the holly-tree(圣树)-第11节
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〃You have observed it for my sake; sir?〃 said I; wondering how his
frank face could face it out so。
〃Yes!and Angela's;〃 said he。
I found the room reeling round in an uncertain way; like a labouring;
humming…top。 〃Explain yourself;〃 said I; holding on by one hand to an
arm…chair。
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〃Dear old darling Charley!〃 returned Edwin; in his cordial manner;
〃consider! When you were going on so happily with Angela; why should
I compromise you with the old gentleman by making you a party to our
engagement; and (after he had declined my proposals) to our secret
intention? Surely it was better that you should be able honourably to say;
'He never took counsel with me; never told me; never breathed a word of
it。' If Angela suspected it; and showed me all the favour and support she
couldGod bless her for a precious creature and a priceless wife!I
couldn't help that。 Neither I nor Emmeline ever told her; any more than
we told you。 And for the same good reason; Charley; trust me; for the
same good reason; and no other upon earth!〃
Emmeline was Angela's cousin。 Lived with her。 Had been brought
up with her。 Was her father's ward。 Had property。
〃Emmeline is in the chaise; my dear Edwin!〃 said I; embracing him
with the greatest affection。
〃My good fellow!〃 said he; 〃do you suppose I should be going to
Gretna Green without her?〃
I ran out with Edwin; I opened the chaise door; I took Emmeline in my
arms; I folded her to my heart。 She was wrapped in soft white fur; like
the snowy landscape: but was warm; and young; and lovely。 I put their
leaders to with my own hands; I gave the boys a five… pound note apiece; I
cheered them as they drove away; I drove the other way myself as hard as
I could pelt。
I never went to Liverpool; I never went to America; I went straight
back to London; and I married Angela。 I have never until this time; even
to her; disclosed the secret of my character; and the mistrust and the
mistaken journey into which it led me。 When she; and they; and our eight
children and their sevenI mean Edwin and Emmeline's; whose oldest girl
is old enough now to wear white for herself; and to look very like her
mother in itcome to read these pages; as of course they will; I shall
hardly fail to be found out at last。 Never mind! I can bear it。 I began at
the Holly…Tree; by idle accident; to associate the Christmas time of year
with human interest; and with some inquiry into; and some care for; the
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lives of those by whom I find myself surrounded。 I hope that I am none
the worse for it; and that no one near me or afar off is the worse for it。
And I say; May the green Holly…Tree flourish; striking its roots deep into
our English ground; and having its germinating qualities carried by the
birds of Heaven all over the world!
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