ben-hur-第59节
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g the soil to…day with blood； to…morrow with tearsand always with the same result。
It remains to be said now that Ben…Hur was in agreement with the mass of men of his time not Romans。 The five years' residence in the capital served him with opportunity to see and study the miseries of the subjugated world； and in full belief that the evils which afflicted it were political； and to be cured only by the sword； he was going forth to fit himself for a part in the day of resort to the heroic remedy。 By practice of arms he was a perfect soldier； but war has its higher fields； and he who would move successfully in them must know more than to defend with shield and thrust with spear。 In those fields the general finds his tasks； the greatest of which is the reduction of the many into one； and that one himself； the consummate captain is a fighting…man armed with an army。 This conception entered into the scheme of life to which he was further swayed by the reflection that the vengeance he dreamed of； in connection with his individual wrongs； would be more surely found in some of the ways of war than in any pursuit of peace。
The feelings with which he listened to Balthasar can be now understood。 The story touched two of the most sensitive points of his being so they rang within him。 His heart beat fastand faster still when； searching himself； he found not a doubt either that the recital was true in every particular； or that the Child so miraculously found was the Messiah。 Marvelling much that Israel rested so dead to the revelation； and that he had never heard of it before that day； two questions presented themselves to him as centring all it was at that moment further desirable to know：
Where was the Child then？
And what was his mission？
With apologies for the interruptions； he proceeded to draw out the opinions of Balthasar； who was in nowise loath to speak。
CHAPTER XVI
〃If I could answer you；〃 Balthasar said； in his simple； earnest； devout way〃oh； if I knew where he is； how quickly I would go to him！ The seas should not stay me； nor the mountains。〃
〃You have tried to find him； then？〃 asked Ben…Hur。
A smile flitted across the face of the Egyptian。
〃The first task I charged myself with after leaving the shelter given me in the desert〃Balthasar cast a grateful look at Ilderim〃was to learn what became of the Child。 But a year had passed； and I dared not go up to Judea in person； for Herod still held the throne bloody…minded as ever。 In Egypt； upon my return； there were a few friends to believe the wonderful things I told them of what I had seen and hearda few who rejoiced with me that a Redeemer was borna few who never tired of the story。 Some of them came up for me looking after the Child。 They went first to Bethlehem； and found there the khan and the cave； but the stewardhe who sat at the gate the night of the birth； and the night we came following the starwas gone。 The king had taken him away； and he was no more seen。〃
〃But they found some proofs； surely；〃 said Ben…Hur； eagerly。
〃Yes； proofs written in blooda village in mourning； mothers yet crying for their little ones。 You must know； when Herod heard of our flight； he sent down and slew the youngest…born of the children of Bethlehem。 Not one escaped。 The faith of my messengers was confirmed； but they came to me saying the Child was dead； slain with the other innocents。〃
〃Dead！〃 exclaimed Ben…Hur； aghast。 〃Dead； sayest thou？〃
〃Nay； my son； I did not say so。 I said they； my messengers； told me the Child was dead。 I did not believe the report then； I do not believe it now。〃
〃I seethou hast some special knowledge。〃
〃Not so； not so；〃 said Balthasar； dropping his gaze。 〃The Spirit was to go with us no farther than to the Child。 When we came out of the cave； after our presents were given and we had seen the babe； we looked first thing for the star； but it was gone； and we knew we were left to ourselves。 The last inspiration of the Holy Onethe last I can recallwas that which sent us to Ilderim for safety。〃
〃Yes；〃 said the sheik； fingering his beard nervously。 〃You told me you were sent to me by a SpiritI remember it。〃
〃I have no special knowledge；〃 Balthasar continued； observing the dejection which had fallen upon Ben…Hur； 〃but； my son； I have given the matter much thoughtthought continuing through years； inspired by faith； which； I assure you； calling God for witness； is as strong in me now as in the hour I heard the voice of the Spirit calling me by the shore of the lake。 If you will listen； I will tell you why I believe the Child is living。〃
Both Ilderim and Ben…Hur looked assent； and appeared to summon their faculties that they might understand as well as hear。 The interest reached the servants； who drew near to the divan； and stood listening。 Throughout the tent there was the profoundest silence。
〃We three believe in God。〃
Balthasar bowed his head as he spoke。
〃And he is the Truth；〃 he resumed。 〃His word is God。 The hills may turn to dust； and the seas be drunk dry by south winds； but his word shall stand； because it is the Truth。〃
The utterance was in a manner inexpressibly solemn。
〃The voice； which was his； speaking to me by the lake； said； 'Blessed art thou； O son of Mizraim！ The Redemption cometh。 With two others from the remotenesses of the earth； thou shalt see the Savior。' I have seen the Saviorblessed be his name！but the Redemption； which was the second part of the promise； is yet to come。 Seest thou now？ If the Child be dead； there is no agent to bring the Redemption about； and the word is naught； and Godnay； I dare not say it！〃
He threw up both hands in horror。
〃The Redemption was the work for which the Child was born； and so long as the promise abides； not even death can separate him from his work until it is fulfilled； or at least in the way of fulfilment。 Take you that now as one reason for my belief； then give me further attention。〃
The good man paused。
〃Wilt thou not taste the wine？ It is at thy handsee；〃 said Ilderim； respectfully。
Balthasar drank； and； seeming refreshed； continued：
〃The Savior I saw was born of woman； in nature like us； and subject to all our illseven death。 Let that stand as the first proposition。 Consider next the work set apart to him。 Was it not a performance for which only a man is fitted？a man wise； firm； discreeta man； not a child？ To become such he had to grow as we grow。 Bethink you now of the dangers his life was subject to in the intervalthe long interval between childhood and maturity。 The existing powers were his enemies； Herod was his enemy； and what would Rome have been？ And as for Israelthat he should not be accepted by Israel was the motive for cutting him off。 See you now。 What better way was there to take care of his life in the helpless growing time than by passing him into obscurity？ Wherefore I say to myself； and to my listening faith； which is never moved except by yearning of loveI say he is not dead； but lost； and； his work remaining undone； he will come again。 There you have the reasons for my belief。 Are they not good？〃
Ilderim's small Arab eyes were bright with understanding； and Ben…Hur； lifted from his dejection； said heartily； 〃I； at least； may not gainsay them。 What further； pray？〃
〃Hast thou not enough； my son？ Well；〃 he began； in calmer tone； 〃seeing that the reasons were goodmore plainly； seeing it was God's will that the Child should not be foundI settled my faith into the keeping of patience； and took to waiting。〃 He raised his eyes； full of holy trust； and broke off abstractedly〃I am waiting now。 He lives； keeping well his mighty secret。 What though I cannot go to him； or name the hill or the vale of his abiding…place？ He livesit may be as the fruit in blossom； it may be as the fruit just ripening； but by the certainty there is in the promise and reason of God； I know he lives。〃
A thrill of awe struck Ben…Hura thrill which was but the dying of his half…formed doubt。
〃Where thinkest thou he is？〃 he asked； in a low voice； and hesitating； like one who feels upon his lips the pressure of a sacred silence。
Balthasar looked at him kindly； and replied； his mind not entirely freed from its abstraction；
〃In my house on the Nile； so close to the river that the passers…by in boats see it and its reflection in the water at the same timein my house； a few weeks ago； I sat thinking。 A man thirty years old； I said to myself； should have his fields of life all ploughed； and his planting well done； for after that it is summer…time； with space scarce enough to ripen his sowing。 The Child； I said further； is now twenty…sevenhis time to plant must be at hand。 I asked myself； as you here asked me； my son； and answered by coming hither； as to a good resting…place close by the land thy fathers had from God。 Where else should he appear； if not in Judea？ In what city should he begin his work； if not in Jerusalem？ Who should be first to receive the blessings he is to bring； if not the children of Abraham； Isaac； and Jacob； in love； at least； the children of the Lord？ If I were bidden go seek him； I would search well the hamlets and villages on the slopes of the mountains of Judea and Galilee falling eastwardly into the valley of the Jorda
