the ninth vibration-第35节
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se of a maddened man。 He crouched on his cushions and stared at the purdah that divided him from the Lady; and all day the people came and went about him; and there was silence from the voice he longed to hear; for she would not moan; lest the sound should slay the Emperor。 Her women besought her; fearing that her strong silence would break her heart; but still she lay; her hands clenched in one another; enduring; and the Emperor endured without。 The Day of the Smiting!
So; as the time of the evening prayer drew nigh; a child was born; and the Empress; having done with pain; began to sink slowly into that profound sleep that is the shadow cast by the Last。 May Allah the Upholder have mercy on our weakness! And the women; white with fear and watching; looked upon her; and whispered one to another; 〃It is the end。〃
And the aged mother of Abdul Mirza; standing at her head; said; 〃She heeds not the cry of the child。 She cannot stay。〃 And the newly wed wife of Saif Khan; standing at her feet; said; 〃The voice of the beloved husband is as the Call of the Angel。 Let the Padishah be summoned。〃
So; the evening prayer being over (but the Emperor had not prayed); the wisest of the hakims; Kazim Sharif; went before him and spoke:…
〃Inhallah! May the will of the Issuer of Decrees in all things be done! Ascribe unto the Creator glory; bowing before his Throne。〃
And he remained silent; but the Padishah; haggard in his jewels; with his face hidden; answered thickly; 〃The truth! For Allah has forgotten his slave。〃
And Kazim Sharif; bowing at his feet and veiling his face with his hands; replied:
〃The voice of the child cannot reach her; and the Lady of Delight departs。 He who would speak with her must speak quickly。〃
Then the Emperor rose to his feet unsteadily; like a man drunk with the forbidden juice; and when Kazim Sharif would have supported him; be flung aside his hands; and he stumbled; a man wounded to death; as it were; to the marble chamber where she lay。
In that white chamber it was dusk; and they had lit the little cressets so that a very faint light fell upon her face。 A slender fountain a little cooled the hot; still air with its thin music and its sprinkled diamonds; and outside; the summer lightnings were playing wide and blue on the river; but so still was it that the dragging footsteps of the Emperor raised the hair on the flesh of those who heard; So the women who should; veiled themselves; and the others remained like pillars of stone。
Now; when those steps were heard; a faint colour rose in the cheek of the Lady Arjemand; but she did not raise the heavy lashes; or move her hand。 And he came up beside her; and the Shadow of God; who should kneel to none; knelt; and his head fell forward upon her breast; and in the hush the women glided out like ghosts; leaving the husband with the wife excepting only that her foster…nurse stood far off; with eyes averted。
So the minutes drifted by; falling audibly one by one into eternity; and at the long last she slowly opened her eyes and; as from the depths of a dream; beheld the Emperor; and in a voice faint as the fall of a rose…leaf she said the one word; 〃Beloved!〃
And he from between his clenched teeth; answered; 〃Speak; wife。〃
So she; who in all things had loved and served him; … she; Light of all hearts; dispeller of all gloom; … gathered her dying breath for consolation; and raised one hand slowly; and it fell across his; and so remained。
Now; her beauty had been broken in the anguish like a rose in storm; but it returned to her; doubtless that the Padishah might take comfort in its memory; and she looked like a houri of Paradise who; kneeling beside the Zemzem Well; beholds the Waters of Peace。 Not Fatmeh herself; the daughter of the Prophet of God; shone more sweetly。 She repeated the word; 〃Beloved〃; and after a pause she whispered on with lips that scarcely stirred; 〃King of the Age; this is the end。〃
But still he was like a dead man; nor lifted his face。
〃Surely all things pass。 And though I go; in your heart I abide; and nothing can sever us。 Take comfort。〃
But there was no answer。
〃Nothing but Love's own hand can slay Love。 Therefore; remember me; and I shall live。〃
And he answered from the darkness of her bosom; 〃The whole world shall remember。 But when shall I be united to thee? 0 Allah; how long wilt thou leave me to waste in this separation?〃
And she: 〃Beloved; what is time? We sleep and the night is gone。 Now put your arms about me; for I sink into rest。 What words are needed between us? Love is enough。〃
So; making not the Profession of Faith; … and what need; since all her life was worship; … the Lady Arjemand turned into his arms like a child。 And the night deepened。
Morning; with its arrows of golden light that struck the river to splendour! Morning; with its pure breath; its sunshine of joy; and the koels fluting in the Palace gardens! Morning; divine and new from the hand of the Maker! And in the innermost chamber of marble a white silence; and the Lady; the Mirror of Goodness; lying in the Compassion of Allah; and a broken man stretched on the ground beside her。 For all flesh; from the camel…driver to the Shah…in… Shah; is as one in the Day of the Smiting。
II
For weeks the Emperor lay before the door of death; and had it opened to him; he had been blessed。 So the months went by; and very slowly the strength returned to him; but his eyes were withered and the bones stood out in his cheeks。 But he resumed his throne; and sat upon it kingly; black…bearded; eagle…eyed; terribly apart in his grief and his royalty; and so seated among his Usbegs; he declared his will。
〃For this Lady (upon whom be peace); departed to the mercy of the Giver and Taker; shall a tomb…palace be made; the Like of which is not found in the four corners of the world。 Send forth therefore for craftsmen like the builders of the Temple of Solomon the Wise; for I will build。〃
So; taking counsel; they sent in haste into Agra for Ustad Isa; the Master…Builder; a man of Shiraz; and he; being presented before the Padishah; received his instructions in these words:…
〃I will that all the world shall remember the Flower of the World; that all hearts shall give thanks for her beauty; which was indeed the perfect Mirror of the Creator。 And since it is abhorrent of Islam that any image be made in the likeness of anything that has life; make for me a palace…tomb; gracious as she was gracious; lovely as she was lovely。 Not such as the tombs of the Kings and the Conquerors; but of a divine sweetness。 Make me a garden on the banks of Jumna; and build it there; where; sitting in my Pavilion of Marble; I may see it rise。〃
And Ustad Isa; having heard; said; 〃Upon my head and eyes!〃 and went out from the Presence。
So; musing upon the words of the Padishah; he went to his house in Agra; and there pondered the matter long and deeply; and for a whole day and night he refused all food and secluded himself from the society of all men; for he said:…
〃This is a weighty thing; for this Lady (upon whom be peace) must visibly dwell in her tomb… palace on the shore of the river; and how shall I; who have never seen her; imagine the grace that was in her; and restore it to the world? Oh; had I but the memory of her face! Could I but see it as the Shah…in…Shah sees it; remembering the past! Prophet of God; intercede for me; that I may look through his eyes; if but for a moment!〃
That night he slept; wearied and weakened with fasting; and whether it were that the body guarded no longer the gates of the soul; I cannot say; for; when the body ails; the soul soars free above its weakness。 But a strange marvel happened。
For; as it seemed to him; he awoke at the mid…noon of the night; and he was sitting; not in his own house; but upon the roof of the royal palace; looking down on the gliding Jumna; where the low moon slept in silver; and the light was alone upon the water; and there were no boats; but sleep and dream; hovering hand…in…hand; moved upon the air; and his heart was dilated in the great silence。
Yet he knew well that he waked in some supernatural sphere: for his eyes could see across the river as if the opposite shore lay at his feet; and he could distinguish every leaf on every tree; and the flowers moon…blanched and ghost…like。 And there; in the blackest shade of the pippala boughs; he beheld a faint light like a pearl; and looking with unspeakable anxiety; he saw within the light; slowly growing; the figure of a lady exceedingly glorious in majesty and crowned with a rayed crown of mighty jewels of white and golden splendour。 Her gold robe fell to her feet; and … very strange to tell … her feet touched not the ground; but hung a span's length above it; so that she floated in the air。
But the marvel of marvels was her face … not; indeed; for its beauty; though that transcended all; but for its singular and compassionate sweetness; wherewith she looked toward the Palace beyond the river as if it held the heart of her heart; while death and its river lay between。
And Ustad Isa said:… 〃0 dream; if this sweetness be but a dream; let me never wake! Let me see forever this exquisite work of Allah the Maker; before whom all the craft