heidi-第36节
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tain。 Arrived at Peter's home Heidi bid the others good…bye; she was to wait at grandmother's till her grandfather; who was going on to Dorfli with his guest; returned to fetch her。 As the doctor shook hands with her she asked; 〃Would you like to come out with the goats to…morrow morning?〃 for she could think of no greater treat to offer him。
〃Agreed!〃 answered the doctor; 〃we will go together;〃
Heidi now ran in to the grandmother; she first; with some effort; managed to carry in the box of cakes; then she ran out again and brought in the sausagefor her grandfather had put the presents down by the doorand then a third time for the shawl。 She had placed them as close as she could to the grandmother; so that the latter might be able to feel them and understand what was there。 The shawl she laid over the old woman's knees。
〃They are all from Frankfurt; from Clara and grandmamma;〃 she explained to the astonished grandmother and Brigitta; the latter having watched her dragging in all the heavy things; unable to imagine what was happening。
〃And you are very pleased with the cakes; aren't you; grandmother? taste how soft they are!〃 said Heidi over and over again; to which the grandmother continued to answer; 〃Yes; yes; Heidi; I should think so! what kind people they must be!〃 And then she would pass her hand over the warm thick shawl and add; 〃This will be beautiful for the cold winter! I never thought I should ever have such a splendid thing as this to put on。〃
Heidi could not help feeling some surprise at the grandmother seeming to take more pleasure in the shawl than the cakes。 Meanwhile Brigitta stood gazing at the sausage with almost an expression of awe。 She had hardly in her life seen such a monster sausage; much less owned one; and she could scarcely believe her eyes。 She shook her head and said doubtfully; 〃I must ask Uncle what it is meant for;〃
But Heidi answered without hesitation; 〃It is meant for eating; not for anything else。〃
Peter came tumbling in at this minute。 〃Uncle is just behind me; he is coming〃 he began; and then stopped short; for his eye had caught sight of the sausage; and he was too much taken aback to say more。 But Heidi understood that her grandfather was near and so said good…bye to grandmother。 The old man now never passed the door without going in to wish the old woman good…day; and she liked to hear his footstep approaching; for he always had a cheery word for her。 But to…day it was growing late for Heidi; who was always up with the lark; and the grandfather would never let her go to bed after hours; so this evening he only called good…night through the open door and started home at once with the child; and the two climbed under the starlit sky back to their peaceful dwelling。
CHAPTER XVII。 A COMPENSATION
The next morning the doctor climbed up from Dorfli with Peter and the goats。 The kindly gentleman tried now and then to enter into conversation with the boy; but his attempts failed; for he could hardly get a word out of Peter in answer to his questions。 Peter was not easily persuaded to talk。 So the party silently made their way up to the hut; where they found Heidi awaiting them with her two goats; all three as fresh and lively as the morning sun among the mountains。
〃Are you coming to…day?〃 said Peter; repeating the words with which he daily greeted her; either in question or in summons。
〃Of course I am; if the doctor is coming too;〃 replied Heidi。
Peter cast a sidelong glance at the doctor。 The grandfather now came out with the dinner bag; and after bidding good…day to the doctor he went up to Peter and slung it over his neck。 It was heavier than usual; for Alm…Uncle had added some meat to…day; as he thought the doctor might like to have his lunch out and eat it when the children did。 Peter gave a grin; for he felt sure there was something more than ordinary in it。
And so the ascent began。 The goats as usual came thronging around Heidi; each trying to be nearest her; until at last she stood still and said; 〃Now you must go on in front and behave properly; and not keep on turning back and pushing and poking me; for I want to talk to the doctor;〃 and she gave Snowflake a little pat on the back and told her to be good and obedient。 By degrees she managed to make her way out from among them and joined the doctor; who took her by the hand。 He had no difficulty now in conversing with his companion; for Heidi had a great deal to say about the goats and their peculiarities; and about the flowers and the rocks and the birds; and so they clambered on and reached their resting…place before they were aware。 Peter had sent a good many unfriendly glances towards the doctor on the way up; which might have quite alarmed the latter if he had happened to notice them; which; fortunately; he did not。
Heidi now led her friend to her favorite spot where she was accustomed to sit and enjoy the beauty around her; the doctor followed her example and took his seat beside her on the warm grass。 Over the heights and over the far green valley hung the golden glory of the autumn day。 The great snow…field sparkled in the bright sunlight; and the two grey rocky peaks rose in their ancient majesty against the dark blue sky。 A soft; light morning breeze blew deliciously across the mountain; gently stirring the bluebells that still remained of the summer's wealth of flowers; their slender heads nodding cheerfully in the sunshine。 Overhead the great bird was flying round and round in wide circles; but to…day he made no sound; poised on his large wings he floated contentedly in the blue ether。 Heidi looked about her first at one thing and then at another。 The waving flowers; the blue sky; the bright sunshine; the happy birdeverything was so beautiful! so beautiful! Her eyes were alight with joy。 And now she turned to her friend to see if he too were enjoying the beauty。 The doctor had been sitting thoughtfully gazing around him。 As he met her glad bright eyes; 〃Yes; Heidi;〃 he responded; 〃I see how lovely it all is; but tell meif one brings a sad heart up here; how may it be healed so that it can rejoice in all this beauty?〃
〃Oh; but;〃 exclaimed Heidi; 〃no one is sad up here; only in Frankfurt。〃
The doctor smiled and then growing serious again he continued; 〃But supposing one is not able to leave all the sadness behind at Frankfurt; can you tell me anything that will help then?〃
〃When you do not know what more to do you must go and tell everything to God;〃 answered Heidi with decision。
〃Ah; that is a good thought of yours; Heidi;〃 said the doctor。 〃But if it is God Himself who has sent the trouble; what can we say to Him then?〃
Heidi sat pondering for a while; she was sure in her heart that God could help out of every trouble。 She thought over her own experiences and then found her answer。
〃Then you must wait;〃 she said; 〃and keep on saying to yourself: God certainly knows of some happiness for us which He is going to bring out of the trouble; only we must have patience and not run away。 And then all at once something happens and we see clearly ourselves that God has had some good thought in His mind all along; but because we cannot see things beforehand; and only know how dreadfully miserable we are; we think it is always going to be so。〃
〃That is a beautiful faith; child; and be sure you hold it fast;〃 replied the doctor。 Then he sat on a while in silence; looking at the great overshadowing mountains and the green; sunlit valley below before he spoke again;
〃Can you understand; Heidi; that a man may sit here with such a shadow over his eyes that he cannot feel and enjoy the beauty around him; while the heart grows doubly sad knowing how beautiful it could be? Can you understand that?〃
A pain shot through the child's young happy heart。 The shadow over the eyes brought to her remembrance the grandmother; who would never again be able to see the sunlight and the beauty up here。 This was Heidi's great sorrow; which re…awoke each time she thought about the darkness。 She did not speak for a few minutes; for her happiness was interrupted by this sudden pang。 Then in a grave voice she said;
〃Yes; I can understand it。 And I know this; that then one must say one of grandmother's hymns; which bring the light back a little; and often make it so bright for her that she is quite happy again。 Grandmother herself told me this。〃
〃Which hymns are they; Heidi?〃 asked the doctor。
〃I only know the one about the sun and the beautiful garden; and some of the verses of the long one; which are favorites with her; and she always likes me to read them to her two or three times over;〃 replied Heidi。
〃Well; say the verses to me then; I should like to hear them too;〃 and the doctor sat up in order to listen better。
Heidi put her hands together and sat collecting her thoughts for a second or two: 〃Shall I begin at the verse that grandmother says gives her a feeling of hope and confidence?〃
The doctor nodded his assent; and Heidi began;
Let not your heart be troubled Nor fear your soul dismay; There is a wise Defender And He will be your stay。 Where you have failed; He conquers; See; how the foeman flies! And all your tribulation Is turned to glad surprise。
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