the ball at sceaux-第4节
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allowing her to affect beautiful attitudes of scorn and impertinence。
She had cultivated a large variety of those turns of the head and
feminine gestures; which emphasize so cruelly or so happily a hint of
a smile。 Fine black hair; thick and strongly…arched eyebrows; lent her
countenance an expression of pride; to which her coquettish instincts
and her mirror had taught her to add terror by a stare; or gentleness
by the softness of her gaze; by the set of the gracious curve of her
lips; by the coldness or the sweetness of her smile。 When Emilie meant
to conquer a heart; her pure voice did not lack melody; but she could
also give it a sort of curt clearness when she was minded to paralyze
a partner's indiscreet tongue。 Her colorless face and alabaster brow
were like the limpid surface of a lake; which by turns is rippled by
the impulse of a breeze and recovers its glad serenity when the air is
still。 More than one young man; a victim to her scorn; accused her of
acting a part; but she justified herself by inspiring her detractors
with the desire to please her; and then subjecting them to all her
most contemptuous caprice。 Among the young girls of fashion; not one
knew better than she how to assume an air of reserve when a man of
talent was introduced to her; or how to display the insulting
politeness which treats an equal as an inferior; and to pour out her
impertinence on all who tried to hold their heads on a level with
hers。 Wherever she went she seemed to be accepting homage rather than
compliments; and even in a princess her airs and manner would have
transformed the chair on which she sat into an imperial throne。
Monsieur de Fontaine discovered too late how utterly the education of
the daughter he loved had been ruined by the tender devotion of the
whole family。 The admiration which the world is at first ready to
bestow on a young girl; but for which; sooner or later; it takes its
revenge; had added to Emilie's pride; and increased her self…
confidence。 Universal subservience had developed in her the
selfishness natural to spoilt children; who; like kings; make a
plaything of everything that comes to hand。 As yet the graces of youth
and the charms of talent hid these faults from every eye; faults all
the more odious in a woman; since she can only please by self…
sacrifice and unselfishness; but nothing escapes the eye of a good
father; and Monsieur de Fontaine often tried to explain to his
daughter the more important pages of the mysterious book of life。 Vain
effort! He had to lament his daughter's capricious indocility and
ironical shrewdness too often to persevere in a task so difficult as
that of correcting an ill…disposed nature。 He contented himself with
giving her from time to time some gentle and kind advice; but he had
the sorrow of seeing his tenderest words slide from his daughter's
heart as if it were of marble。 A father's eyes are slow to be
unsealed; and it needed more than one experience before the old
Royalist perceived that his daughter's rare caresses were bestowed on
him with an air of condescension。 She was like young children; who
seem to say to their mother; 〃Make haste to kiss me; that I may go to
play。〃 In short; Emilie vouchsafed to be fond of her parents。 But
often; by those sudden whims; which seem inexplicable in young girls;
she kept aloof and scarcely ever appeared; she complained of having to
share her father's and mother's heart with too many people; she was
jealous of every one; even of her brothers and sisters。 Then; after
creating a desert about her; the strange girl accused all nature of
her unreal solitude and her wilful griefs。 Strong in the experience of
her twenty years; she blamed fate; because; not knowing that the
mainspring of happiness is in ourselves; she demanded it of the
circumstances of life。 She would have fled to the ends of the earth to
escape a marriage such as those of her two sisters; and nevertheless
her heart was full of horrible jealousy at seeing them married; rich;
and happy。 In short; she sometimes led her motherwho was as much a
victim to her vagaries as Monsieur de Fontaineto suspect that she
had a touch of madness。
But such aberrations are quite inexplicable; nothing is commoner than
this unconfessed pride developed in the heart of young girls belonging
to families high in the social scale; and gifted by nature with great
beauty。 They are almost all convinced that their mothers; now forty or
fifty years of age; can neither sympathize with their young souls; nor
conceive of their imaginings。 They fancy that most mothers; jealous of
their girls; want to dress them in their own way with the premeditated
purpose of eclipsing them or robbing them of admiration。 Hence; often;
secret tears and dumb revolt against supposed tyranny。 In the midst of
these woes; which become very real though built on an imaginary basis;
they have also a mania for composing a scheme of life; while casting
for themselves a brilliant horoscope; their magic consists in taking
their dreams for reality; secretly; in their long meditations; they
resolve to give their heart and hand to none but the man possessing
this or the other qualification; and they paint in fancy a model to
which; whether or no; the future lover must correspond。 After some
little experience of life; and the serious reflections that come with
years; by dint of seeing the world and its prosaic round; by dint of
observing unhappy examples; the brilliant hues of their ideal are
extinguished。 Then; one fine day; in the course of events; they are
quite astonished to find themselves happy without the nuptial poetry
of their day…dreams。 It was on the strength of that poetry that
Mademoiselle Emilie de Fontaine; in her slender wisdom; had drawn up a
programme to which a suitor must conform to be excepted。 Hence her
disdain and sarcasm。
〃Though young and of an ancient family; he must be a peer of France;〃
said she to herself。 〃I could not bear not to see my coat…of…arms on
the panels of my carriage among the folds of azure mantling; not to
drive like the princes down the broad walk of the Champs…Elysees on
the days of Longchamps in Holy Week。 Besides; my father says that it
will someday be the highest dignity in France。 He must be a soldier
but I reserve the right of making him retire; and he must bear an
Order; that the sentries may present arms to us。〃
And these rare qualifications would count for nothing if this creature
of fancy had not the most amiable temper; a fine figure; intelligence;
and; above all; if he were not slender。 To be lean; a personal grace
which is but fugitive; especially under a representative government;
was an indispensable condition。 Mademoiselle de Fontaine had an ideal
standard which was to be the model。 A young man who at the first
glance did not fulfil the requisite conditions did not even get a
second look。
〃Good Heavens! see how fat he is!〃 was with her the utmost expression
of contempt。
To hear her; people of respectable corpulence were incapable of
sentiment; bad husbands; and unfit for civilized society。 Though it is
esteemed a beauty in the East; to be fat seemed to her a misfortune
for a woman; but in a man it was a crime。 These paradoxical views were
amusing; thanks to a certain liveliness of rhetoric。 The Count felt
nevertheless that by…and…by his daughter's affections; of which the
absurdity would be evident to some women who were not less clear…
sighted than merciless; would inevitably become a subject of constant
ridicule。 He feared lest her eccentric notions should deviate into bad
style。 He trembled to think that the pitiless world might already be
laughing at a young woman who remained so long on the stage without
arriving at any conclusion of the drama she was playing。 More than one
actor in it; disgusted by a refusal; seemed to be waiting for the
slightest turn of ill…luck to take his revenge。 The indifferent; the
lookers…on were beginning to weary of it; admiration is always
exhausting to human beings。 The old Vendeen knew better than any one
that if there is an art in choosing the right moment for coming
forward on the boards of the world; on those of the Court; in a
drawing…room or on the stage; it is still more difficult to quit them
in the nick of time。 So during the first winter after the accession of
Charles X。; he redoubled his efforts; seconded by his three sons and
his sons…in…law; to assemble in the rooms of his official residence
the best matches which Paris and the various deputations from
departments could offer。 The splendor of his entertainments; the
luxury of his dining…room; and his dinners; fragrant with truffles;
rivaled the famous banquets by which the ministers of that time
secured the vote of their parliamentary recruits。
The Honorable Deputy was consequently pointed at as a most influential
corrupter of the legislative honesty of the illustrious Chambe