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prefatorial expression) not been writ in vain。 It would seem from
this that I have been not so much humbled as puffed up; but; I
assure you; I have in fact been both。 A little of what that letter
says is my own earning; not all; but yet a little; and the little
makes me proud; and all the rest ashamed; and in the contrast; how
much more beautiful altogether is the ancient man than him of to…
day!
Well; well; Henry James is pretty good; though he IS of the
nineteenth century; and that glaringly。 And to curry favour with
him; I wish I could be more explicit; but; indeed; I am still of
necessity extremely vague; and cannot tell what I am to do; nor
where I am to go for some while yet。 As soon as I am sure; you
shall hear。 All are fairly well … the wife; your countrywoman;
least of all; troubles are not entirely wanting; but on the whole
we prosper; and we are all affectionately yours;
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
HONOLULU; APRIL 2ND; 1889。
MY DEAR COLVIN; … I am beginning to be ashamed of writing on to you
without the least acknowledgment; like a tramp; but I do not care …
I am hardened; and whatever be the cause of your silence; I mean to
write till all is blue。 I am outright ashamed of my news; which is
that we are not coming home for another year。 I cannot but hope it
may continue the vast improvement of my health: I think it good
for Fanny and Lloyd; and we have all a taste for this wandering and
dangerous life。 My mother I send home; to my relief; as this part
of our cruise will be (if we can carry it out) rather difficult in
places。 Here is the idea: about the middle of June (unless the
Boston Board objects) we sail from Honolulu in the missionary ship
(barquentine auxiliary steamer) MORNING STAR: she takes us through
the Gilberts and Marshalls; and drops us (this is my great idea) on
Ponape; one of the volcanic islands of the Carolines。 Here we stay
marooned among a doubtful population; with a Spanish vice…governor
and five native kings; and a sprinkling of missionaries all at
loggerheads; on the chance of fetching a passage to Sydney in a
trader; a labour ship; or (maybe; but this appears too bright) a
ship of war。 If we can't get the MORNING STAR (and the Board has
many reasons that I can see for refusing its permission) I mean to
try to fetch Fiji; hire a schooner there; do the Fijis and
Friendlies; hit the course of the RICHMOND at Tonga Tabu; make back
by Tahiti; and so to S。 F。; and home: perhaps in June 1890。 For
the latter part of the cruise will likely be the same in either
case。 You can see for yourself how much variety and adventure this
promises; and that it is not devoid of danger at the best; but if
we can pull it off in safety; gives me a fine book of travel; and
Lloyd a fine lecture and diorama; which should vastly better our
finances。
I feel as if I were untrue to friendship; believe me; Colvin; when
I look forward to this absence of another year; my conscience sinks
at thought of the Monument; but I think you will pardon me if you
consider how much this tropical weather mends my health。 Remember
me as I was at home; and think of me sea…bathing and walking about;
as jolly as a sandboy: you will own the temptation is strong; and
as the scheme; bar fatal accidents; is bound to pay into the
bargain; sooner or later; it seems it would be madness to come home
now; with an imperfect book; no illustrations to speak of; no
diorama; and perhaps fall sick again by autumn。 I do not think I
delude myself when I say the tendency to catarrh has visibly
diminished。
It is a singular tiring that as I was packing up old papers ere I
left Skerryvore; I came on the prophecies of a drunken Highland
sibyl; when I was seventeen。 She said I was to be very happy; to
visit America; and TO BE MUCH UPON THE SEA。 It seems as if it were
coming true with a vengeance。 Also; do you remember my strong;
old; rooted belief that I shall die by drowning? I don't want that
to come true; though it is an easy death; but it occurs to me
oddly; with these long chances in front。 I cannot say why I like
the sea; no man is more cynically and constantly alive to its
perils; I regard it as the highest form of gambling; and yet I love
the sea as much as I hate gambling。 Fine; clean emotions; a world
all and always beautiful; air better than wine; interest
unflagging; there is upon the whole no better life。 … Yours ever;
R。 L。 S。
Letter: TO E。 L。 BURLINGAME
'HONOLULU; APRIL 1889。'
MY DEAR BURLINGAME; … This is to announce the most prodigious
change of programme。 I have seen so much of the South Seas that I
desire to see more; and I get so much health here that I dread a
return to our vile climates。 I have applied accordingly to the
missionary folk to let me go round in the MORNING STAR; and if the
Boston Board should refuse; I shall get somehow to Fiji; hire a
trading schooner; and see the Fijis and Friendlies and Samoa。 He
would be a South Seayer; Mr。 Burlingame。 Of course; if I go in the
MORNING STAR; I see all the eastern (or western?) islands。
Before I sail; I shall make out to let you have the last of THE
MASTER: though I tell you it sticks! … and I hope to have had some
proofs forbye; of the verses anyway。 And now to business。
I want (if you can find them) in the British sixpenny edition; if
not; in some equally compact and portable shape … Seaside Library;
for instance … the Waverley Novels entire; or as entire as you can
get 'em; and the following of Marryat: PHANTOM SHIP; PETER SIMPLE;
PERCIVAL KEENE; PRIVATEERSMAN; CHILDREN OF THE NEW FOREST; FRANK
MILDMAY; NEWTON FORSTER; DOG FIEND (SNARLEYYOW)。 Also MIDSHIPMAN
EASY; KINGSBURN; Carlyle's FRENCH REVOLUTION; Motley's DUTCH
REPUBLIC; Lang's LETTERS ON LITERATURE; a complete set of my works;
JENKIN; in duplicate; also FAMILIAR STUDIES; ditto。
I have to thank you for the accounts; which are satisfactory
indeed; and for the cheque for 1000。 Another account will have
come and gone before I see you。 I hope it will be equally roseate
in colour。 I am quite worked out; and this cursed end of THE
MASTER hangs over me like the arm of the gallows; but it is always
darkest before dawn; and no doubt the clouds will soon rise; but it
is a difficult thing to write; above all in Mackellarese; and I
cannot yet see my way clear。 If I pull this off; THE MASTER will
be a pretty good novel or I am the more deceived; and even if I
don't pull it off; it'll still have some stuff in it。
We shall remain here until the middle of June anyway; but my mother
leaves for Europe early in May。 Hence our mail should continue to
come here; but not hers。 I will let you know my next address;
which will probably be Sydney。 If we get on the MORNING STAR; I
propose at present to get marooned on Ponape; and take my chance of
getting a passage to Australia。 It will leave times and seasons
mighty vague; and the cruise is risky; but I shall know something
of the South Seas when it is done; or else the South Seas will
contain all there is of me。 It should give me a fine book of
travels; anyway。
Low will probably come and ask some dollars of you。 Pray let him
have them; they are for outfit。 O; another complete set of my
books should go to Captain A。 H。 Otis; care of Dr。 Merritt; Yacht
CASCO; Oakland; Cal。 In haste;
R。 L。 S。
Letter: TO MISS ADELAIDE BOODLE
HONOLULU; APRIL 6TH; 1889。
MY DEAR MISS BOODLE; … Nobody writes a better letter than my
Gamekeeper: so gay; so pleasant; so engagingly particular;
answering (by some delicate instinct) all the questions she
suggests。 It is a shame you should get such a poor return as I can
make; from a mind essentially and originally incapable of the art
epistolary。 I would let the paper…cutter take my place; but I am
sorry to say the little wooden seaman did after the manner of
seamen; and deserted in the Societies。 The place he seems to have
stayed at … seems; for his absence was not observed till we were
near the Equator … was Tautira; and; I assure you; he displayed
good taste; Tautira being as 'nigh hand heaven' as a paper…cutter
or anybody has a right to expect。
I think all our friends will be very angry with us; and I give the
grounds of their probable displeasure bluntly … we are not coming
home for another year。 My mother returns next month。 Fanny;
Lloyd; and I push on again among the islands on a trading schooner;
the EQUATOR … first for the Gilbert group; which we shall have an
opportunity to explore thoroughly; then; if occasion serve; to the
Marshalls and Carolines; and if occasion (or money) fail; to Samoa;
and back to Tahiti。 I own we are deserters; but we have excu