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MY DEAR COLVIN； … I have been long without writing to you； but am
not to blame； I had some little annoyances quite for a private eye；
but they ran me so hard that I could not write without lugging them
in； which （for several reasons） I did not choose to do。 Fanny is
off to San Francisco； and next week I myself flit to New York：
address Scribner's。 Where we shall go I know not； nor （I was going
to say） care； so bald and bad is my frame of mind。 Do you know our
… ahem！ … fellow clubman； Colonel Majendie？ I had such an
interesting letter from him。 Did you see my sermon？ It has evoked
the worst feeling： I fear people don't care for the truth； or else
I don't tell it。 Suffer me to wander without purpose。 I have sent
off twenty letters to…day； and begun and stuck at a twenty…first；
and taken a copy of one which was on business； and corrected
several galleys of proof； and sorted about a bushel of old letters；
so if any one has a right to be romantically stupid it is I … and I
am。 Really deeply stupid； and at that stage when in old days I
used to pour out words without any meaning whatever and with my
mind taking no part in the performance。 I suspect that is now the
case。 I am reading with extraordinary pleasure the life of Lord
Lawrence： Lloyd and I have a mutiny novel …
（NEXT MORNING； AFTER TWELVE OTHER LETTERS） … mutiny novel on hand …
a tremendous work … so we are all at Indian books。 The idea of the
novel is Lloyd's： I call it a novel。 'Tis a tragic romance； of
the most tragic sort： I believe the end will be almost too much
for human endurance … when the hero is thrown to the ground with
one of his own （Sepoy） soldier's knees upon his chest； and the
cries begin in the Beebeeghar。 O truly； you know it is a howler！
The whole last part is … well the difficulty is that； short of
resuscitating Shakespeare； I don't know who is to write it。
I still keep wonderful。 I am a great performer before the Lord on
the penny whistle。 Dear sir； sincerely yours；
ANDREW JACKSON。
Letter： TO MISS ADELAIDE BOODLE
＇SARANAC LAKE； APRIL 1888。＇ ADDRESS C/O MESSRS。 SCRIBNER'S SONS；
743 BROADWAY； N。Y。
MY DEAR GAMEKEEPER； … Your p。 c。 （proving you a good student of
Micawber） has just arrived； and it paves the way to something I am
anxious to say。 I wrote a paper the other day … PULVIS ET UMBRA； …
I wrote it with great feeling and conviction： to me it seemed
bracing and healthful； it is in such a world （so seen by me）； that
I am very glad to fight out my battle； and see some fine sunsets；
and hear some excellent jests between whiles round the camp fire。
But I find that to some people this vision of mine is a nightmare；
and extinguishes all ground of faith in God or pleasure in man。
Truth I think not so much of； for I do not know it。 And I could
wish in my heart that I had not published this paper； if it
troubles folk too much： all have not the same digestion； nor the
same sight of things。 And it came over me with special pain that
perhaps this article （which I was at the pains to send to her）
might give dismalness to my GAMEKEEPER AT HOME。 Well； I cannot
take back what I have said； but yet I may add this。 If my view be
everything but the nonsense that it may be … to me it seems self…
evident and blinding truth … surely of all things it makes this
world holier。 There is nothing in it but the moral side … but the
great battle and the breathing times with their refreshments。 I
see no more and no less。 And if you look again； it is not ugly；
and it is filled with promise。
Pray excuse a desponding author for this apology。 My wife is away
off to the uttermost parts of the States； all by herself。 I shall
be off； I hope； in a week； but where？ Ah！ that I know not。 I keep
wonderful； and my wife a little better； and the lad flourishing。
We now perform duets on two D tin whistles； it is no joke to make
the bass； I think I must really send you one； which I wish you
would correct 。 。 。 I may be said to live for these instrumental
labours now； but I have always some childishness on hand。 … I am；
dear Gamekeeper； your indulgent but intemperate Squire；
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter： TO CHARLES BAXTER
UNION HOUSE； MANASQUAN； N。J。； BUT ADDRESS TO SCRIBNER'S； 11TH MAY
1888。
MY DEAR CHARLES； … I have found a yacht； and we are going the full
pitch for seven months。 If I cannot get my health back （more or
less）； 'tis madness； but； of course； there is the hope； and I will
play big。 。 。 。 If this business fails to set me up； well； 2000
pounds is gone； and I know I can't get better。 We sail from San
Francisco； June 15th； for the South Seas in the yacht CASCO。 … With
a million thanks for all your dear friendliness； ever yours
affectionately；
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter： To HOMER ST。 GAUDENS
MANASQUAN； NEW JERSEY； 27TH MAY 1888。
DEAR HOMER ST。 GAUDENS； … Your father has brought you this day to
see me； and he tells me it is his hope you may remember the
occasion。 I am going to do what I can to carry out his wish； and
it may amuse you； years after； to see this little scrap of paper
and to read what I write。 I must begin by testifying that you
yourself took no interest whatever in the introduction； and in the
most proper spirit displayed a single…minded ambition to get back
to play； and this I thought an excellent and admirable point in
your character。 You were also （I use the past tense； with a view
to the time when you shall read； rather than to that when I am
writing） a very pretty boy； and （to my European views） startlingly
self…possessed。 My time of observation was so limited that you
must pardon me if I can say no more： what else I marked； what
restlessness of foot and hand； what graceful clumsiness； what
experimental designs upon the furniture； was but the common
inheritance of human youth。 But you may perhaps like to know that
the lean flushed man in bed； who interested you so little； was in a
state of mind extremely mingled and unpleasant： harassed with work
which he thought he was not doing well； troubled with difficulties
to which you will in time succeed； and yet looking forward to no
less a matter than a voyage to the South Seas and the visitation of
savage and desert islands。 …Your father's friend；
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter： TO HENRY JAMES
MANASQUAN （AHEM！）； NEW JERSEY； MAY 28TH； 1888。
MY DEAR JAMES； … With what a torrent it has come at last！ Up to
now； what I like best is the first number of a LONDON LIFE。 You
have never done anything better； and I don't know if perhaps you
have ever done anything so good as the girl's outburst： tip…top。
I have been preaching your later works in your native land。 I had
to present the Beltraffio volume to Low； and it has brought him to
his knees； he was AMAZED at the first part of Georgina's Reasons；
although （like me） not so well satisfied with Part II。 It is
annoying to find the American public as stupid as the English； but
they will waken up in time： I wonder what they will think of TWO
NATIONS？ 。 。
This； dear James； is a valedictory。 On June 15th the schooner
yacht CASCO will （weather and a jealous providence permitting）
steam through the Golden Gates for Honolulu； Tahiti； the Galapagos；
Guayaquil； and … I hope NOT the bottom of the Pacific。 It will
contain your obedient 'umble servant and party。 It seems too good
to be true； and is a very good way of getting through the green…
sickness of maturity which； with all its accompanying ills； is now
declaring itself in my mind and life。 They tell me it is not so
severe as that of youth； if I （and the CASCO） are spared； I shall
tell you more exactly； as I am one of the few people in the world
who do not forget their own lives。
Good…bye； then； my dear fellow； and please write us a word； we
expect to have three mails in the next two months： Honolulu；
Tahiti； and Guayaquil。 But letters will be forwarded from
Scribner's； if you hear nothing more definite directly。 In 3
（three） days I leave for San Francisco。 … Ever yours most
cordially；
R。 L。 S。
CHAPTER X … PACIFIC VOYAGES； JUNE 1888…NOVEMBER 1890
TO SIDNEY COLVIN
YACHT 'CASCO；' ANAHO BAY； NUKAHIVA； MARQUESAS ISLANDS ＇JULY 1888＇。
MY DEAR COLVIN； … From this somewhat （ahem） out of the way place； I
write to say how d'ye do。 It is all a swindle： I chose these
isles as having the most beastly population； and they are far
better； and far more civilised than we。 I know one old chief Ko…o…
amua； a great cannibal in his day； who ate his enemies even as he
walked home from killing 'em； and he is a perfect gentleman and
exceedingly amiable and simple…minde
