heidi-第37节
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s； See； how the foeman flies！ And all your tribulation Is turned to glad surprise。
If for a while it seemeth His mercy is withdrawn； That He no longer careth For His wandering child forlorn； Doubt not His great compassion； His love can never tire； To those who wait in patience He gives their heart's desire。
Heidi suddenly paused； she was not sure if the doctor was still listening。 He was sitting motionless with his hand before his eyes。 She thought he had fallen asleep； when he awoke； if he wanted to hear more verses； she would go on。 There was no sound anywhere。 The doctor sat in silence； but he was certainly not asleep。 His thoughts had carried him back to a long past time： he saw himself as a little boy standing by his dear mother's chair； she had her arm round his neck and was saying the very verses to him that Heidi had just recitedwords which he had not heard now for years。 He could hear his mother's voice and see her loving eyes resting upon him； and as Heidi ceased the old dear voice seemed to be saying other things to him； and the words he heard again must have carried him far； far away； for it was a long time before he stirred or took his hand from his eyes。 When at last he roused himself he met Heidi's eyes looking wonderingly at him。
〃Heidi；〃 he said； taking the child's hand in his； 〃that was a beautiful hymn of yours；〃 and there was a happier ring in his voice as he spoke。 〃We will come out here together another day； and you will let me hear it again。〃
Peter meanwhile had had enough to do in giving vent to his anger。 It was now some days since Heidi had been out with him； and when at last she did come； there she sat the whole time beside the old gentleman； and Peter could not get a word with her。 He got into a terrible temper； and at last went and stood some way back behind the doctor； where the latter could not see him； and doubling his fist made imaginary hits at the enemy。 Presently he doubled both fists； and the longer Heidi stayed beside the gentleman； the more fiercely did he threaten with them。
Meanwhile the sun had risen to the height which Peter knew pointed to the dinner hour。 All of a sudden he called at the top of his voice； 〃It's dinner time。〃
Heidi was rising to fetch the dinner bag so that the doctor might eat his where he sat。 But he stopped her； telling her he was not hungry at all； and only cared for a glass of milk； as he wanted to climb up a little higher。 Then Heidi found that she also was not hungry and only wanted milk； and she should like； she said； to take the doctor up to the large moss…covered rock where Greenfinch had nearly jumped down and killed herself。 So she ran and explained matters to Peter； telling him to go and get milk for the two。 Peter seemed hardly to understand。 〃Who is going to eat what is in the bag then？〃 he asked。
〃You can have it；〃 she answered； 〃only first make haste and get the milk。〃
Peter had seldom performed any task more promptly； for he thought of the bag and its contents； which now belonged to him。 As soon as the other two were sitting quietly drinking their milk； he opened it； and quite trembled for joy at the sight of the meat； and he was just putting his hand in to draw it out when something seemed to hold him back。 His conscience smote him at the remembrance of how he had stood with his doubled fists behind the doctor； who was now giving up to him his whole good dinner。 He felt as if he could not now enjoy it。 But all at once he jumped up and ran back to the spot where he had stood before； and there held up his open hands as a sign that he had no longer any wish to use them as fists； and kept them up until he felt he had made amends for his past conduct。 Then he rushed back and sat down to the double enjoyment of a clear conscience and an unusually satisfying meal。
Heidi and the doctor climbed and talked for a long while； until the latter said it was time for him to be going back； and no doubt Heidi would like to go and be with her goats。 But Heidi would not hear of this； as then the doctor would have to go the whole way down the mountain alone。 She insisted on accompanying him as far as the grandfather's hut； or even a little further。 She kept hold of her friend's hand all the time； and the whole way she entertained him with accounts of this thing and that； showing him the spots where the goats loved best to feed； and others where in summer the flowers of all colors grew in greatest abundance。 She could give them all their right names； for her grandfather had taught her these during the summer months。 But at last the doctor insisted on her going back； so they bid each other good…night and the doctor continued his descent； turning now and again to look back； and each time he saw Heidi standing on the same spot and waving her hand to him。 Even so in the old days had his own dear little daughter watched him when he went from home。
It was a bright sunny autumn month。 The doctor came up to the hut every morning； and thence made excursions over the mountain。 Alm…Uncle accompanied him on some of his higher ascents； when they climbed up to the ancient storm…beaten fir trees and often disturbed the great bird which rose startled from its nest； with the whirl of wings and croakings； very near their heads。 The doctor found great pleasure in his companion's conversation； and was astonished at his knowledge of the plants that grew on the mountain： he knew the uses of them all； from the aromatic fir trees and the dark pines with their scented needles； to the curly moss that sprang up everywhere about the roots of the trees and the smallest plant and tiniest flower。 He was as well versed also in the ways of the animals； great and small； and had many amusing anecdotes to tell of these dwellers in caves and holes and in the tops of the fir trees。 And so the time passed pleasantly and quickly for the doctor； who seldom said good…bye to the old man at the end of the day without adding； 〃I never leave you； friend； without having learnt something new from you。〃
On some of the very finest days； however； the doctor would wander out again with Heidi； and then the two would sit together as on the first day； and the child would repeat her hymns and tell the doctor things which she alone knew。 Peter sat at a little distance from them； but he was now quite reconciled in spirit and gave vent to no angry pantomime。
September had drawn to its close； and now one morning the doctor appeared looking less cheerful than usual。 It was his last day； he said； as he must return to Frankfurt； but he was grieved at having to say good…bye to the mountain； which he had begun to feel quite like home。 Alm…Uncle； on his side； greatly regretted the departure of his guest； and Heidi had been now accustomed for so long to see her good friend every day that she could hardly believe the time had suddenly come to separate。 She looked up at him in doubt； taken by surprise； but there was no help； he must go。 So he bid farewell to the old man and asked that Heidi might go with him part of the return way； and Heidi took his hand and went down the mountain with him； still unable to grasp the idea that he was going for good。 After some distance the doctor stood still； and passing his hand over the child's curly head said； 〃Now； Heidi； you must go back； and I must say good…bye！ If only I could take you with me to Frankfurt and keep you there！〃
The picture of Frankfurt rose before the child's eyes； its rows of endless houses； its hard streets； and even the vision of Fraulein Rottenmeier and Tinette； and she answered hesitatingly； 〃I would rather that you came back to us。〃
〃Yes； you are right； that would be better。 But now good…bye； Heidi。〃 The child put her hand in his and looked up at him； the kind eyes looking down on her had tears in them。 Then the doctor tore himself away and quickly continued his descent。
Heidi remained standing without moving。 The friendly eyes with the tears in them had gone to her heart。 All at once she burst into tears and started running as fast as she could after the departing figure； calling out in broken tones： 〃Doctor！ doctor！〃
He turned round and waited till the child reached him。 The tears were streaming down her face and she sobbed out： 〃I will come to Frankfurt with you； now at once； and I will stay with you as long as you like； only I must just run back and tell grandfather。〃
The doctor laid his hand on her and tried to calm her excitement。 〃No； no； dear child；〃 he said kindly； 〃not now； you must stay for the present under the fir trees； or I should have you ill again。 But hear now what I have to ask you。 If I am ever ill and alone； will you come then and stay with me？ May I know that there would then be some one to look after me and care for me？〃
〃Yes； yes； I will come the very day you send for me； and I love you nearly as much as grandfather；〃 replied Heidi； who had not yet got over her distress。
And so the doctor again bid her good…bye and started on his way； while Heidi remained looking after him and waving her hand as long as a speck of him could be seen。 As the doctor turned for the last time and looked back at the waving Heidi and the sunny mountain； he said to himself； 〃It is good to be up there； good for body and
