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not seek to retain。 Though the feeling which united her to Balthazar

Claes was such that no thought of personal interest could ever sully

it; Josephine felt a certain pleasure in possessing a fortune equal to

that of her husband; and was happy in giving something to one who had

so nobly given everything to her。 Thus; a mere chance turned a

marriage which worldly minds had declared foolish; into an excellent

alliance; seen from the standpoint of material interests。 The use to

which this sum of money should be put became; however; somewhat

difficult to determine。



The House of Claes was so richly supplied with furniture; pictures;

and objects of art of priceless value; that it was difficult to add

anything worthy of what was already there。 The tastes of the family

through long periods of time had accumulated these treasures。 One

generation followed the quest of noble pictures; leaving behind it the

necessity of completing a collection still unfinished; and thus the

taste became hereditary in the family。 The hundred pictures which

adorned the gallery leading from the family building to the reception…

rooms on the first floor of the front house; as well as some fifty

others placed about the salons; were the product of the patient

researches of three centuries。 Among them were choice specimens of

Rubens; Ruysdael; Vandyke; Terburg; Gerard Dow; Teniers; Mieris; Paul

Potter; Wouvermans; Rembrandt; Hobbema; Cranach; and Holbein。 French

and Italian pictures were in a minority; but all were authentic and

masterly。



Another generation had fancied Chinese and Japanese porcelains: this

Claes was eager after rare furniture; that one for silver…ware; in

fact; each and all had their mania; their passion;a trait which

belongs in a striking degree to the Flemish character。 The father of

Balthazar; a last relic of the once famous Dutch society; left behind

him the finest known collection of tulips。



Besides these hereditary riches; which represented an enormous

capital; and were the choice ornament of the venerable house;a house

that was simple as a shell outside but; like a shell; adorned within

by pearls of price and glowing with rich color;Balthazar Claes

possessed a country…house on the plain of Orchies; not far from Douai。

Instead of basing his expenses; as Frenchmen do; upon his revenues; he

followed the old Dutch custom of spending only a fourth of his income。

Twelve hundred ducats a year put his costs of living at a level with

those of the richest men of the place。 The promulgation of the Civil

Code proved the wisdom of this course。 Compelling; as it did; the

equal division of property; the Title of Succession would some day

leave each child with limited means; and disperse the treasures of the

Claes collection。 Balthazar; therefore; in concert with Madame Claes;

invested his wife's property so as to secure to each child a fortune

eventually equal to his own。 The house of Claes still maintained its

moderate scale of living; and bought woodlands somewhat the worse for

wars that had laid waste the country; but which in ten years' time; if

well…preserved; would return an enormous value。



The upper ranks of society in Douai; which Monsieur Claes frequented;

appreciated so justly the noble character and qualities of his wife

that; by tacit consent she was released from those social duties to

which the provinces cling so tenaciously。 During the winter season;

when she lived in town; she seldom went into society; society came to

her。 She received every Wednesday; and gave three grand dinners every

month。 Her friends felt that she was more at ease in her own house;

where; indeed; her passion for her husband and the care she bestowed

on the education of her children tended to keep her。



Such had been; up to the year 1809; the general course of this

household; which had nothing in common with the ordinary run of

conventional ideas; though the outward life of these two persons;

secretly full of love and joy; was like that of other people。

Balthazar Claes's passion for his wife; which she had known how to

perpetuate; seemed; to use his own expression; to spend its inborn

vigor and fidelity on the cultivation of happiness; which was far

better than the cultivation of tulips (though to that he had always

had a leaning); and dispensed him from the duty of following a mania

like his ancestors。



At the close of this year; the mind and the manners of Balthazar Claes

underwent a fatal change;a change which began so gradually that at

first Madame Claes did not think it necessary to inquire the cause。

One night her husband went to bed with a mind so preoccupied that she

felt it incumbent on her to respect his mood。 Her womanly delicacy and

her submissive habits always led her to wait for Balthazar's

confidence; which; indeed; was assured to her by so constant an

affection that she had never had the slightest opening for jealousy。

Though certain of obtaining an answer whenever she should make the

inquiry; she still retained enough of the earlier impressions of her

life to dread a refusal。 Besides; the moral malady of her husband had

its phases; and only came by slow degrees to the intolerable point at

which it destroyed the happiness of the family。



However occupied Balthazar Claes might be; he continued for several

months cheerful; affectionate; and ready to talk; the change in his

character showed itself only by frequent periods of absent…mindedness。

Madame Claes long hoped to hear from her husband himself the nature of

the secret employment in which he was engaged; perhaps; she thought;

he would reveal it when it developed some useful result; many men are

led by pride to conceal the nature of their efforts; and only make

them known at the moment of success。 When the day of triumph came;

surely domestic happiness would return; more vivid than ever when

Balthazar became aware of this chasm in the life of love; which his

heart would surely disavow。 Josephine knew her husband well enough to

be certain that he would never forgive himself for having made his

Pepita less than happy during several months。



She kept silence therefore; and felt a sort of joy in thus suffering

by him for him: her passion had a tinge of that Spanish piety which

allows no separation between religion and love; and believes in no

sentiment without suffering。 She waited for the return of her

husband's affection; saying daily to herself; 〃To…morrow it may come;〃

treating her happiness as though it were an absent friend。



During this stage of her secret distress; she conceived her last

child。 Horrible crisis; which revealed a future of anguish! In the

midst of her husband's abstractions love showed itself on this

occasion an abstraction even greater than the rest。 Her woman's pride;

hurt for the first time; made her sound the depths of the unknown

abyss which separated her from the Claes of earlier days。 From that

time Balthazar's condition grew rapidly worse。 The man formerly so

wrapped up in his domestic happiness; who played for hours with his

children on the parlor carpet or round the garden paths; who seemed

able to exist only in the light of his Pepita's dark eyes; did not

even perceive her pregnancy; seldom shared the family life; and even

forgot his own。



The longer Madame Claes postponed inquiring into the cause of his

preoccupation the less she dared to do so。 At the very idea; her blood

ran cold and her voice grew faint。 At last the thought occurred to her

that she had ceased to please her husband; and then indeed she was

seriously alarmed。 That fear now filled her mind; drove her to

despair; then to feverish excitement; and became the text of many an

hour of melancholy reverie。 She defended Balthazar at her own expense;

calling herself old and ugly; then she imagined a generous though

humiliating consideration for her in this secret occupation by which

he secured to her a negative fidelity; and she resolved to give him

back his independence by allowing one of those unspoken divorces which

make the happiness of many a marriage。



Before bidding farewell to conjugal life; Madame Claes made some

attempt to read her husband's heart; and found it closed。 Little by

little; she saw him become indifferent to all that he had formerly

loved; he neglected his tulips; he cared no longer for his children。

There could be no doubt that he was given over to some passion that

was not of the heart; but which; to a woman's mind; is not less

withering。 His love was dormant; not lost: this might be a

consolation; but the misfortune remained the same。



The continuance of such a state of things is explained by one word;

hope; the secret of all conjugal situations。 It so happened that

whenever the poor woman reached a depth of despair which gave her

courage to question her husband; she met with a few brief moments of

happiness when she was able to feel that if Balthazar was indeed

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