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six and seven; and sometimes eight hours; and the same day I
am perhaps weeding or planting for an hour or two more … and
I daresay you know what hard work weeding is … and it all
agrees with me at this time of the year … like … like
idleness; if a man of my years could be idle。
My first visit to Apia was a shock to me; every second person
the ghost of himself; and the place reeking with infection。
But I have not got the thing yet; and hope to escape。 This
shows how much stronger I am; think of me flitting through a
town of influenza patients seemingly unscathed。 We are all
on the cacao planting。
The next day my wife and I rode over to the German
plantation; Vailele; whose manager is almost the only German
left to speak to us。 Seventy labourers down with influenza!
It is a lovely ride; half…way down our mountain towards Apia;
then turn to the right; ford the river; and three miles of
solitary grass and cocoa palms; to where the sea beats and
the wild wind blows unceasingly about the plantation house。
On the way down Fanny said; 'Now what would you do if you saw
Colvin coming up?'
Next day we rode down to Apia to make calls。
Yesterday the mail came; and the fat was in the fire。
NOV。 29TH?
BOOK。 All right。 I must say I like your order。 And the
papers are some of them up to dick; and no mistake。 I agree
with you the lights seem a little turned down。 The truth is;
I was far through (if you understand Scots); and came none
too soon to the South Seas; where I was to recover peace of
body and mind。 No man but myself knew all my bitterness in
those days。 Remember that; the next time you think I regret
my exile。 And however low the lights are; the stuff is true;
and I believe the more effective; after all; what I wish to
fight is the best fought by a rather cheerless presentation
of the truth。 The world must return some day to the word
duty; and be done with the word reward。 There are no
rewards; and plenty duties。 And the sooner a man sees that
and acts upon it like a gentleman or a fine old barbarian;
the better for himself。
There is my usual puzzle about publishers。 Chatto ought to
have it; as he has all the other essays; these all belong to
me; and Chatto publishes on terms。 Longman has forgotten the
terms we are on; let him look up our first correspondence;
and he will see I reserved explicitly; as was my habit; the
right to republish as I choose。 Had the same arrangement
with Henley; Magazine of Art; and with Tulloch Fraser's。 …
For any necessary note or preface; it would be a real service
if you would undertake the duty yourself。 I should love a
preface by you; as short or as long as you choose; three
sentences; thirty pages; the thing I should like is your
name。 And the excuse of my great distance seems sufficient。
I shall return with this the sheets corrected as far as I
have them; the rest I will leave; if you will; to you
entirely; let it be your book; and disclaim what you dislike
in the preface。 You can say it was at my eager prayer。 I
should say I am the less willing to pass Chatto over; because
he behaved the other day in a very handsome manner。 He asked
leave to reprint DAMIEN; I gave it to him as a present;
explaining I could receive no emolument for a personal
attack。 And he took out my share of profits; and sent them
in my name to the Leper Fund。 I could not bear after that to
take from him any of that class of books which I have always
given him。 Tell him the same terms will do。 Clark to print;
uniform with the others。
I have lost all the days since this letter began re…handling
Chapter IV。 of the Samoa racket。 I do not go in for
literature; address myself to sensible people rather than to
sensitive。 And; indeed; it is a kind of journalism; I have
no right to dally; if it is to help; it must come soon。 In
two months from now it shall be done; and should be published
in the course of March。 I propose Cassell gets it。 I am
going to call it 'A Footnote to History: Eight Years of
Trouble in Samoa;' I believe。 I recoil from serious names;
they seem so much too pretentious for a pamphlet。 It will be
about the size of TREASURE ISLAND; I believe。 Of course; as
you now know; my case of conscience cleared itself off; and I
began my intervention directly to one of the parties。 The
other; the Chief Justice; I am to inform of my book the first
occasion。 God knows if the book will do any good … or harm;
but I judge it right to try。 There is one man's life
certainly involved; and it may be all our lives。 I must not
stand and slouch; but do my best as best I can。 But you may
conceive the difficulty of a history extending to the present
week; at least; and where almost all the actors upon all
sides are of my personal acquaintance。 The only way is to
judge slowly; and write boldly; and leave the issue to fate。
。 。 。 I am far indeed from wishing to confine myself to
creative work; that is a loss; the other repairs; the one
chance for a man; and; above all; for one who grows elderly;
ahem; is to vary drainage and repair。 That is the one thing
I understand … the cultivation of the shallow SOLUM of my
brain。 But I would rather; from soon on; be released from
the obligation to write。 In five or six years this
plantation … suppose it and us still to exist … should pretty
well support us and pay wages; not before; and already the
six years seem long to me。 If literature were but a pastime!
I have interrupted myself to write the necessary notification
to the Chief Justice。
I see in looking up Longman's letter that it was as usual the
letter of an obliging gentleman; so do not trouble him with
my reminder。 I wish all my publishers were not so nice。 And
I have a fourth and a fifth baying at my heels; but for
these; of course; they must go wanting。
DEC。 2ND。
No answer from the Chief Justice; which is like him; but
surely very wrong in such a case。 The lunch bell! I have
been off work; playing patience and weeding all morning。
Yesterday and the day before I drafted eleven and revised
nine pages of Chapter V。; and the truth is; I was extinct by
lunch…time; and played patience sourly the rest of the day。
To…morrow or next day I hope to go in again and win。 Lunch
2nd Bell。
DEC。 2ND; AFTERNOON。
I have kept up the idleness; blew on the pipe to Belle's
piano; then had a ride in the forest all by my nainsel; back
and piped again; and now dinner nearing。 Take up this sheet
with nothing to say。 The weird figure of Faauma is in the
room washing my windows; in a black lavalava (kilt) with a
red handkerchief hanging from round her neck between her
breasts; not another stitch; her hair close cropped and
oiled; when she first came here she was an angelic little
stripling; but she is now in full flower … or half…flower …
and grows buxom。 As I write; I hear her wet cloth moving and
grunting with some industry; for I had a word this day with
her husband on the matter of work and meal…time; when she is
always late。 And she has a vague reverence for Papa; as she
and her enormous husband address me when anything is wrong。
Her husband is Lafaele; sometimes called the archangel; of
whom I have writ you often。 Rest of our household; Talolo;
cook; Pulu; kitchen boy; good; steady; industrious lads;
Henry; back again from Savaii; where his love affair seems
not to have prospered; with what looks like a spear…wound in
the back of his head; of which Mr。 Reticence says nothing;
Simi; Manuele; and two other labourers out…doors。 Lafaele is
provost of the live…stock; whereof now; three milk…cows; one
bull…calf; one heifer; Jack; Macfarlane; the mare; Harold;
Tifaga Jack; Donald and Edinburgh … seven horses … O; and the
stallion … eight horses; five cattle; total; if my arithmetic
be correct; thirteen head of beasts; I don't know how the
pigs stand; or the ducks; or the chickens; but we get a good
many eggs; and now and again a duckling or a chickling for
the table; the pigs are more solemn; and appear only on
birthdays and sich。
MONDAY; DEC。 7。
On Friday morning about eleven 1500 cacao seeds arrived; and
we set to and toiled from twelve that day to six; and went to
bed pretty tired。 Next day I got about an hour and a half at
my History; and was at it again by 8。10; and except an hour
for lunch kept at it till four P。M。 Yesterday; I did some
History in the morning; and slept most of the afternoon; and
to…day; being still averse from physical labour; and the mail
drawing nigh; drew out of the squad; and finished for press
the fifth chapter of my History; fifty…nine pages in one
month; which (you will allow me to say) is a devil of a large
order; i