anderson; who claim