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not seek to retain。 Though the feeling which united her to Balthazar
Claes was such that no thought of personal interest could ever sully
it; Josephine felt a certain pleasure in possessing a fortune equal to
that of her husband; and was happy in giving something to one who had
so nobly given everything to her。 Thus; a mere chance turned a
marriage which worldly minds had declared foolish; into an excellent
alliance; seen from the standpoint of material interests。 The use to
which this sum of money should be put became; however; somewhat
difficult to determine。
The House of Claes was so richly supplied with furniture; pictures;
and objects of art of priceless value; that it was difficult to add
anything worthy of what was already there。 The tastes of the family
through long periods of time had accumulated these treasures。 One
generation followed the quest of noble pictures; leaving behind it the
necessity of completing a collection still unfinished; and thus the
taste became hereditary in the family。 The hundred pictures which
adorned the gallery leading from the family building to the reception…
rooms on the first floor of the front house; as well as some fifty
others placed about the salons; were the product of the patient
researches of three centuries。 Among them were choice specimens of
Rubens; Ruysdael; Vandyke; Terburg; Gerard Dow; Teniers; Mieris; Paul
Potter; Wouvermans; Rembrandt; Hobbema; Cranach; and Holbein。 French
and Italian pictures were in a minority; but all were authentic and
masterly。
Another generation had fancied Chinese and Japanese porcelains: this
Claes was eager after rare furniture; that one for silver…ware; in
fact; each and all had their mania; their passion;a trait which
belongs in a striking degree to the Flemish character。 The father of
Balthazar; a last relic of the once famous Dutch society; left behind
him the finest known collection of tulips。
Besides these hereditary riches; which represented an enormous
capital; and were the choice ornament of the venerable house;a house
that was simple as a shell outside but; like a shell; adorned within
by pearls of price and glowing with rich color;Balthazar Claes
possessed a country…house on the plain of Orchies; not far from Douai。
Instead of basing his expenses; as Frenchmen do; upon his revenues; he
followed the old Dutch custom of spending only a fourth of his income。
Twelve hundred ducats a year put his costs of living at a level with
those of the richest men of the place。 The promulgation of the Civil
Code proved the wisdom of this course。 Compelling; as it did; the
equal division of property; the Title of Succession would some day
leave each child with limited means; and disperse the treasures of the
Claes collection。 Balthazar; therefore; in concert with Madame Claes;
invested his wife's property so as to secure to each child a fortune
eventually equal to his own。 The house of Claes still maintained its
moderate scale of living; and bought woodlands somewhat the worse for
wars that had laid waste the country; but which in ten years' time; if
well…preserved; would return an enormous value。
The upper ranks of society in Douai; which Monsieur Claes frequented;
appreciated so justly the noble character and qualities of his wife
that; by tacit consent she was released from those social duties to
which the provinces cling so tenaciously。 During the winter season;
when she lived in town; she seldom went into society; society came to
her。 She received every Wednesday; and gave three grand dinners every
month。 Her friends felt that she was more at ease in her own house;
where; indeed; her passion for her husband and the care she bestowed
on the education of her children tended to keep her。
Such had been; up to the year 1809; the general course of this
household; which had nothing in common with the ordinary run of
conventional ideas; though the outward life of these two persons;
secretly full of love and joy; was like that of other people。
Balthazar Claes's passion for his wife; which she had known how to
perpetuate; seemed; to use his own expression; to spend its inborn
vigor and fidelity on the cultivation of happiness; which was far
better than the cultivation of tulips (though to that he had always
had a leaning); and dispensed him from the duty of following a mania
like his ancestors。
At the close of this year; the mind and the manners of Balthazar Claes
underwent a fatal change;a change which began so gradually that at
first Madame Claes did not think it necessary to inquire the cause。
One night her husband went to bed with a mind so preoccupied that she
felt it incumbent on her to respect his mood。 Her womanly delicacy and
her submissive habits always led her to wait for Balthazar's
confidence; which; indeed; was assured to her by so constant an
affection that she had never had the slightest opening for jealousy。
Though certain of obtaining an answer whenever she should make the
inquiry; she still retained enough of the earlier impressions of her
life to dread a refusal。 Besides; the moral malady of her husband had
its phases; and only came by slow degrees to the intolerable point at
which it destroyed the happiness of the family。
However occupied Balthazar Claes might be; he continued for several
months cheerful; affectionate; and ready to talk; the change in his
character showed itself only by frequent periods of absent…mindedness。
Madame Claes long hoped to hear from her husband himself the nature of
the secret employment in which he was engaged; perhaps; she thought;
he would reveal it when it developed some useful result; many men are
led by pride to conceal the nature of their efforts; and only make
them known at the moment of success。 When the day of triumph came;
surely domestic happiness would return; more vivid than ever when
Balthazar became aware of this chasm in the life of love; which his
heart would surely disavow。 Josephine knew her husband well enough to
be certain that he would never forgive himself for having made his
Pepita less than happy during several months。
She kept silence therefore; and felt a sort of joy in thus suffering
by him for him: her passion had a tinge of that Spanish piety which
allows no separation between religion and love; and believes in no
sentiment without suffering。 She waited for the return of her
husband's affection; saying daily to herself; 〃To…morrow it may come;〃
treating her happiness as though it were an absent friend。
During this stage of her secret distress; she conceived her last
child。 Horrible crisis; which revealed a future of anguish! In the
midst of her husband's abstractions love showed itself on this
occasion an abstraction even greater than the rest。 Her woman's pride;
hurt for the first time; made her sound the depths of the unknown
abyss which separated her from the Claes of earlier days。 From that
time Balthazar's condition grew rapidly worse。 The man formerly so
wrapped up in his domestic happiness; who played for hours with his
children on the parlor carpet or round the garden paths; who seemed
able to exist only in the light of his Pepita's dark eyes; did not
even perceive her pregnancy; seldom shared the family life; and even
forgot his own。
The longer Madame Claes postponed inquiring into the cause of his
preoccupation the less she dared to do so。 At the very idea; her blood
ran cold and her voice grew faint。 At last the thought occurred to her
that she had ceased to please her husband; and then indeed she was
seriously alarmed。 That fear now filled her mind; drove her to
despair; then to feverish excitement; and became the text of many an
hour of melancholy reverie。 She defended Balthazar at her own expense;
calling herself old and ugly; then she imagined a generous though
humiliating consideration for her in this secret occupation by which
he secured to her a negative fidelity; and she resolved to give him
back his independence by allowing one of those unspoken divorces which
make the happiness of many a marriage。
Before bidding farewell to conjugal life; Madame Claes made some
attempt to read her husband's heart; and found it closed。 Little by
little; she saw him become indifferent to all that he had formerly
loved; he neglected his tulips; he cared no longer for his children。
There could be no doubt that he was given over to some passion that
was not of the heart; but which; to a woman's mind; is not less
withering。 His love was dormant; not lost: this might be a
consolation; but the misfortune remained the same。
The continuance of such a state of things is explained by one word;
hope; the secret of all conjugal situations。 It so happened that
whenever the poor woman reached a depth of despair which gave her
courage to question her husband; she met with a few brief moments of
happiness when she was able to feel that if Balthazar was indeed